"No," he sighed, rubbing his eyes with a filthy hand. "It never is*and we have a job to do."

"Then let"s get the chirras back and set about it."

Their second stopover at Waymeet, by contrast, was almost embarra.s.sing, Kris being hailed as the village"s hero for having remained behind to tend the ill while Talia went for help. It became necessary to remind the grateful people of the rules that governed a Herald"s behavior on circuit, else they would have been feasted at a different house every night, slept in the best beds in the village, and come away with more gifts than the chirras could carry.

That stop went a long way toward raising their spirits. Both their spirits*for there were no evil-eye talismans on display in Waymeet, and there were no odd sidelong glances at Talia. And her shields were holding*were still holding*

They stopped with Tedric at Berrybay; he proved to be more than delighted to welcome them, and a two-day rest with him*and a chance to cry out their heart-sickness on the shoulder of someone who would truly understand*completed their cure.

When they were back to making normal conversation Tedric mentioned, with the pleasure of a child in a new toy, that since their visit, the wandering Bards had taken to stopping overnight with him, and that scarcely a month went by now without at least one arriving on his doorstep.

Kris thought of his report, and smiled to himself.

Maeven Weatherwitch and her adopted child were thriving. Her ability to Foresee had actually grown. The grateful people of Berrybay allocated a portion of their harvests to her so that she need not take the chance of losing the Gift to hunger or an accident in the fields. Best of all, the local priestess of Astera was training her to become her own successor.

And Talia"s shields continued to hold.

They rode through the early Spring leaves (scarcely more than buds) on their last few stops for this circuit. Come Vernal Equinox, scarcely more than a month away, they would turn their chirras over to the next Herald a.s.signed to this circuit and would be on their way back to the Collegium.

It was over*it was almost over. Talia felt her control was back, and more certain than before. Her shields were back, and stronger. Now if only ...

If only she could ease the aching doubt in her mind ... the rights and the wrongs....

The unanswered questions kept her up nights, staring into the darkness long after Kris had fallen asleep at her side. For if she could not find an answer for herself, how could she ever again dare use the Gift she"d been born with, except in utterly circ.u.mscribed circ.u.mstances?

Birds newly-arrived from the south sang in the budding bushes all around them; trees seemed to be covered with a mist of green. Talia was not expecting trouble, so when Kris asked her to deliberately drop her shields and cast her senses ahead to Westmark, what she encountered caught her completely off-guard. The force of emotion she felt sent her slumping forward as if from a blow to the head. Kris urged Tantris in close beside her and steadied her in the saddle as she shook her head to clear it.

"What is it?" he asked anxiously. "It can"t be*"

"It"s not raiders, but it"s bad. There"s death, and there"s going to be more unless I get there fast," she said. "You bring on the chirras while I go ahead."

She sent Rolan into his fastest gallop, leaving Kris and the packbeasts far behind. They flashed through beams of sunlight cutting between the trees like spirits of winter come to invade the spring. She narrowed her eyes against the rush of greening wind in her face, and the whipping of Rolan"s mane, trying to sort out the images she"d gotten. She had touched the terrible, mindless violence of a mob, and two sources of fear*one, the fear of the hunted; the other, the fear of the hopeless. Underneath it, like a thin stream of something vile, had lurked a source of true and gloating evil.

Even above the pounding of Rolan"s hooves, she heard the mob as she neared the outer wall of Westmark, a st.u.r.dy and skilled piece of brick-layer"s work, dull red behind the pale mist of opening leaves. She heard the hair-raising growl long before she saw the mob itself. She had no need to be in trance to feel the turmoil of emotions, though by the grace of the Lady they hadn"t yet found their victim. She could almost taste his fear, but it wasn"t the panic of the caught creature yet.

As she came within sight of the mob, a single figure burst from under cover of the town gates and ran for his life straight toward her, his feet kicking up yellow road-dust as he ran toward her. At the sight of him, the people hunting him howled and plunged through the gates after him.

He seemed determined to cast himself under Rolan"s hooves if it was necessary to do so in order to reach her. With all the skill burned into both of them by Keren, she and Rolan avoided him and wheeled around in a wrenchingly tight circle, putting Rolan"s bulk between the fugitive and his hunters.

The stranger seized the pommel of her saddle in a white-knuckled death-grip and gasped: "Justice*"

She remained in the saddle, certain that if all else failed, she could have him up behind her and be away before any of the mob could react. But at the sight of her Companion and her unmistakable uniform, the crowd slowed, began muttering uncertainly, and finally stopped several feet away.

When she spoke, a silence fell upon them. "Why do you hound this man to his death?" she demanded, pitching her voice to be carrying and trumpet-clear.

The crowd before her, no longer the mindless mob now that their momentum was broken, stirred uneasily. Finally one man stepped forward; by his fine dark umber wool and linen clothing, prosperous, and no farmer.

"That trader"s a murderer, Herald," he said. "A foreigner and a murderer. We reckon on giving him his due."

"Nay*" the man at her saddle panted, olive skin gone yellow-pale, large dark eyes wide with fear. "Trader, yes, and foreign. But no murderer. This I swear."

An angry growl arose at his words.

"Hold!" she shouted, pitching her voice to command before they could regain their mob unity. "It is no crime to be a foreigner, and the Queen"s word grants Herald"s justice to anyone within the bounds of this Kingdom who would claim it. This man has claimed justice of me; I will give it to him. You who call him a murderer*did any of you see him kill?"

"The body was in his wagon, and still warm!" the spokesman protested, rubbing his mustache uneasily.

"So? And was the wagon then so secured that none could enter it but he? No? Then how can you be certain that the body was not put there to turn suspicion upon this one*already suspect because of being foreign?"

The dismay she felt told her that they had not considered the possibility. These were not evil people*that thread of viciousness she had sensed was not coming from one of them*they were only thoughtless, and easily led while in the herd-mentality of the mob. Confronted with someone who made them think, they lost their taste for blood.

"This will be done by the law, or not at all," she said firmly. "Let every man, woman and child not bedridden a.s.semble in the square. At this point there is not one of you above suspicion. Let the body be brought to me there."

The man clinging to her pommel was slowly regaining his courage and his breath. "I have heard of your kind, Lady Herald," he said, obviously nervous, by the sweat only now beginning to bead his generous forehead; but equally obviously willing to trust her. "I swear to you that I did not do this evil deed. You may put me to the ordeal, if you will."

"There will be no *ordeal," and nothing to fear if you are truly innocent," Talia told him quietly. "I do not know what you have heard of us, but I pledge you that you shall have exactly what you asked of me*justice."

The trader walked beside her as she rode Rolan into the town gates, past the substantial bulks of the brick houses, and on to the cobblestoned square. Exactly as she had ordered, every ambulatory person in the town that day was a.s.sembled there. They had left an empty s.p.a.ce for her in the middle, and in this s.p.a.ce there lay a long, dark-draped bundle*plainly, the victim.

Talia picked out two dozen robust-looking, mortarbespeckled citizens, and ascertained by questioning them under her Gift that they could not have had anything whatsoever to do with the crime, as they had all been engaged in moving the town wall outward. She set these men, armed with cudgels, to guarding the exits to the square, since once the killer realized that he or she was about to be uncovered, he might try for an escape and Talia did not intend that he should succeed.

Then she removed the blanket. The young woman*girl, almost*had been beaten severely, and her neck was broken. She had been pretty; her clothing was well-made, not badly worn, but had been ripped in many places. Whoever was guilty of this was brutal and violent, and nothing Talia sensed in the trader corresponded to the kind of mind that could batter a young girl to death. The crime did match that thread of evil she"d sensed before she confronted the mob, however.

"Who was this child?" she asked, after giving her own nerves a moment to steady.

"My stepdaughter." A square-jawed, bearded man stepped forward, his face hard, his brown eyes unreadable. Talia noted that he did not address her with the honorific "Herald." This might mean much, or nothing.

"When was she found, and by whom?"

"About an hour ago, Herald," a thin, graying woman in a floury ap.r.o.n spoke up. "My boy found her. I"d sent him to the trader with the money for some things I"d asked him to set aside for me." She pushed forward a lanky blond lad of about fifteen with a sick expression and greenish face.

"Tell me what you found, as exactly as you can remember it," Talia ordered, pity making her move to shield him from view of the body.

"Ma," he gulped, eyes fixed on her face, "Ma, she sent me like she said, with egg money for some fripperies she"d asked the trader to hold for her. When I got to the wagon, the trader weren"t there, but he"s told us to go in and wait for him times afore when he weren"t there, so I did. It were kinda dark inside, and I stumbled over something. I flung the door open to see what I were a-fallin* over. It were Karli*" he swallowed hard, his face growing greener. "I thought maybe she were sick, maybe drunk even, so I shook her. But her head rolled so funny*" He scrubbed his hand against his tunic in an unconscious effort to rid it of the contamination he"d felt from touching a corpse.

"Enough," Talia said gently. The poor child could never have seen violent death before, much less touched it. She remembered how she had felt after the fight at Hevenbeck, and tried to put her sympathy in her eyes. "Have any of you ever seen this girl with the trader before?"

Several people had, volunteering that she"d had huddled, whispered conferences with him, conferences that broke off if any came near. Feet scuffled uneasily on the cobblestones as she continued her interrogations as thoroughly and patiently as she could, and she could hear little whispers at the edge of the crowd. She wished she could hear them clearly, for they might tell her a great deal.

The man who claimed to be the murdered girl"s stepfather spat angrily and interrupted. "We"re wasting time! Anyone with eyes and ears knows the sc.u.m killed her! He wanted her, no doubt, then killed her when she refused him*or if she did not refuse, for fear she"d make him wed her after."

Talia"s eyes narrowed. This hardly sounded like a grief-stricken parent.

"I am the instrument of the Queen"s Justice, and it is I and no one else who will decide when we are wasting time," she said coldly. "Thus far I have seen nothing to implicate this man, beyond him speaking with the girl. I am sure she spoke to many. Did she not speak daily even to you? Does this make you a suspect?"

Was it her imagination, or did he pale a trifle?

"Trader, what say you?"

"May I speak all the truth?" he asked.

Now that was an odd way to answer. "Why need you ask?"

"Because I would not malign the dead before her kith and kin, but what I would say may not meet with the approval of those here."

"Wait but a moment, trader," she answered, and closed her eyes. She took a moment to pa.s.s deeply into trance and invoke once again the "Truth Spell." There were two stages of this spell. The first stage could be cast by any Herald, even those with only a touch of a Gift. It caused a glow, invisible to the speaker, but quite apparent to anyone else, to form about the speaker"s head and shoulders. The second stage, (and one which required not just a Gift, but a powerful "communication" Gift), could, when invoked, force the speaker to tell only the truth, regardless of his intentions. Talia"s Gift was sufficient to enable her to bring both forms of the Truth Spell into play, and she invoked them now. As the blue glow formed about the trader"s head, she could hear a sudden intake of breath, then sighs of relief. These people might never have seen Truth Spell in action in their lives, but they knew what it was, and they trusted in the power of the spell and the honesty of the wielder.

"Tell all the truth freely. You cannot hurt her in the Havens, and it is your own life you are defending."

"She came to me several times, yes," he said. "She wished me to take her with me when I left here."

"Why?" Talia asked.

"Because she wished to escape*what and why she would not say. She said that no one would believe her if she were to say what it was. She first offered me money, but I dared not risk the damage to my trade if these people were made wroth. Still, she persisted. In the end, she agreed that she would *disappear" a day before I was to leave so that it would seem I had naught to do with it, and as payment she offered herself," he sighed. "It was wrong, surely, but I am only flesh, and she was comely. It did not seem so evil that I should have pleasure of her in return for an escape she desired so badly. I was to have met her on the road outside of town tomorrow night, after dusk. After I spoke to her this morning, I did not see her again alive."

The glow did not falter, nor did Talia feel the drain of energy that would have indicated that the trader was being forced to tell the truth. The crowd, which had been watching the glow intently, sighed again. Now it was obvious to everyone that the trader could not be guilty*but then, who was?

"Lies! All lies!" The stepfather broke free of his neighbors and plunged forward with the apparent intent of strangling the trader with his bare hands. Rolan reared, ears laid back, and snapped at him, keeping him away, as Talia herself drew her dagger with a hiss of metal*and in the rush of his anger and*and yes, fear*Talia Saw the scene his emotions carried and knew the truth.

"Hold him!" she ordered, and several strong men rushed him and pinioned his arms against his sides, despite his struggles.

Despite what she knew, she could not accuse him solely on the basis of what she"d Seen. But from the rest of what she"d picked up, she might not need to.

"Karli"s sister*where is she?" Talia demanded, and many hands pushed the pale, shrinking girl forward, a girl of about fourteen, with a sweet, timid face and dark eyes and hair.

"I don"t want to force you to speak," Talia told her in a soft voice no one else could hear, "but I will if I have to. Will you tell us the truth about this man who calls himself your father, and be free?"

She had cringed when shoved before Talia, but the Herald"s kindly voice and the rea.s.surance she was trying to show revived her*and the last words, "be free," seemed to set new courage in her. She stood up straighter, and stared at her stepfather with hate.

"Yes. Yes!" Her voice was shrill with defiance. "I"ll tell the truth. It was him*our so-kind father*that Karli wanted to escape from! And why? Because he has been making us lie with him every night since mother died!"

The accusing words rang in the sudden silence. The villagers stared at the girl and her stepfather in stunned amazement.

"Lying s.l.u.t!" the man screamed into the shocked quietude, struggling against the hands that held him.

"I speak nothing but the truth!" she shouted back, her eyes dilated with fear*and something more, something of anger and rage and shame. "When we cried, when we fought, he beat us, then he raped us. Karli swore she"d escape somehow, but he found out, said he"d teach her to mend her ways."

"She lies!"

"Do I? Then hold him for six months and wait," she laughed wildly. "You all know he hasn"t let a male older than five near me since last winter. I would have gone with Karli, but how could I earn a copper, bulging with child? His child*his b.a.s.t.a.r.d!" She broke down, sobbing hysterically, and one of the women darted forward without hesitation to throw a shawl around her in a protective maternal gesture, followed by others, who formed a comforting circle around the girl, shielding her from the sight of her ravisher and glaring at him with hate-filled and disgusted eyes.

Talia confronted him, shaking with outrage, but somehow controlling her own revulsion. "You went seeking the child, and found her with the trader. You decided to confront her, teach her a lesson. You became angry when she defied you, thinking herself safe because she was in a public place. You beat her, and killed her, then hid her body in the trader"s wagon, knowing he"d be blamed, knowing that if he was killed before I arrived no one would ever look farther for the real murderer."

She was transferring the Truth Spell to him even as she accused him, forcing him to speak his real thoughts when next he opened his mouth.

It worked more thoroughly than she had imagined it would. "Yes*and why not? Do I not feed and clothe them? Am I not their owner? They are mine, like their s.l.u.t of a mother! She died without giving me my money"s worth, and by the G.o.ds, it is their duty to fill her place!"

Talia was nauseated by the mind behind those words. No punishment seemed adequate to her to fit what he had done. An odd, disinterested corner of her weighed all the facts*and coldly made a thought-out, logical decision.

Her revulsion and anger built until she could no longer contain it*and then it found the outlet that matched the decision she"d come to. She forced rapport on him*not the gentle sharing she had had with Kris, but a brutal, mental rape such as she had not dreamed she was capable of. Then with a sidewise twist, she pulled the stepdaughter into the union*and forced her memories into his mind, forced him to be her through all her pain-filled and horrified experiences.

He gave a single gargling howl, stiffened, then dropped to his knees. His startled captors released him, but he was in no shape to take advantage of the situation. When they pulled him to his feet, his mouth hung slack and drooling, and there was no trace of sanity left in his eyes. Talia had locked him into a never-ending loop, as he re-lived, over and over, every waking moment that his stepdaughter had spent as his victim.

The villagers moved away from her, one involuntary pace.

Now she"d just shown them what she could do.

"Herald?" one of the men said timidly, looking at her with respect tinged with fear. They knew that she had punished him herself even if they had no idea how. "What must we do with him?"

"What you please," she said wearily, "and according to your own customs. Whether he lives or dies, he has been dealt with."

As they took him away, one of the women caught her attention. "Herald, we have heard you have a mind-magic. Is there aught you can do for this girl? And*I am a midwife. Would you take it amiss if she should *lose" the child? Though I am not Gifted, I learned my craft among Healers. It can be done with no harm to her."

In for a lamb*she thought, and nodded.

The people were dispersing, too shocked and appalled even to whisper among themselves. Talia stumbled wearily to the knot of women, and knelt beside the shivering, sobbing girl. She eased into trance, and probed as Kerithwyn had taught her. She could "read," though she could not act on what she read. It was as she had suspected; the girl was too young, the not-born malformed. She transferred her attention to the girl"s mind and began laying the foundation for a healing that time and courage could complete without any further intervention on Talia"s part*imprinting as forcefully as she could that none of this had been the girl"s own fault. Lastly, she sent the girl into a half-trance which would last for several days, during which the damage done to her body, at least, could be mended.

She stood, bone-weary, and faced the midwife. "What you suggest would happen eventually, and it will be easier on her body if it were to happen now. She hates what she bears as much as she hates the father, and the cleansing of her body may bring some ease to her heart. And*tell her that she was never to blame for this. Tell her until she believes it."

The midwife nodded without speaking, and she and the others led the half-aware girl to her house.

Only the trader was left. His eyes brimmed with tears and grat.i.tude; the proximity of his clean, normal mind was infinitely comforting to Talia. After the running sewer of the stepfather he seemed like a clear, sparkling stream.

"Lady Herald*" he faltered at last, "*my life is yours."

"Then take it, and do good with it, trader," she replied, burying her face in Rolan"s neck, feeling her Companion"s gentle touch slowly cleansing her of contamination.

The trader"s footsteps receded.

And the sound of three sets of hooves was approaching. They rang with the unmistakable chime of Companion hooves on stone*and were accompanied by the soft sound of gently-moving bridle bells.

Oh, G.o.ddess, help me! she thought. No more*I can"t bear any more.

But the hooves continued to approach, and then she heard footsteps and felt hands take her shoulders. She looked up. It was Kris.

"I saw the end, and I heard the rest from the midwife," he said quietly. "But*"

"But*you made a judgment and a punishment, Herald," said a strange voice, a female voice, age-roughened, but strong. Talia looked beyond Kris to see two unfamiliar faces; a woman about Keren"s age, but strongly and squarely-built, and a young man perhaps a year or two older than Kris, with mouse-brown hair. Both wore the arrows of Special Messengers on the sleeves of their Whites.

Special couriers*their Companions must have sensed the trouble, and brought them to help.

And they were senior Heralds. "You did use your Gift on that man, did you not?" the young man asked, somberly.

"Yes," she replied, meeting their eyes. "I did. And I would do the same if the circ.u.mstances warranted it."

"Do you judge that to be an ethical use of your Gift?"

"Is shooting raiders an ethical use of my hands?" she countered. "It"s part of me; it is totally in my control, it does not control me. I made a reasoned and thought-out decision*if the man ever accepts his own guilt and the fact that what he did was wrong, he"ll break free of the compulsion I put on him. Until then he will suffer exactly as he made his victims suffer. That seemed to me to be far more in keeping with his crime than imprisoning or executing him. So I judged, and meted out punishment; I stand by it*and I would do it again."