Chapter 218 - Helplessness
"Brother, how did you find me? "Why am I in the hospital?" Fu Hui Hui did not know anything about the things that happened after she fainted. Her memories only stayed inside the bar to drink with Bao Luo.
"You think it"s hard for me to find you?" Fu Mu Yun coldly looked at her and asked her a question in reply.
"No …." "I didn"t mean that …"
"Then what do you mean? Is it worth it for you to risk your life to go find him in Africa? " Fu Mu Yun interrupted her words, his voice becoming extremely stern.
Fu Hui Hui was shocked by his actions, her small mouth puckered up as she started crying, "What are you being so fierce for? I"m just going to look for him, what"s the matter? You can"t be with someone you like yourself. Do you want me to be like you? Fu Mu Yun, you are a pervert, a really perverted one. "
"You …" Fu Mu Yun was almost angered to death by this girl. In this world, he was not afraid of anyone, only two women.
One of them was Huo Xi Wen, he was afraid that her teary appearance, and the other was his precious little sister.
Zhao Wei who had just finished making a phone call heard the ruckus in the ward, and immediately ran in to mediate, "Why are you arguing? Boss, don"t be angry at Hui Hui, she already knows that she was wrong. "
"You know your wrongs? Does she look like she knows she"s wrong? " Fu Mu Yun scoffed, he did not understand why this little girl would not be able to give him any snacks.
"I"m not wrong. Why should I know? I just want to escape, and I don"t want to be with you guys anymore. If this goes on, I"ll go crazy. " Fu Hui Hui bellowed.
"Hui Hui, the boss is doing this for your own good. You should know how dangerous it is outside as well. What"s so good about that kid? " Zhao Wei said.
"For my own good? Will you imprison me for my own good, and watch me twenty-four hours a day? Also, Richard is someone I like. He"s not called that kid, so don"t look down on him. What he is doing now is ten thousand times more meaningful than what you guys are doing. You don"t deserve to be compared with him. Don"t look down on him. " Fu Hui Hui especially hated the way they talked about the man she liked.
That brat was always going around like that. That kid didn"t know if Richard was better or worse than them, and he had always been disliked by them.
"Fu Hui Hui, you have to make things clear. You like that guy, does she have you in her heart? Why can"t he come to you when you"re trying so hard to find him? Can"t come to see you? What is Africa? Not to mention that the moment you stepped out of the door, the bullets from the Jack"s party were already waiting for you. Even if you safely went to Africa and arrived at that brat"s side, under such a vile environment, you would probably die if you were bitten by a mosquito. " Fu Mu Yun was so angry that she really wanted to be like when she was young, directly spanking her and see if she could behave herself.
"It doesn"t matter if he likes me or not. If I really were to go to Africa, he would definitely protect me and not let the mosquitoes bite me. He"s a doctor, and he knows better than anyone how to take care of people. " Fu Hui Hui was still arguing.
When Zhao Wei saw Fu Mu Yun"s expression, he was truly angered to death by him. He immediately took a step forward and said to Fu Mu Yun, "Boss, you should go out and rest. After working hard for the entire day, you should be tired enough. Over here, let me talk to Hui Hui. "
Fu Mu Yun was too lazy to waste words with Fu Hui Hui, since she was being too stubborn, he could only tell Zhao Wei to keep her in sight, and she turned around and walked out of the ward.
Fu Mu Yun had no choice but to shout at his back, "You big pervert, you loathsome b.a.s.t.a.r.d, you dictator!"
"…" Zhao Wei walked to the door and closed it, cutting off Fu Hui Hui"s curses, "Hui Hui, you can"t do this to the boss."
"Hmph. No need to speak any good words for him. I know who he is. He just wants me to be like him. It"s better if I"m lonely and old." Fu Hui Hui said with an unconvinced expression.
Zhao Wei heard and sighed: "How can you think of a boss like that? What has he been doing all these years, not for your own good? Have you forgotten how he came to this position? Have you forgotten why he came to be alone? "
Fu Hui Hui: "I didn"t forget. I know that he inherited the tiger father"s position because he wanted to protect me and Mother Maria. I also know that he sacrificed a lot for me, but he has no right to stop me from pursuing my own happiness."
"He"s not trying to stop you from pursuing your own happiness. He just thinks that your happiness is too dangerous for you to risk your life for. Let me ask you, how much do you know about Richard when you like him so much? Do you know what kind of family lies behind him? Do you know if he can accept you? "
"I know he"s Doctor Sans Frontieres. He... I don"t know about his family, but it doesn"t matter. I like him, and it has nothing to do with his family. As for whether or not he will accept me, I think that as long as I give him enough love, he will one day be moved by me. " Fu Hui Hui said with incomparable optimism.
"You are too confident. You don"t know anything about that man. Well, even if you"re right, his family background doesn"t matter. He"s as perfect as you say he is. In other words, you go to him, he was moved by you and fell in love with you. And then? Can you live happily with him? His family background is not important, but have you forgotten your family background? "
"…" Fu Hui Hui didn"t think about all this. She only knew that she needed to pursue true love, and as for the dangers within, and the things that would happen in the future, she had never thought about them.
Seeing that she did not say anything, Zhao Wei changed his tone and continued, "Didn"t you always say the boss could not be with Miss Huo, was he worthy of that? But you know, it"s not that he doesn"t want to be with him, it"s that he can"t. He loved her, so he hoped that she would live the most carefree and blissful life. He didn"t want to bring danger to her. Similarly, you love Richard. Don"t you want him to be happy for the rest of his life? "
At this time, the anger in Fu Hui Hui"s heart had already completely disappeared. What Zhao Wei said made a lot of sense, and she couldn"t find anything to refute.
"But I just like him. I want to be with him."
"Hui Hui, you must understand that the life of a human is very long, and there are many possibilities. Being fond of her for a moment didn"t mean anything was wrong. Moreover, in this world, one must learn to choose from others. Many times, one cannot obtain both the fish and the bear"s paw. " Zhao Wei calmly advised.
Hearing this, Fu Hui Hui did not know what to say, and she sunk into a long silence.
"Think about it carefully. Today, the boss was frightened by you and the Miss Huo. If you think it through, then apologize to the boss for your earlier att.i.tude." Seeing her lost in thought, as if she was thinking about what he had just said, Zhao Wei decided not to disturb her anymore. After saying that, he silently left the ward.
Zhao Wei walked out of the sickroom and saw him standing with his hands behind his back, looking at the bustling night scenery outside the window.
At this moment, his back looked lonely and lonely, as if he had left this muddy world, making it difficult for people to get close to him.
After an unknown period of time, Fu Mu Yun suddenly asked, "Is she asleep?"
Zhao Wei stood behind him and hurriedly answered, "I shouldn"t be sleeping, but I have already calmed down. The boss, don"t take it to heart, Hui Hui knows he was wrong. "
"I"m not thinking about it. I"m just thinking about a problem." Fu Mu Yun kept his eyes on the outside of the window, looking deep and profound.
"What problem?" Zhao Wei asked.
"Does what we are doing really make sense? Is it really worth it compared to the safety and happiness of my family? " Fu Mu Yun"s voice seemed to come from a faraway place, empty and distant.
These words were asking Zhao Wei, and even more so asking himself.
Hearing this, Zhao Wei"s expression turned cold. It had been so many years, but this was the first time Fu Mu Yun had become suspicious of what they had done.
"Boss, do you want to leave?" Zhao Wei carefully asked.
Fu Mu Yun gently shook her head, "Once we get on this boat, how can it be so easy to withdraw? I"m just thinking, the happiness of millions of families is important, but isn"t the happiness of my own family important? "
"This... I don"t know how to answer you, but didn"t Buddha have something to say? All beings are equal. The happiness of ten million people is important, and so is our own happiness. "
"Yeah, it"s all the same. It"s just that we chose this great path with great goals, so we shouldn"t have started to waver at this moment. I can only let my family suffer a little. " After Fu Mu Yun finished speaking, she seemed to have made up her mind.
He turned around and looked at Zhao Wei, "While Hui Hui is at the hospital, go and communicate with the doctor, think of a way to plant a locator inside Hui Hui"s body."
"This... Do you want to tell Hui Hui? " Zhao Wei was a little hesitant.
"No need, if I tell her, she will definitely refuse." Fu Mu Yun understood her sister too well.
"Alright then. Right, the Miss Huo is … " At this time, Zhao Wei thought of how he should take care of Huo Xi Wen.
"It"s been taken care of." Fu Mu Yun threw down these words, raised her leg and walked out the door without looking back.
Zhao Wei listened to his light words, and looked at his lonely back, and felt a burst of grief in his heart.
He knew the weight of those five words from before, allowing him to completely separate himself from Huo Xi Wen. They no longer had anything to do with each other.
But what could he do?
For people like them, perhaps they were destined to be lonely for the rest of their lives until they became old.
A few days after the accident, the rumors about Huo Xi Wen and Huo Xi Wen slowly faded away.
All of a sudden, the spectators were attracted by the new gossip again, as if they had forgotten about the gossip between these two.
Humans were animals that could forget their own lives, especially those that had nothing to do with them.