Chapter 311.3: Loving You is so Tiring, I Do Not Want to Go On

“I have not forgotten that.” Lian Shi replied in a solemn voice.

For the past a million years, the one thing he remembered most clearly in his mind was how he had miraculously come back to life from death, where he, a normal human mortal, slowly turned into a person with highly profound and unfathomable cultivation, a mystical journey that felt both divine and demonic to him.

The demonic heart beating in him could not be anymore important to him, as he no longer had to continue with the relentless pursuit of immortality anymore, to be able to live forever like this without ageing a single day.

But after he had lived for a million years, he then came to discover that life was actually so endlessly long and lonely, a dull and dreary existence.

Having seen and heard of so many instances of love, hatred, and vengeance in this world, the blissful meeting of smitten lovers and tearful partings, beautiful stories of couples who were Heavenly made matches, but none of them was about him, even if it was one that was filled with nothing but sadness.

He had waited a million years for her, and had remained by her side for that one million years.

It had been so long that even he himself could no longer remember how many times the seasons had changed through it all.

But year after year, she had never ever changed at all, forever too stingy to even throw a smile his way.

Because just before “Lian Shi” died, the man had used his demon’s heart to resurrect him.

Hence, these two people would become more and more alike in certain aspects, where even their facial features would become about seventy percent alike. But there was a lack of the devilish air that one of the demon race was born with, his mannerisms and demeanor always seeming so clean and elegant though his body was half demon, where not the slightest sliver of that devilish aura could be seen.

Only his eyes, when he was feeling a strong emotional surge, in instances of great joy or extreme sadness and immense anger, would they turn violet, caused by the demon heart beating in his body.

But that aspect that was so very much like the original “Lian Shi” had however made the woman’s demeanor towards him become even more cold, because that only served to remind her of the fact that “Lian Shi” had already died.

And the living man before her now, was merely a poor imitation who lived using her “Lian Shi’s” own heart.

Towards this man, she only felt cold hatred and disgust, and nothing else.

“What I owe him, I will repay him.” Lian Shi’s voice sounded flat and emotionless, like he had just fought through immense sadness and managed to regain his composure.

“Actually, I really have to thank you. I have to thank you for hating me over so many years throughout, for not having changed your mind just because I have grown to look more and more like him.”

A smile slowly broke onto Lian Shi’s face, but that smile seemed to contain an indescribable sense of grief. “If you have come to fall in love with me because of that, I think I will feel even more pathetic…..”