Chapter 19: Misunderstanding

「&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;。」
「&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;。」

The long silence continued.
I know that Tomoki doesn"t like silence.

「&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; Tomoki. I"m sorry for shouting before.」
「&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; Niichan」
「To tell you the truth, when you go thru a s.e.x change, even your spirit becomes female」
「Eh&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;!?」
「I was scared, and I couldn"t say it but&h.e.l.lip;as the feminization continues, sooner or later, Tomoki won"t be Tomoki any more&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; I mean, it"ll become a split personality.」
「Re- really&h.e.l.lip;?」
「Ah. There"s still time but&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; like just now when you wrapped your arm around mine, or when you started looking like a woman, I thought "no way" and I shouted&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; I"m really sorry&h.e.l.lip;.」

After I said that, Tomoki looked a little embarra.s.sed

「&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;Niichan, I just wanted, it"s just that I thought that Niichan works too hard all the time&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; I thought if I held your arm or something then you would be able to rest your body&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; I mean, Niichan, loves me&h.e.l.lip; it seems.」
「&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; Was that it?」
「Yeah, ,,,But, I never thought there would be that kind of misunderstanding」
「Tomoki, I do love you. If you touch me like that it makes me troubled」
「I- I guess so&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; I"m sorry.」
「&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;But, I"m happy for your feelings, thank you.」

From when he pointed the needle at me, I thought I was hated, but because it doesn"t look like it I"m relieved.

「&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;Hey, Niichan」
「N?」
「When I change back&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; Want to come here again?」
「&h.e.l.lip;Sure」
「Oh, one more thing.」
「N?」
「What was it that you wanted to test by coming here?」
「Hmmm? Aa, that is&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;. Well, lets try it right now&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip; Tomoki, stand in front of me」
「&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;Like this?」

Just as I instructed, Tomoki stood in front of me.

「Now, clothes your eyes, slowly walk backwards 5 steps please&h.e.l.lip;. You won/t run into the water tank.」

Then, Tomoki did exactly what I said and began walking backwards slowly.

「&h.e.l.lip;&h.e.l.lip;Niichan, just what are you trying to–」

Now——-
I ran up and hugged Tomoki strongly

Onichan squeeze/// I"m sorry.