"So Mrs. Staunton says," replied Helen; "she used to tell me that I was a good deal like her, and should be more so; but I do not think she would have said so, if she had seen you. I am so slow and so dull, and so unlike to you in your quick active ways."

"Do you know, Helen," said Elizabeth, who had been pursuing her own thoughts, rather than listening to her sister"s words, "I do believe that we should all have been more like her if she had lived; at least, I am sure I should."

Helen did not answer; and Elizabeth continued in her usual rapid manner, "I do not mean to lay all my faults at Mamma"s door, for I should have been much worse without her, and I have spurned away most of the good she would have done me in her kind gentle way; but I do believe no one but my own mother ever knew how to manage me. You never were so wild, Helen, and you will do far far better."

"O Lizzie, what do you mean?" cried Helen.

"I mean, my dear Helen," exclaimed Elizabeth, hardly knowing what she was saying, "that I have been using you shamefully ever since you came home. I have done nothing but contradict you, and snap at you, whether right or wrong; and a pretty spectacle we must have made of ourselves.

Now I see that you have twice the sense and understanding that I have, and are so unpretending as to be worth a hundred times more. I wish with all my heart that I had taken your advice, and that the Mechanics"

Inst.i.tute was at the bottom of the sea."

Before Helen had recovered from her astonishment at this incoherent speech, sufficiently to make any sort of reply, the rest of the party were seen returning from St. Austin"s, and Winifred and Edward hastened towards the two sisters, to tell them all the wonders they had seen.

During the remainder of that day, a few words in her mother"s feeble voice rung in Elizabeth"s ears more painfully even than the text she had mentioned the day before. It was, "Lizzie, I know you will be a kind sister to Kate and poor little Helen."

In the course of the evening, Lady Merton found Anne and Helen alone together in the drawing-room. Helen was reclining on the sofa, in a dreamy state, her book half closed in her hand, and Anne was sitting at the window, reading as well as she could by the failing light.

"So you are alone here," said Lady Merton, as she entered the room.

"Yes," said Helen, starting up; "I rather think the Hazlebys are packing up--you know they go by the one o"clock train to-morrow--and I believe Kate is helping them; and Mamma is hearing the little ones say the Catechism."

"So I thought," said Lady Merton. "I was surprised to find you here."

"Oh!" said Helen, "we generally say the Catechism to Papa every Sunday evening, and he asks us questions about it; and we are to go on with him till we are confirmed."

"And when will that be?" said her aunt.

"Next spring," said Helen; "we shall all three of us be confirmed at the same time. But if Mrs. Hazleby had not been here, Papa would have heard us all down-stairs. I should have liked for you to hear how perfect Edward is now, and how well Dora answers Papa"s questions; though perhaps before you she would be too shy."

"And I should have been glad for Anne to have joined you," said Lady Merton; "it is long since your G.o.dfather has heard you, Anne."

"Not since we were here last," said Anne, "and that is almost two years ago."

"And where is Lizzie?" said Lady Merton; "is she with your Mamma?"

"No," said Helen, "her other work is not over yet. On Sunday evening, she always reads with four great girls who have left school, and have no time to learn except on Sunday evenings. I am sure I cannot think how she can; I should have thought morning and afternoon school quite enough for anyone!" And she threw herself back on the sofa, and gave a very long yawn.

Her aunt smiled as she answered, "You certainly seem to find it so."

"Indeed I do," said Helen; "I think teaching the most tiresome work in the world."

"O Helen, is it possible?" cried Anne.

"Helen is not much used to it," said her aunt.

"No," said Helen, "there used to be teachers enough without me, but now Lizzie wants me to take a cla.s.s, I suppose I must, because it is my duty; but really I do not think I can ever like it."

"If you do it cheerfully because it is your duty, you will soon be surprised to find yourself interested in it," said her aunt.

"Now, Aunt Anne," said Helen, sitting up, and looking rather more alive, "I really did take all the pains I could to-day, but I was never more worried than with the dullness of those children. They could not answer the simplest question."

"Most poor children seem dull with a new teacher," said Lady Merton; "besides which, you perhaps did not use language which they could understand."

"Possibly," said Helen languidly; "but then there is another thing which I dislike--I cannot bear to hear the most beautiful chapters in the Bible stammered over as if the children had not the least perception of their meaning."

"Their not being able to read the chapter fluently is no proof that they do not enter into it," said Lady Merton; "it often happens that the best readers understand less than some awkward blunderers, who read with reverence."

"Then it is very vexatious," said Helen.

"You will tell a different story next year," said Lady Merton, "when you have learnt a little more of the ways of the poor children."

"I hope so," said Helen; "but what I have seen to-day only makes me wonder how Papa and Lizzie can get the children to make such beautiful answers as they sometimes do in church."

"And perhaps," said Lady Merton, smiling, "the person who taught Miss Helen Woodbourne to repeat Gray"s Elegy, would be inclined to wonder how at fourteen she could have become a tolerably well-informed young lady."

"Oh, Aunt," said Helen, "have not you forgotten that day? How dreadfully I must have tormented everybody! I am sure Mamma"s patience must have been wonderful."

"And I am very glad that Lizzie saves her from so much of the labour of teaching now," said Lady Merton.

"I see what you mean," said Helen; "I ought to help too."

"Indeed, my dear, I had no intention of saying so," said Lady Merton; "yourself and your mamma can be the only judges in such a matter."

"I believe Mamma does think that Lizzie has almost too much to do,"

said Helen; "but there has been less since Horace has been at school."

"But Edward is fast growing up to take his place," said her aunt.

"Edward will never take Horace"s place," said Helen; "he will be five times the trouble. Horace could learn whatever he pleased in an instant, and the only drawback with him was inattention; but Edward is so slow and so dawdling, that his lessons are the plague of the school-room. His reading is tiresome enough, and what Lizzie will do with his Latin I cannot think; but that can be only her concern. And Winifred is sharp enough, but she never pays attention three minutes together; I could not undertake her, I should do her harm and myself too."

"I am rather of your opinion, so far," said Lady Merton; "but you have said nothing against Dora."

"Dora!" said Helen; "yes, she has always been tolerably good, but she knows nearly as much as I do. Lizzie says she knows the reasons of a multiplication sum, and I am sure I do not."

"Perhaps you might learn by studying with her," aaid Lady Merton.

"Yes, Lizzie says she has learnt a great deal from teaching the children," said Helen; "but then she had a better foundation than most people. You know she used to do her lessons with Papa, and he always made her learn everything quite perfect, and took care she should really understand each step she took, so that she knows more about grammar and arithmetic, and all the lat.i.tude and longitude puzzling part of geography than I do--a great deal more."

"I am sorry to find there is some objection to all the lessons of all the children," said Lady Merton.

"I suppose I might help in some," said Helen; "but then I have very little time; I have to draw, and to practise, and to read French and Italian and history to Mamma, and to write exercises; but then Mamma has not always leisure to hear me, and it is very unsatisfactory to go on learning all alone. At d.y.k.elands there were f.a.n.n.y and Jane."

"I should not have thought a person with four sisters need complain of having to learn alone," said her aunt.

"No more should I," said Helen; "but if you were here always, you would see how it is; Lizzie is always busy with the children, and learns her German and Latin no one knows when or how, by getting up early, and reading while she is dressing, or while the children are learning. She picks up knowledge as n.o.body else can; and Kate will only practise or read to Mamma, and she is so desultory and unsettled, that I cannot go on with her as I used before I went to d.y.k.elands; and Dora--I see I ought to take to her, but I am afraid to do so--I do not like it."

"So it appears," said Lady Merton.