The girl"s mother died when she was a babe. The father (not then a saloon man) sent her to New York to be raised by her aunt. When old enough she was placed in school. The aunt died. She was removed to another school, and there she remained until called for by her father, who all these years had been her provider. He brought her to San Francisco, where he now kept a dive and dance-hall. She being a rather timid girl, it can be readily understood why she submitted to his authority and tyranny.

My mind now reverts to two of the soldier boys, returned from the Philippines and seated one night in one of those places where we were permitted to work and also to sing. Toward the close of the song,

Can a boy forget his mother"s prayer, When he has wandered G.o.d knows where?

I discovered them with their arms about each other"s shoulders and both with the tears silently coursing down their cheeks. Setting my instrument on one side and remembering my own dear son, the daily object of my prayers, I essayed, in earnest, gentle tones, to admonish them. Both acknowledged having been carefully reared by Christian mothers, one of whom was dead. Had they been my own, I could not have more earnestly pleaded with them. In consequence of my admonition they soon took their departure, promising as they did so never again to cross the threshold of any place where they would be ashamed to have their mothers find them, and also to seek once more their neglected Savior. Both were soon reclaimed; for I had the pleasure of meeting them later in a house of worship on the Army"s camp-grounds, at the Presidio.

Christian parents, you that through death or other means have been deprived of the companionship of your children, why not occasionally join some of the rescue workers in their efforts to save somebody"s wandering boy or girl, instead of sitting in a rocking-chair, nursing your sorrows? Speak the kindly, loving word of warning or advice; encourage the wayward son or daughter to reform; and thus better your condition as well as theirs. This will _surely_ bring an indescribable peace and satisfaction to the soul, a.s.suage much grief, and help to promote the Master"s kingdom. He takes us at our word. We sing:

I"ll go where you want me to go, dear Lord.

Over mountain, or plain, or sea, I"ll say what you want me to say, dear Lord, I"ll be what you want me to be.

Do we mean it?

CHAPTER XII.

MARY.

Of all the pathetic stories from members of our family, I deem Mary"s far in excess of others though all, without exception, are woefully sad G.o.d knows.

One day a telephone call came to us from the city and county hospital, situated in a suburb known as The Potrero, inquiring if we had room for a delicate young mother with her three-weeks-old babe. They informed us that her time as a patient had expired and, moreover, that they had just been quarantined for smallpox, but that she had as yet suffered no exposure. The workers were quickly consulted, also a few trusted converted girls, and together we knelt in prayer and then consulted G.o.d"s Word. Praise his name! we opened it on the ninety-first Psalm.

What better a.s.surance than in verses 10, 11, and 12?

Soon we were welcoming one of the most forlorn specimens of humanity the home had ever received. Jack, the delicate-looking baby, had the facial expression of a tiny old man, but oh! such beautiful eyes! We realized that both would require very tender care for some time to come. When Mary became able to work, she rendered valuable service, for she liked to cook and was efficient and economical. Whilst she was thus occupied, her babe was being well cared for in the nursery.

Several months pa.s.sed by, during which every means was resorted to in order to help Mary learn to seek and find her Savior, but all without avail.

Little Jack, never very strong, was taken seriously ill and soon, from the waist down, was paralyzed. Mary now relinquished all other duties in order to nurse her sick treasure. We never witnessed greater love and devotion. For ten days before he died, she did not leave his bedside one moment longer than necessary, never changed her clothes, excepting once, and never lay down to sleep. On more than one occasion it became my privilege to share the night vigils, for which she was sincerely grateful. How my heart yearned for this poor, hopeless mother! How I longed to impart to her the secret of salvation and of the Burden-bearer!

"Mary," I said, "if you would only try my Savior, dear, I a.s.sure you that you would feel better, body and soul, I"ve never heard _your_ story; won"t you tell it to me whilst we"re watching beside Baby?"

"I"ve never felt as if I could before, but I will, Mother Roberts, I will."

"I lost my father and mother when I was quite small, and my grandparents raised my little brother and me. I never remember when they didn"t have beer on the table for dinner and supper, and if company came in, they always treated them. If I didn"t feel quite well or was tired, Grandmother would say, "Have a drop of beer, Mary child, it"ll do you good and put new life into you." It took some time to get used to liking it. I didn"t enjoy the bitter taste at first, but by and by I loved it--yes, really loved it.

"I grew up, and, like many another girl, had my young friends come calling. I liked Tom S---- best of all, and one day promised I"d marry him if the old folks would agree. They were awfully pleased, and _soon let Tom and me go about alone everywhere_. He was a baker, and a good one. Earned fine wages, so that I was expecting to have a very comfortable home.

"_I wish Grandmother or some one had talked plainly and honestly to me about a few things, but they didn"t; so what did I know when Tom told me that in G.o.d"s sight an engagement was as good as a marriage and that we"d soon, for the sake of appearances, and to comply with the law, go through that ceremony_. My G.o.d! Why didn"t some one warn me? Oh! Mother Roberts, very few girls loved a man better than I loved Tom.

"By and by Grandmother says, "What"s become of Tom? I haven"t seen him lately. I didn"t know he"d left his job." So I told her his work was slack and he"d gone away to hunt a place where he could get better pay.

You"ll not be surprised to hear she soon grew suspicious, and one day I was obliged to confess.

"Did I tell you Tom drank beer? Oh yes, and enjoyed it with me and them many"s the time.

"Was he a stranger to me and my folks when I first met him? Well, no, not exactly, although I must confess I knew very little about him before he was introduced by one of my girl friends at the baker"s and confectioner"s ball. _Oh but he was an elegant dancer! and that got me, in the first place._

"My! but didn"t Grandmother take on something awful! She ordered me out of her sight up to my little bedroom till Grandfather should come home.

I sat there listening to her wailing and moaning and asking the dear Mother of G.o.d what she had done that such a cruel, cruel misfortune should have befallen her. Poor Granny! Mother Roberts, I was longing to go down and comfort her, but I durs"n"t. So all that I could do was to walk the floor, or sit and cry. Sometimes I tried to tell my beads, but I couldn"t take any pleasure in them. They didn"t comfort my poor, sinful soul one bit. I wished I could die then and there, but what was the use? I couldn"t, though I thought fear would indeed kill me when I heard Grandfather come in and knew Grandmother was telling him. I heard him raving and cursing while she was begging him to keep quiet for fear the neighbors would hear.

"Pretty soon he opened the door that led upstairs. "Mary," he shouted, "you --- ---- come down and be ---- quick about it, I tell ye." And when I did, he said, "I"ll see whether we"ll own any one what will disgrace their poor, respectable, honest grandparents, _what has brought ye up in the way ye should go_, in their old age! Out ye go, and be ---- quick about it." I can see him now, and Grandmother, who was sitting at the kitchen table, sobbing with her head buried in her ap.r.o.n. I crawled on my hands and knees toward him; I begged him not to turn me out; I clung to him so that he could hardly walk, while he, in his rage, was backing along the hall out toward the front door, and then he managed to open it, me still clinging to him, and threw me, with a curse, out into the dark, cold, wet night.

"I lay there on the doorstep until I found I was getting a soaking, and then I went to a neighbor about a block away, who always had been very kind to me, and had a girl of her own a little younger than me. Did I tell her? Of course I did; I had to. So she took pity on me and let me sleep there that night on a shake-down in the parlor, although Mattie (her daughter) had a large bed to herself, and I told her not to go to so much trouble, that I could sleep with her as I"d done before, many"s the time. But she said girls would get to talking, and she didn"t want her innocent Mattie to know a girl could ever bring such disgrace on honest, respectable parents. But she didn"t know how Mattie and I used to talk for hours after we"d get in bed at night, about our "fellers"

and such like, but now, who was I that I should tell her mother this?

"In the morning after breakfast (she kept Mattie out of sight somewhere) she took me into the parlor, shut the door, and said:

""Mary child, I"m sorry for you, I am indeed, but I can"t keep you here. You know where the county hospital is, don"t you? Well, you go there, and they"ll take you in. They"ll take such cases as yours.

Here"s a quarter to pay your car fare. You needn"t let on you stopped with me. You may be sure _I_ won"t, for I respect your Grandfather and Grandmother highly. I don"t want them to find out I know anything about your trouble or that I took you in. Why, they"d never speak to me again. There, there, don"t cry. Good-by and good luck to you, Mary."

"I got on a car and pretty soon was asking the gate-keeper of the city and county hospital how I should apply to get in. "Patient?" he asked.

"Yes, sir," said I. So he directed me to the office. A lot of people were there, waiting their turn. After a while a doctor interviewed me in a little office. He asked me a good many questions. No, I didn"t lie to him, but I told him as little as I could. He said, "We can"t take you in yet. Come on such a date," and put my name on a book, then wrote on a card something about admitting the bearer, Mary H----, maternity ward, with his name and the day I was due there. I told him I"d no place to go; he said I was able to work for a while. So I went out to try and find some work. Before evening I got a job washing dishes and preparing vegetables in a small restaurant, for the sake of my board and bed, and I stayed there until it was time to go back to the hospital.

"I forgot all my troubles for a while when Jack came.... Mother Roberts, how can I think G.o.d is good? He"s going to take my baby from me; he"s going to let him die. I can"t stand it. I"ll kill myself--yes, I will...."

Two nights later little Jack still breathed, though scarcely perceptibly, and again I shared poor Mary"s vigil. About midnight I asked if she felt able to finish her story. Presently she continued:

"When my little Jack was three weeks old, the nurse of our ward took down the card from the head of my bed, and told me I could go now. I was dismissed, and they wanted my corner for another patient.

"I stood outside the big gate that afternoon wondering where I could go and holding my pretty little Jack against my breast. I"d a nice warm shawl, so he was good and comfortable. A thought like this struck me.

"Grandfather is so fond of babies. I"ll go there. _Perhaps when he sees the dear, innocent little baby, he"ll forgive me and take me back."_ It seemed as though I would never reach their house [in the neighborhood of Sixth and Clara Streets, reader], and I had to rest on some one"s doorsteps very often, I was that weak. It was pretty near dusk when I knocked on the door, and the fog was coming in. Grandmother opened it.

She threw up her hands when she saw me; didn"t ask me in, but hollered for Grandfather to come, and _come quick_, which he did. Oh! Mother Roberts, to my dying day I"ll remember how he cursed me when he saw me and my baby"s darling face, and then he closed the door with an awful bang. Well, I was dazed like for a little bit, then Baby cried. I sat on somebody"s doorstep and nursed him, then kept on walking and resting; going, I hardly knew where.

"It must have been well after seven o"clock when I found myself on Montgomery Avenue and not very far from North Beach. My! but I was faint, although I"d had a good meal at the hospital at noon, but you know a nursing mother needs plenty of nourishing food and often. I saw a light in a little notion shop, and went in and asked the woman if she could spare me a bite to eat. Bless her kind heart, she gave me a big bowl full of bread and milk, and warmed some stew, and helped me make Jack clean and comfortable, but she had no place for me to sleep, which she told me sorrowfully. Her family was large, and she did not have a bit of extra bedding, besides she was poor. I was feeling better now and more cheerful. My! "tis wonderful what a good meal can do for you when you"re hungry, isn"t it? I thanked her kindly and told her I"d soon find friends; then went out on the street and began to watch the faces. At last I stepped up to an elderly laboring man, told him I had lost my way, was broke, a stranger, and a widow, and asked him if he could direct me to a respectable lodging-house, which he did (bless his kind heart!) and paid the woman for a night"s lodging, she asking no questions; and soon I was in a clean little bed with my Jack. I don"t think my head had hardly touched the pillow when I was fast asleep, all of my troubles forgotten.

"Morning came all too soon. And now what was I to do? I dressed, then made baby as comfortable as I could under the circ.u.mstances, went down the stairs, meeting no one as I pa.s.sed out of the house into the street. Pretty soon I"d made up my mind. I"d walk down to Meigg"s wharf (not far away) and with my darling would drop quietly off the end of it into the bay; and I was soon looking into the nice quiet water, just about to fall in when I heard a voice, for sure I did, Mother Roberts, saying, "Don"t Mary." Maybe you don"t think I was scared as I looked all around and could see no one nearer than a block and a half away, and that was a man piling up some lumber on a wagon; besides, the voice I heard was a woman"s, not a man"s. I began to back away from the water, wondering if I"d heard an angel speak....

"Yes; I admit I am naturally superst.i.tious, but don"t you think in a case like this, it"s a good thing?"

"Yes; I do, Mary, but go on, dear, I"m anxious to hear what became of you."

[Ill.u.s.tration: MARY.]

"I went back to the woman who gave me my supper, and she gave me my breakfast, then advised me to put my baby with the sisters of Mount St.

Joseph. _But I never could do that, could you?_ I said good-by to my kind friend and started out for where, I did not know. All of a sudden I said to myself, "I"ll go back to the hospital and offer to scrub and do ch.o.r.es; anything, so they"ll take me and my baby in." It took me till nearly one o"clock to reach there. Every time I sat down to rest and a policeman came along, I"d get up quickly and walk on, for fear he might arrest me as a suspicious character.

"The man at the gate didn"t want to let me in; said they had been obliged to quarantine; but I rushed past him up to the office, threw myself at a doctor"s feet, and begged him for G.o.d"s sake not to send me away. He sent for the head nurse; they gave me my dinner, made Baby nice and clean and comfortable, and pretty soon one of the nurses came and told me they had found me and Baby a good home, and here I"ve been, as you know, ever since. But oh! Mother Roberts, my little Jack is going to die, he"s going to die!...

"Four days since you opened your beautiful eyes and looked at Mother, Precious. Four long, long days....

"_Mother Roberts, I think I would believe and trust G.o.d if he would only let my baby look at me once more before he goes. I really think I would."_

"Kneel down with me, Mary, and we"ll ask him," I said.

We clasped hands over the foot of that little bed, and if ever I prayed, I prayed then that the merciful Father would, for the sake of his Son our Savior, and for his own glory, open the eyes of the babe once more before the angels took him home. The poor worn-out mother sobbed herself to sleep, her head resting on little Jack"s lifeless feet. I watched, earnestly and intently watched, for my prayer to be answered. Toward daylight I observed a slight movement of the little head. "Wake up! wake up, Mary!" I cried, whilst I shook and continued to shake her. The voice awoke many of the family, who quickly hastened to the sick-room. Mary with bloodshot eyes gazed at the baby. Soon his beautiful eyes opened wide, with a long, loving look at the faithful mother, then closed; and now the angels had him forever in their keeping.