Humans don’t change so easily. The nature they have been born with, and their environment of infancy forming the individual character, strikes to the root of their entire lifetime. It isn’t an easy thing to overcome.

I am a good example. I haven’t changed. Rather, I don’t intend to change.

I am as before. Despite a pretty, pure, innocent girl dressed in peace, I want to thoroughly torment them with glimpsing at the crooked light within their dark eyes.

Like Ogasawara Makoto and Satonaka Akira.

The obstinate mind of trying to resists adversity in a fragile tendency. In spite of themselves being overwhelmingly weak, a fool who can’t even raise a fist to that person is the one who entrapped themselves.

I think of myself as that person. Why don’t you demand help? The weak begs pitifully for forgiveness, and bows their head with b.u.t.tering up to the strong.

And yet, being hit, kicked, abused, and received how much ghastly treatment, I can’t approve of the calm manner of being influenced to care about the other person.

Not worrying about the wounds and fist that’s. .h.i.tting them, there is also a limit to stupidity.

Therefore, I want to fold the heart of such women.

Ogasawara Makoto appears to have hidden it well, but it’s different for Satonaka. I noticed it when I had already started the tormenting, but the bullying expanded rapidly

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Poor. Simply with her appearance, that exposes she has no power.

If she’s weak, her mother is, too. She did two or more part-time jobs, and seems to have worked without sleeping, but she appears she had received a malicious hara.s.sment.

A beautiful appearance. A person with the gentleness to think of other’s. Men charmed, and jealous women alienated her in envy.

Her mother is a bachelorette in regardless of her marriage, and seems to often have advances from men in her part-time job. But, she never shook her head.

Faithful to her husband who pa.s.sed away, Satonaka mother doesn’t even eye or seduce a man.

If she even opened her crotch to a man approaching her, she might have been able to secure a place for her to live. It is really idiotic to be faithful to a person who’s dead. With showing respect to the dead for how long, she won’t be able to protect.

I went to her part-time jobs for investigation several times before, but judging from my eyes, the mother seems to treat everyone equally.

But, the men got irritated with the mother not turning around, and came to point of hara.s.sment. The women jealous of her also joined in, and the malicious torment began.

I thought bullying only existed in the children’s society, but neither an adult nor a child seems to differ very much. Generally, everyone is a kid.

Funny, it’s really funny. The mother and daughter fell into a similar situation. It is unbearably unsightly that I don’t know the reason it was amusing.

But Satonaka and the mother never complain, and rather, they show a behavior of worrying about the other.

It is stupid, beyond stupid. I don’t really like the behavior that’s full of hypocrisy. I’m really not able to calmly stomach that they feel pity for the person who completely looks down of them.

Without dirtying my hands myself, I watch the persistent bullying calmly and soak in the joy of enjoying myself.

But before long, I couldn’t trust the fools with their stupid torment.

This I, this I had no choice but to do personally.

Exactly then. Her mother fell down.

In those days, I had neither the influence nor a.s.sets like father. If I asked father through my brother, they would have become the mother and daughter I would like. But, then there wasn’t a meaning. I’ll thoroughly destroy the mother and daughter with only my power. Never able to stand up again.

First, I aimed for the mother. If I left the daughter to an abyss of despair, I would only break one person’s sympathy thoroughly. If so, I will be left alone with Satonaka’s true meaning.

Sneaked into the hospital where her mother was hospitalized, I tried to look for information of the inst.i.tuted people. But, I also by chance picked up the list of the hospital staff. The list had detailed personal information that I couldn’t think was usual. Moreover, there were with a picture.

The information has to be managed strictly, and the likes of it being lost in a hallway, I thought the hospital security were monkeys.

a.n.a.lyzing the information throughout the night, I thought of a method to completely break her mother.

If I may say so myself, a body will tremble with how vulgar my scheme is.

It is best to use a man to break a woman. The humiliation of being tormented by a man she also doesn’t like would be immeasurable.

Therefore, I had my eyes on a man severing as a doctor in the general hospital she was hospitalized in.

According to the list of names I found, the doctor appears to be single. No, far from being single, it doesn’t even seem to have a.s.sociation with women.

The doctor is good nature, takes care of everyone gently, protects patients and colleagues, and seems to have often clashed with the boss. He appears not able to be promoted as a result, so I thought he spent every day depressed.

I may be able to handle him if his driven. Having thought that, I began to move right away.

Handling a heart of a man is easy. I just need to make them misunderstand a little and they move with no trouble. Moreover, the mother is an owner of fair beauty.

I have to make the doctor think that the mother is interested in him. A good woman sending goodwill to himself. Additionally, the other person is a widow mother. It is just right for a playmate. He will think that. All the more if the man has no a.s.sociation experience with women.

But, how do I invade the hospital? Once and twice would be no problem, but there will be suspicion if I wander too much. In a good condition, my older brother was hospitalized there.

When it was known he felt a slight dizziness, it was taken as a serious matter and was hospitalized to check it. He was also conveniently entered in the hospitable the mother was in.

I thought a hospitalization inspection was overkill for simply dizziness, but since my brother was different from me, he was doted on by father.

But, even if I hang around the hospital thanks to that, I was to hold true with coming to visit him.

I had a three day period. To become closer to the hospital staff in that time limit, it was necessary to make an environment that I wasn’t doubted even when I hung around afterwards.

Apparently, I have a figure adored by women. Using it, I gained favor with the nurses.

As a result of having played the naive, shy boy, I achieved the three day goal on the first day.

If things were to go too well, I had to lie low a little, but it ought to. So, I carried out my strategy right away.

The contents were simple. I spread a rumor. ‘The hospitalized mother of Satonaka has courtesy to the Doctor Hira Mannen.’

It was the right choice to have gotten the nurses’ favor. Women are gossipy creatures.

The quack doctor Hira Mannen who couldn’t get a promotion. Raped from such a gloomy man, the mother will also be easily broken.

To get the quack doctor to make a move, it’s necessary to convey how powerless the mother is. This way it will make him think that it’s alright even if he pa.s.ses at this woman.

Which means a material of threat.

The mother lost income with being hospitalized is in an urgent state. If I nudge there, he may hold out his body. Therefore, with the basis of her placed situation, I spread the rumor using a nurse.

It is little of a  roundabout hand, but it will be in reversed doubted if it’s too forceful. A rumor is fine. Just a trivial rumor drives a person mad.

And, my plan advanced unexpectedly smoothly. In addition to my rumor, it followed that the two people’s characters worked.

On the other hand, the quack had no a.s.sociating experience with women. Properly speaking, the two should have never met, but the quack heard the rumor and became aware of her.

When that happened, my work has already finished. I should wait for the quack to run out of control on his own.

So, once I withdrew from the mother, I decided to carry out the plan to leave Satonaka in the abyss of despair.

While I was busy taking of her mother, the torment for Satonaka escalated.

She was already poor. Accelerated with the mother hospitalized, it seems to have also run her down mentally.

I suspected that her heart would break even on its own, but when thinking about the effort I spent on her mother, I got awfully frustrated.

I must collect it even if the value has changed. That also won’t happen after it breaks.

Impatient, I immediately went for an action.

First, several of the girls in her same cla.s.s were doing the bullying, and with the backer of always poor her gone, the whole cla.s.s was involved, and spread to the grade, and then finally, the students of other grades a.s.sisted in the bullying, too.

No one was even angry with her being tormented. There were no angry parents. That appeared to have increased the collected bullying.

Moreover, with her not necessary desiring for the bullying to stop, she simply put up with it.

The teacher group also knew of her bullying, but n.o.body was going to step up.

After all, what she didn’t have was influence.

Her mother has no particularly influential voice with her part-time job. Moreover, her broken physical condition hospitalized her. On the other hand, the parents’ of the students who take part in the bullying had a lot of influence over people.

Who can safely support her? Needless to say, the answer is a given.

It was really a splendid environment, but her limit is also short. It is a situation that I don’t know when her heart will break. If she breaks, the collection value for my efforts becomes impossible.

Meanwhile, I heard information that a group of several male students were going to attack and make Satonaka a s.e.x slave.

It is quite the savage act. Originally it was a point where I’d observe with a mixture of joy from the girl breaking, but her breaking will trouble me.

However, the other party formed a gang. I also possessed fighting power to some extent, but it is impossible to directly challenge a battle. The other guys are strong in unity power, and the gathered group were referred to as delinquents. With the pieces I have, I can hardly compete with them.

To begin with, it isn’t my hobby to directly collide. But, it takes time to use a plan. I didn’t have that time.

In which case, I had no choice but to directly challenge them to a fight. But, it becomes a serious matter if they move in great numbers.

In the end, I decided to confront them alone. It was more convenient for the plan I made in several of ways.

I began to watch the group who were going to attack Satonaka for two weeks. Then the day came.

Several male students surrounded Satonaka who was going home by herself,tied her hands and feet instantly, and then silenced and abducted her.

They went to a vacant house a little away from the abducted site. The group knew the place was near her home course was at, and prepared beforehand. Naturally, since I was watching the students, I knew the house they used in advance. In other words, I was also preparing variously as they were.

Knowing nothing, they marched into the web I personally waited in.

Accompanied the male students that restricted Satonaka, I invaded inside the house from the broken back entrance, and simply went up the stairs to the bedroom.

Prepared juice and snacks in the bedroom, I knew I was going to enjoy myself for a long time.

Watching the run of events from the attic, I was unable to decide the timing to appear.

Basically, I’m not the type to straightforwardly go. Holding the heart of people and rolling it in the palm of my hand, I enjoy myself without dirtying myself. That is my style.

The plan I made this time doesn’t seem to be a lot like me. I have the put up with the pain. I will be seriously damaged if I do a bad job. But, besides my method, it didn’t occur to my plan she’ll be s.n.a.t.c.hed from the side.

I don’t like hurting. After all, I left her as she was and thought I would calmly watch her tormented appearance from the attic.

In my sight which looked down onto the lower floor, my eyes reflected her.

I saw her, and the terrible feeling of fury ran violently through me.

Biting her gag, the students pressed down both her hands and legs, and stripped off her clothes. Satonaka still endured without even showing tears.

She doesn’t give up, and seem to be desperately fighting.

The blood of my whole body boiled. I became so hot that I even thought my head might explode.

I didn’t like it. With eyes particular like a dead fish, I still see she doesn’t yield. I don’t like those eyes. Her heart isn’t folding to the guy’s rape. Even if they smear her body for how long, she won’t despair to this.

Before I knew it, I jumped off to downstairs from the attic.

The monkeys can only do rape and abuses. Those imbeciles can’t make a woman submit simply with such vulgar doings.

I can’t entrust this to such fools. I will make her fall into the abyss of despair. Painted with l.u.s.t, I will thoroughly train her to smithereens as she personally begs to give her pleasure.

I will make her transform into a woman who can be described as a meat toilet.

“I’m your opponent: come take me, f.u.c.king idiots.”

To my sudden, unexpected words, the male students who tried to rape Satonaka were dumbfounded, and then gave an angry cry springing at me.

How much was I thrashed around? I don’t remember well.

The group continued persistently beating me. It is sickening, but this really was my counterattack plan.

Their group psyche of human violence becomes more severe. ‘It isn’t just me. It is not because of me. Since somebody has to take responsibility, I may do as much as I like.’

But when they regain composure, it quickly changes to fear.

‘I went too far. Who will take responsibility? I don’t know. It isn’t my fault.’

It is a really simple plan. With a long stick of a tree, I filled dissolved red paint water into a vinyl

Having received a beating to some extent, it tore the vinyl and later produced something realistic.

Red liquid scattered. The wooden stick ran into my abdomen. The male students who watched me raised a groan, writhed in exaggerate agony, became instantly pale and their first utterance of crime was laid on them.

Worthless. A really worthless group. There wasn’t a single person who was prepared for it in the end.

There wasn’t a single person who drew a clear vision of what would happen with raping Satonaka.

It is a point where I’d like to say their just brats, but adults don’t change so much either. Humans are weak to pleasure at hand after all.

The students surprised at the ma.s.sive bleeding, got away from me and yelled at each other. Seeing a chance, I flopped down, rolled my body, and sucked up the red liquid that collected on the floor. And then, I faced up with a stumble while continuing to act being in agonizing pain, and greatly spouted out the paint that I took in my mouth. As a bonus, I twitched exaggeratedly as if I’m jumping with my eyes wide up.

With a great deal of blood like they have never seen, it looked like I would die soon, which definitely induced fear.

One ran away, and then they began to escape one by one in a chain; it was an avalanche.

If they stayed till the end, all the responsibility would be pa.s.sed. They would become a murderer. So, they ran away.

There could of had composure like an experienced serial killer who’ give me a final blow and hide the corpse, but I supposed their group’s intelligence was low with attempting to rape someone. It is simply natural they’ll be seized with the thought to escape.

While checking the situation by a leer, I got impatient inside.

Fl.u.s.tered, a male student ran away and left his cell phone. It laid on the floor. However, the problem wasn’t there: because the person who kept her down was gone, Satonaka got up from the bed and went crawling to it.

Perhaps she intended to call an ambulance. If she called for one, it would be trouble. Even if there is a commotion, on the surface I’m the only who stopped the rape from happening, so I won’t be particularly blamed. But, with a big uproar and the adults’ awareness pointed to Satonaka, it’d be hard to train her. That will be a trouble.

I must stop her. But, the paralyzed student still stayed. For it to be known that I’m acting if I move now, he may call back the students whom ran away.

Quickly run away, coward. While disparaging in my heart, I began to spout the red paint left in my mouth towards him.

The student touched the red paint that I just spitted out by his hand, and then having seen him tremble, he stepped back, fell straight on his a.s.s, and raised a squeal as he ran away.

Finally just her and me, I got up and kicked the phone that lay on the floor. And then while coldly looking down on Satonaka groveling, I said:

“I’ll pay your school lunch costs. So, become my meat toilet.”

She looked up at me wide eyed, and then nodded without trouble.

The group that tried to rape her was an obstructive existence for a long time. After having a fuss with me, their relationship collapsed and lost their unity power.

It is caused by the fact of fleeing and laying blame on one another for the serious injury on me. They weren’t able to believe in one another as friends. Even if they knew that my serious injury was a performance, that wouldn’t change it.

Their united power was fragile. Becoming a group is difficult. But, they’re worthless once they go back to individuals. If that’s the case, I’d carefully and discreetly crush them.

If it was the usual me, I would’ve permitted just that. But, however, their crime of beating me in a group is so big that it was immeasurable.

So, I returned the favor threefold in my style, but my grudge was returned nine times.

Also eyeing the male students, I planned to increase my power for a group. I waited till it grew the highest power in middle school.

I was able to achieve that level without so much trouble. Since the delinquent group lost united power, the person who took part in it and the people who were b.u.t.tered up surged into my group.

A guy had said it’s useless to struggle against those who are more powerful.

I invited even more independent students, and when I was convinced my power rose to the limit, I declared:

“Thoroughly ignore the students who are written down on this list. Isolate them with never becoming partners in PE cla.s.ses. Don’t take out your hands. Don’t abuse. This isn’t bullying. The student indicated on this list is merely a ‘displeasure’.”

When giving the directions, all the students nodded equally. If I may so myself, it’s really a wonderful plan.

It would certainly be painful being physically bullied like being kicked or stuck. A point of interaction is there with a person. So, I decided to take that interaction. 

Never ending indifference. Completely disregard by an overwhelming majority. It will produce a mental pain of beyond imagination.

I made my beating. But still, it was about lukewarm, but because I didn’t want to lose time training Satonaka, I decided to allow this much.

No one opposed or referred to the group that tried to rape Satonaka as delinquents, but were annoyed within their hearts. So, no one person gossiped about my scheme.

And then with Satonaka, she was still reticent, emotionless and nonresistant. If I ordered anything, she followed without a single word of complaint.

It was Satonaka, but the other students called her ‘Satonaka-san’. The reason why is simple. It is because her actions were always done with me.

“Since Satonaka-san is an important girlfriend of Kijima-san, don’t ever be rude.”

The end result was an absurd rumor arose. Well, the rumor was also convenient for me. When making her a meat toilet, I can move more freely with the lover rumor.

Her training developed smoothly, but I was disgusted with the calm nonresistant. I would understand what’s going on if she’s nonresistant as  training goes, but I don’t understand what she underwent with the complete change from the start.

The climax wasn’t done easily, however, only that began to get easier.

When I entered middle school and one year had pa.s.sed, Satonaka’s mother remarried with that quack doctor. Perhaps her having been raped and badly threatened, she was pressed into marriage.

To tell the truth, I completely forgot the plan that I gave to her mother.

Satonaka called her step father, “A clumsy, but a very good person,” so it seems he hid his true character in front of her. She really doesn’t know what he’s doing with her mother behind the scenes.

But, I can also say that with her mother. She was threatened and pressed for marriage by the quack doctor, and tearfully became a toy to him for her daughter. For such cute daughter to really be taking training to become a meat toilet would be surprising.

Someone had said ignorance is bliss. At her parents’ home, the mother who knew nothing, warmly welcomed and treated me luxurious meal.

I was really laughable.

———

I walk towards the high school while remembering old days. Satonaka is on my left, fully smiling. It appears like she has returned to the middle school days, but the smile is simply different.

She also wasn’t grinning during those days.

Humans don’t easily change. She appears to in the time of two year, but her roots haven’t.

She is obedient and nonresistant. That is essentially her.

The picture is a bad legacy that inscribed my black past. I have to take the storage media that’s saved it.

She is strangely confident, but it’s easy if she falls into my hands. She should be evoked into her roots.

“Hey, where are we going, Kijima-san?”

Sound of the chains rattling, she crossed both hands behind her back, bent forward, and looked onto my face from below. Along with her joyfully beaming face, her auburn eyes glistened which I really couldn’t stomach.

“It is the high school I go to. I left something. I have to absolutely get it today.

“Haa, it was that~”

To my indifferent explanation with a plain face, Satonaka smirked. Her expressed smiling face makes my heart irritated.

“What? If you have something to say, say it.”

“Hmmm? Do I have something to say, I mean, I’m certain it appears like the training room as before, and bring me there, blocking my way of escape: I though you are trying to take the image saved on the USB, but it it different, isn’t it nya?”

Inside I was startled to her answer as she was smirking, but I didn’t outright express my unrest.

However, what did she say? Is she saying that she read my thoughts?

“Just kidding~. In that case, I suppose it’s simply fine. I’d love to give myself over to the tormenting of your superiority complex where there are people, but it’s been a long time since we’ve been alone. Hehe, whichever way, my desire to monopolize is clear, isn’t it? I’m sorry.”

Displayed an embarra.s.sed smile while scratching her head, she takes a step forward in front of me, stood there, and lowered her head as she looks at me with dim eyes.

“I, I think my feelings are more enhanced than imagining it by myself. ……I wanted to meet a long time ago.”

Saying that, she raised her warp and pitiable face.Large drops of tears overflow from her auburn eyes and along her cheek.

Her mouth in the shape of an upside down V shook while biting her lower lip.

Oi, oi, even though I will be training her to have tears, a runny nose, and drooling, it’s frustrating with her having that face from me doing nothing. Why does giving her training works up her will?

“You disappeared and all I did was cry a lot. I mourned to my disappeared guardian angel. But, I wasn’t supposed to cry. It was only I who inherited your will. So, me not doing my best……”

Thrown away her reputation as well as shame, she kept telling me in tears, a runny nose, mixture of sobs, and a desperate smile.

“But, I didn’t do as well like you. You were always fighting stronger than your opponent. ‘Since I’m the devil, I may as well use an unfair hand’, you said with fighting outnumber, and won even if you became ragged. Even if I said thanks you replied, ‘I’m doing this for myself.’ You are too strong. I am not as strong……”

Without wiping neither her tears nor runny nose, she whined for the first time.

Since the training began from six grade, and in the four years before being thrown away, she never resist exposure no matter how much foolery, never whined, and clearly didn’t speak any complaints.

This isn’t bad. As expected, she’s amazing now. Expressing her shaking heart with complaints. The nonresistant and obedient Satonaka had a somewhat strong mental will. She had the power to see through the precise situation without ever being upset.

Since she whined, her always stable heart was none other than shaking.

If it’s the current her, she can’t endure my torture, and perhaps will grimace and ask for forgiveness. I became desperate to see it.

“Me, a guardian angel? That is idiotic. If I had to say, I’m the devil. My action idea is directly connected with my desire.”

While thinking how I shall torture her, I answered her with an innocent look.

Having heard my words, she grasped both hands and begun to shake.

“Ah, come now, that isn’t what you honestly feel. After all, you’re not how it seems!”

And then, she jumped on me like a brick. Then, her used her smallish body to her capability, and clung to me with all her effort.

We are going to my high school, and the way is small with being a residential area, but there is some pedestrian traffic. Nevertheless, to hug each other in broad daylight within the middle of the road; as expected, she doesn’t care about being embarra.s.sed.

That is fine, but the handcuffs on our wrists are bad.

Truthfully, the reason the handcuffs were placed on me was to cling onto me, but judging from the eyes of a bystander, they won’t think as such.

It definitely seems like I’m committing an obscene act to her. At worst, it will be reported to the police.

“……Satonaka, people are looking. Get away for now.”

I started whispering to clinging her.

The pa.s.sersby glanced back at us with faces all equally red. It may really be reported if we don’t get away from here quickly.

“Why you said that because of the people? Even if you told me to become nude now, I’ll calmly and  easily do your order!”

Even though I whispered it into her ear so the area wouldn’t have heard, she returned it out loud. Moreover, the key word nude and other stuff is very bad. Doesn’t it completely seem like I’m giving the order to her?

She would actually agree to get caught if I ordered it, but I don’t want her to be caught by anyone while I haven’t.

“C, Calm down, Satonaka. I know, don’t get entangled and cool down. There is a place similar to the training place that I used to train you before. It is even more enriched that it cannot compare with the equipment as before. So, I intended to thoroughly tease you, and make you cry asking for forgiveness. Would you like to go there? Go if you want to leave.”

I wanted to be alone in the training room I used before. I said that just now to her. I thought if I said that, she might calm down.

“Really? Then, if I don’t beg and cry forgiveness, you’ll torment me continuously~?”

She had clung to me at full power. Arm power weakened, she puts up her face that’s buried in my chest. Her cheeks dyed pink, and stared at me with upturned auburn eyes which were wet.

“Naturally. I’ll keep teasing you forever until you admit defeat.”

When she heard my words, she had a joyful smile on her entire face and buried herself in my chest once again. And then, placed her face on my jacket, she wiped her tears and mucus.

This b.i.t.c.h, I don’t think she’s particularly underhanded, but I don’t feel a sense of fright at all.

Apart from me, she pulls tightly when taking my hand.

“Let’s go quickly~. Come on, quickly, quickly.”

And then, she urges me with a sugary voice.

The purpose of bring her into the restricted warehouse appears to have been achieved very smoothly. But, I think something subtly slipped.

Began to walk to the warehouse while feeling a touch of anxiety, I wondered if I was the one bring her there.