I was still marveling at the sight when Sil handed me the opossum and said he would advise his cook to prepare lunch. I grinned, this time in earnest, as he exited the room and left me holding the animal. I patted the opossum and spoke to it much the way he did, and then, when I heard Sil returning, I p.r.i.c.ked a needle into the callused pad of one of its small, ugly feet.

The slow-acting poison took effect much later, after we sat down to our meal. To my disgust, Sil had a perch for the opossum on the table. It was a carefully hewn, treelike structure; the animal climbed it, wound its tail around one of the branches, and hung upside down. The opossum itself was vile enough to look at, dangling there like a gaudy centerpiece, but immediately underneath it, cupped in the lowest branch of the perch, was a silver dish- filled with a mixture of bug larvae and spoiled fruit. My stomach heaved.

Fortunately, the opossum lost its grip and tumbled down headfirst from the perch. And then the spasms began.

Sil was horrified. He grabbed the animal and began screaming its name.

He looked at me, accusingly for a moment, I thought, but then distraught.

"I know a healer," I said, "an animal healer." And I led him to Renek, who was waiting, according to our plan, in a dingy flat nearby.

On the way, the animal jerked so violently in the boy"s arms, I was afraid it might die too soon, but when we reached Renek"s office, the opossum"s paws were still twitching.

I could see the slight hesitation in the boy"s eyes as we entered, and I was glad I had suggested to Renek that he outfit the room with several animals in cages and at least a few of the trappings of animal medicine so Sil would not be suspicious. It worked. He rushed to Renek with the opossum, blurting the sudden onslaught of symptoms.

As sorry as I was that Sil was to be Renek"s victim, I felt a certain pride in how smoothly everything was going. The boy had arrived as planned. Renek was to ask for his a.s.sistance in holding the animal while he performed the examination. A simple slip of the hand, and the poisoned lancet, attached to a tool for blood-letting, would pierce the boy"s hand. In moments, it would beover.

But my master did not follow the plan. Sil had barely started talking when Renek lunged toward the boy. Sil jumped back and sheltered his pet from the apparent madman. But Renek charged Sil, flailing at him with the lance. Sil pressed back. Too late, he turned to run. Renek jammed the lancet into Sil"s shoulder. The boy shuddered and dropped to his knees in front of me. His body shook in one huge convulsion. Another spasm and he squeezed the opossum so hard that its eyes bulged even more than normal. And then Sil looked at me, and I saw in his eyes the recognition of betrayal.

I had given Renek a perfect means of execution. The professional a.s.sa.s.sin had botched it. And I would live with the memory.

"That was a good one, wasn"t it, Tine?" Renek asked. "The poison you whipped up was fast, for sure, but I really moved in on him in a hurry."

When Renek gloated over his role in Han"s death, I was annoyed. When he gloated over his role in murdering Sil, I wanted to take the contents of Pocket"s food dish and force them down his throat. I wanted to scream at him to shut the gaping hole in his face. But I rode along beside him, silent for almost the entire journey back to our home on the plains. In my mind, though, I raged at him; I called him names and epithets I had never said aloud in my life. The voices of several G.o.ds chimed in, yelling alternately at him and then at me for our actions.

It was then, amidst the ranting voices in my head, that my master began describing our next a.s.signment. "Ashana," I heard him say. "The woman"s name is Ashana." I willed the voices to stop, and I listened.

"Her father is dying. The brother can"t stand the idea of his sister receiving their full inheritance, and he says that"s what will happen if she lives. I guess the father"s made special arrangements of some kind."

No wonder that. But now I knew for certain he was talking about my Ashana.

"He"s investigated local laws and says that if his sister is dead, he"ll be rightful heir to his family"s property."

Rightful heir. The words stung with their inappropriateness. How could he refer to Menge as the rightful heir to anything? The slug was lucky the family hadn"t turned him out long ago. Every neighbor knew well enough that he dragged disease-ridden women in with him every night after he"d had his fill of ale and spirits. I"d heard that when his father had been well, he"d beseeched the clod to show more respect for their home. But apparently Ashana"s father was too good a man to throw his own son out.

The irony was that Ashana undoubtedly would continue to support her brother regardless of the terms of an inheritance. How could Menge not recognize his own sister"s radiant spirit?

How could Renek be talking seriously about killing Ashana-this splendid young woman who had shown an interest inme? She was no thug, no murderer. She wasn"t even a self-righteous apprentice.

I didn"t know what to think or do or say. As Renek continued his description of the a.s.signment, I was suddenly aware that the only emotion in his voice was that sick bit of excitement he always displays before a hunt.

I felt I had to do something, but I was at a loss. Renek was, after all, my master. I was indentured to him for a lengthy term of service, and it was notmy place to chal lenge his business doings.

But I remembered the way that Sil had looked at me, and I finally blurted the only business question I could think of: "The brother-" I didn"t say his name "-has a terrible reputation. How can you be sure you"ll be paid?"

Renek reined his horse to slow it and glanced at me. "He paid in advance."

I was trying to imagine how he could have, but Renek completed the thought.

"Apparently, a long time before the father got sick, he had set aside his wife"s jewelry-she"s dead, I guess. Anyhow, he"d put the jewelry away for his daughter"s dowry. Menge-that"s the client-told me he staged a robbery to take the stuff. Steals his sister"s dowry and then has her killed. A really nice fellow, don"t you think?" Renek laughed at his little joke. My stomach twisted.

Then Renek started explaining how he would handle the case. I wanted somehow to find just the right words to make him stop, to get rid of this whole ridiculous notion and go on with his business-elsewhere. I could think of nothing appropriate, given my status, but I spoke again anyhow. I actually interrupted him. "Aren"t you kind of worried about a.s.sa.s.sinating someone so close to home?" I asked.

"Tine, I didn"t think you concerned yourself with such matters." His tone said he didn"t think I should concern myself with such matters.

"I-I-".

He waved me to silence. "Really, Tine. You don"t need to worry for me.

This isn"t the usual high-visibility political killing, with some notorious person wanting to take credit for the a.s.sa.s.sination. No one will even know I"m involved."

He stopped his horse and turned to face me. "If you"d seen the dowry, you"d know why I"m doing this. It"s no ordinary sampling of jewelry. I don"t think many men make that kind of a haul when they get married anymore."

Greed. Simple greed. That"s why so close to home. That"s why Ashana....

My stomach twisted again. I don"t know if he could sense any of my dismay, but he spurred the horse and started on again.

I couldn"t do this-couldn"t be involved, couldn"t let it happen. But what could I do?

Voices started in my mind again. I kept seeing the look Sil gave me before he died. "Liar! Murderer! You betrayed me!" I could hear his voice, cracking, frantic. How could I keep those words from being Ashana"s?

"-strangle her." Renek"s words jarred the questions from my head.

"What?" I asked too loudly.

"It will look as if a common thug broke into the home. I"ll strangle her, take a few things, and leave."

He planned to kill her with his bare hands.

"You"re not even going to need to get involved in this one," he said. His voice rose with excitement as he continued. "Menge doesn"t have the stomach to do it himself or he would. He"ll make sure the door is unlocked...."

Renek was an a.s.sa.s.sin, a professional. He used arrows, darts, tools for his work. I couldn"t fathom how he could think of killing someone with his bare hands. To grasp someone around the throat and hold the neck, squeezing while the person flailed, watching while the eyes bulged....

The voices started again. I knew I needed a clear head. I needed to think, figure out what to do. "Their father," I stalled. "Will he live much longer? IsMenge anxious for his death, too?"

"Menge suggested that if I strangled Ashana in front of their dad, the old man might keel early from the shock. I don"t know, though. That"s kind of creepy. I wouldn"t want his ghost rising up and coming after me."

Now, there was a sense of perspective. He found that idea creepy. The voices in my head cheered his sensibilities.

I forced myself to ask routine questions-when, where, what would he have to bring.

I wanted to warn Ashana, but I knew she"d never leave her father"s side- not now. I was sure she hadn"t left the house since she took the poison from me.

And then it came to me: I could go with Renek. I"d go "just in case."

Somehow, I"d figure out a way to stop him.

"What if the father wakes?" I asked. "You might need me there."

"He"s bedridden!" he chided.

"Well, what if he shouts a warning? Or what if the woman puts up more of a fight than you"re antic.i.p.ating?"

I could tell he thought it strange, my insisting on partic.i.p.ating, but I got the impression that perhaps he believed I had a morbid fascination with the idea of seeing him strangle someone. I didn"t care what he thought. I had to be there to find a way to stop him.

When we reached home, Renek showed me the dowry. It was an awe- inspiring collection for sure. There was gold aplenty, and more. An entire necklace of dragon scales shimmered in blue and purple hues. There was an arm bracelet, hewn in detail so fine it could only be from a master dwarven crafter. Emeralds glittered from the intricate bevels on its surface. I wondered at the cache. I had heard Ashana"s stories of her father"s business, but his wife must have come from royalty to stock a dowry chest like that. And the son truly was a drunken fool to part with those riches to gain claim to a business and house that were probably worth less.

Lights were on only in the front of the large manor. We entered in the back where it was dark. The door was unlocked as Menge had said it would be.

Renek said Menge had promised to go out for the night and get too drunk to remember anything. I was sure we could trust him at that.

As soon as we got inside I scanned the darkness for a tray of gla.s.ses, a suit of armor-anything that would clatter when it fell. I thought perhaps I could startle Ashana so she would cry out and alert neighbors or pa.s.sersby before we could get near.

The house was silent. I was thinking Ashana might hear us even before we got much closer. Then she started to sing.

It was an ancient hymn of Myrkul, G.o.d of Death. My grandmother had sung it when my grandfather died. Ashana"s voice lilted through the vast house, clear, and so mournful it felt as if someone were physically pressing on my heart. Renek started to tiptoe forward, but I put a hand on his shoulder to stop him. I froze, mortified. I had put a hand on my master. I don"t know what I thought he would do about such insolence, but to my surprise he just motioned impatiently for me to follow him toward the lighted room. For a moment, I did so, dumbly.

Then it hit me. The woman"s father had just died. She was doing her dutyand sending his spirit to rest. And none of this fazed Renek. He was still going to kill her.

I stepped forward-three long, quick steps, and I grabbed him.

I caught his head fast in the crook of my elbow. If he tried to yell, it was m.u.f.fled by my arm. I pulled him back and down, hard. I tripped him to the floor. I straddled him, pushed his shoulders hard to the ground, and then I put both my hands around his throat.

In the dim light, his eyes reminded me of the opossum"s as I pressed against his throat. I watched my hands as they squeezed more tightly. The knuckles bulged. So did Renek"s Adam"s apple. There was a slight gurgling sound as he died.

I thought for a moment of Renek, lunging prematurely at Sil. Perhaps, even for a professional there is something impetuous about murder.

Ashana was still singing in the other room. "Carry, carry. O Dark Soldier.

Carry, carry, o"er and away."

I stood and walked quietly to the doorway. Tall candles formed a circle around the bed in the center of the room. Ashana was draping a cloth over her father"s body. I felt more an intruder now than I had a moment ago, sneaking in with Renek. Ashana must have sensed I was there, though. She turned and motioned for me to enter the room.

"Menge wanted this?"

She knew. I nodded.

I could see tears forming in her eyes. She looked beyond me at first and then straight at me. "I saw him with Renek one day-after Menge took my dowry. I know what Renek does, what you do."

I recognized the look in her eyes. I"d seen it before. "You knew," she said.

"You were here, with Renek, to kill me."

"No." I shook my head. Cold terror pierced through me. She couldn"t think-"Ashana! No! I-"

And then I saw a glimmer of her usual warmth. "I understand," she said.

She stepped close. "You stopped him." Her voice toiled off. She brought her hands up to her head and ran her fingers back through her hair, pushing it off her face, but loose curls dropped back down over her eyes.

This time, I reached out to brush her hair back. She flinched at my touch and I quickly pulled back my hands.

I hate my hands. I"ve always hated my hands. But now I"m not sure if its the hands themselves or what I"ve done with them. I keep staring at them. I"ve even tried covering them up with that cloth I got from Sil. They appear to end where the cloth begins, just as the gnome"s hand did. I try to imagine what new hands might look like-if they might make a difference with Ashana. I wonder if the gnome ever wished for new hands.

I think it"s time to go talk to that wizard in Thay.

THIEVES" HONOR

Mary H. Herbert

Teza inched forward another finger"s width on the branch and strained her eyes to see through the leaves. There he was, coming slowly, almost wearily, along the forest path below. Teza let her breath out in a soft, appreciative whistle.

By the cloak of Mask, what a stallion! Broad shoulders, muscular legs, powerful neck, large intelligent eyes, and a tail that swept the ground like a black mantle. His hooves gleamed when he moved, and his coat was polished ebony. He was by far the most magnificent horse Teza had ever seen, and she had seen many. She had a pa.s.sion for other people"s horses and had made it her life"s profession to trade and sell them whenever she could get her hands on one.

But this one! Such an animal would be worth his weight in gold pieces in any horse market in Faerun. All she had to do was catch him, and he would be hers.

At the moment that task was looking easier and easier. Teza had spotted the horse just after sunrise in the northern edge of the Ashanwoods near Rashemen"s great city of Immilmar. He had been alone and nervous, with a broken halter dangling from his ears. Teza had not been able to believe her luck. The stallion was too tall to be one of the mountain ponies favored by the Fangs of Rashemen and too slight to be a draft horse, which meant he had probably escaped from some merchant caravan or a n.o.bleman"s stable.

She had followed him through the morning, waiting for her chance while he wandered aimlessly along the rim of the woods. Then he had happened onto a trail familiar to Teza and began to head toward an old oak well known by local road agents for its low-hanging branches and dense foliage. Teza had decided to make use of that opportune tree.

Silently she turned to look straight down between her bent knees. Her muscles bunched; her fingers tightened around the coil of rope in her hand.

Already the stallion was only a few steps away from her perch, unaware of her presence.

The morning breeze had died to a mere flutter, and the summer heat brought glistening sweat to Teza"s forehead. She ignored the heat and the growing discomfort in her legs, instead straining to see the open patch of ground below.

Her heart suddenly jolted. There he was! His head ... his neck... his broad black back. Like a panther, Teza dropped onto the stallion"s back. With a skillful flip, she tossed a loop of rope over the horse"s muzzle and pulled it tight. She had him!

The horse stopped in his tracks; his head came up, and for one brief moment, Teza thought he was going to accept her and stand quietly. The hope died aborning when the stal lion"s ears whipped flat on his head. Instead of a snort of surprise or a whinny of fear, his voice rang out in a stallion"s scream of triumph. Before Teza could move, he bolted forward into a dead run.

Teza"s head snapped back. Frantically she wrapped her hands in his mane and pulled herself low and forward over his neck. The pounding of his hoovesechoed the frightened pounding of her heart as she stared wide-eyed at the woods flashing by her. The stallion was running berserk over an uneven wooded track. Not even her big, rawboned weight hauling on the rope around his nose was slowing him down.

She tried to sooth him with her voice, signal him with her legs, even grab for his broken halter. The horse only ran faster, his teeth bared and his head low like a striking snake.

Teza prided herself on being able to ride anything on four legs, but this mad, frenzied gallop terrified her. There seemed to be no way to control or calm this horse, and he was showing no signs of tiring. When he burst out of the woods and sped even faster over the open ground, Teza groaned. She wondered for once in her life if it would be wiser to abandon a prize than find herself broken on the rocks or crushed under a fallen horse.

It was only when she tried to move her legs that she realized she had no choice. Her thighs, her seat, and her knees were strangely stuck to the stallion"s heaving sides. Panic rose to choke her. She yanked wildly at one leg and then the other, and all that happened was the stallion tossed his head and snorted in contempt.