"Can"t help being ill," returned Captain Charteris, "running about the village in all weathers in a coat like that, and sitting down to play with the children in his wet things. I saw what it would come to, last time."

Mr. Sandbrook could not repress a cough, which told plainly what it was come to.

Miss Wells asked whom he intended to consult, and there was some talk on physicians, but the subject was turned off by Mr. Sandbrook bending down to point out to little Owen a beautiful carving of a brooding dove on her nest, which formed the central bracket of the fine old mantelpiece.

"There, my man, that pretty bird has been sitting there ever since I can remember. How like it all looks to old times! I could imagine myself running in from Westminster on a saint"s day."

"It is little altered in some things," said Honor. The last great change was too fresh!

"Yes," said Mr. Sandbrook, raising his eyes towards her with the look that used to go so deep of old, "we have both gone through what makes the unchangeableness of these impa.s.sive things the more striking."

"I can"t see," said the little girl, pulling his hand.

"Let me lift you up, my dear," said Honora; but the child turned her back on her, and said, "Father."

He rose, and was bending, at the little imperious voice, though evidently too weak for the exertion, but the sailor made one step forward, and pouncing on Miss Lucilla, held her up in his arms close to the carving.

The two little feet made signs of kicking, and she said in anything but a grateful voice, "Put me down, Uncle Kit."

Uncle Kit complied, and she retreated under her papa"s wing, pouting, but without another word of being lifted, though she had been far too much occupied with struggling to look at the dove. Meantime her brother had followed up her request by saying "me," and he fairly put out his arms to be lifted by Miss Charlecote, and made most friendly acquaintance with all the curiosities of the carving. The rest of the visit was chiefly occupied by the children, to whom their father was eager to show all that he had admired when little older than they were, thus displaying a perfect and minute recollection and affection for the place, which much gratified Honora. The little girl began to thaw somewhat under the influence of amus.e.m.e.nt, but there was still a curious ungraciousness towards all attentions. She required those of her father as a right, but shook off all others in a manner which might be either shyness or independence; but as she was a pretty and naturally graceful child, it had a somewhat engaging air of caprice. They took leave, Mr. Sandbrook telling the children to thank Miss Charlecote for being so kind to them, which neither would do, and telling her, as he pressed her hand, that he hoped to see her again. Honora felt as if an old page in her history had been reopened, but it was not the page of her idolatry, it was that of the fall of her idol! She did not see in him the champion of the truth, but his presence palpably showed her the excitable weakness which she had taken for inspiration, while the sweetness and sympathy warmed her heart towards him, and made her feel that she had underrated his attractiveness. His implications that he knew she sympathized with him had touched her greatly, and then he looked so ill!

A note from old Mrs. Sandbrook begged her to meet him at dinner the next day, and she was glad of the opportunity of learning the doctor"s verdict upon him, though all the time she knew the meeting would be but pain, bringing before her the disappointment not _of_ him, but _in_ him.

No one was in the drawing-room but Captain Charteris, who came and shook hands with her as if they were old friends; but she was somewhat amazed at missing Mrs. Sandbrook, whose formality would be shocked by leaving her guests in the lurch.

"Some disturbance in the nursery department, I fancy," said the captain; "those children have never been from home, and they are rather exacting, poor things."

"Poor little things!" echoed Honora; then, anxious to profit by the _tete-a-tete_, "has Mr. Sandbrook seen Dr. L.?"

"Yes, it is just as I apprehended. Lungs very much affected, right one nearly gone. Nothing for it but the Mediterranean."

"Indeed!"

"It is no wonder. Since my poor sister died he has never taken the most moderate care of his health, perfectly revelled in dreariness and desolateness, I believe! He has had this cough about him ever since the winter, when he walked up and down whole nights with that poor child, and never would hear of any advice till I brought him up here almost by force."

"I am sure it was time."

"May it be in time, that"s all."

"Italy does so much! But what will become of the children?"

"They must go to my brother"s of course. I have told him I will see him there, but I will not have the children! There"s not the least chance of his mending, if they are to be always lugging him about--"

The captain was interrupted by the entrance of Mrs. Sandbrook, who looked a good deal worried, though she tried to put it aside, but on the captain saying, "I"m afraid that you have troublesome guests, ma"am," out it all came, how it had been discovered late in the day that Master Owen _must_ sleep in his papa"s room, in a crib to himself, and how she had been obliged to send out to hire the necessary articles, subject to his nurse"s approval; and the captain"s sympathy having opened her heart, she further informed them of the inconvenient rout the said nurse had made about getting new milk for them, for which Honor could have found it in her heart to justify her; "and poor Owen is just as bad," quoth the old lady; "I declare those children are wearing his very life out, and yet he will not hear of leaving them behind."

She was interrupted by his appearance at that moment, as usual, with a child in either hand, and a very sad picture it was, so mournful and spiritless was his countenance, with the hectic tint of decay evident on each thin cheek, and those two fair healthful creatures clinging to him, thoughtless of their past loss, unconscious of that which impended.

Little Owen, after one good stare, evidently recognized a friend in Miss Charlecote, and let her seat him upon her knee, listening to her very complacently, but gazing very hard all the time at her, till at last, with an experimental air, he stretched one hand and stroked the broad golden ringlet that hung near him, evidently to satisfy himself whether it really was hair. Then he found his way to her watch, a pretty little one from Geneva, with enamelled flowers at the back, which so struck his fancy that he called out, "Cilly, look!" The temptation drew the little girl nearer, but with her hands behind her back, as if bent on making no advance to the stranger.

Honora thought her the prettiest child she had ever seen. Small and lightly formed, there was more symmetry in her little fairy figure than usual at her age, and the skin was exquisitely fine and white, tinted with a soft eglantine pink, deepening into roses on the cheeks; the hair was in long flaxen curls, and the eyelashes, so long and fair that at times they caught a glossy light, shaded eyes of that deep blue upon that limpid white, which is like nothing but the clear tints of old porcelain.

The features were as yet unformed, but small and delicate, and the upright Napoleon gesture had something peculiarly quaint and pretty in such a soft-looking little creature. The boy was a handsome fellow, with more solidity and st.u.r.diness, and Honora could scarcely continue to amuse him, as she thought of the father"s pain in parting with two such beings--his sole objects of affection. A moment"s wish flashed across her, but was dismissed the next moment as a mere childish romance.

Old Mr. Sandbrook came in, and various other guests arrived, old acquaintance to whom Owen must be re-introduced, and he looked f.a.gged and worn by the time all the greetings had been exchanged and all the remarks made on his children. When dinner was announced, he remained to the last with them, and did not appear in the dining-room till his uncle had had time to look round for him, and mutter something discontentedly about "those brats." The vacant chair was beside Honora, and he was soon seated in it, but at first he did not seem inclined to talk, and leant back, so white and exhausted, that she thought it kinder to leave him to himself.

When, somewhat recruited, he said in a low voice something of his hopes that his little Cilly, as he called her, would be less shy another time, and Honora responding heartily, he quickly fell into the parental strain of anecdotes of the children"s sayings and doings, whence Honora collected that in his estimation Lucilla"s forte was decision and Owen"s was sweetness, and that he was completely devoted to them, nursing and teaching them himself, and finding his whole solace in them. Tender pity moved her strongly towards him, as she listened to the evidences of the desolateness of his home and his heavy sorrow; and yet it was pity alone, admiration would not revive, and indeed, in spite of herself, her judgment _would_ now and then respond "unwise," or "weak," or "why permit this?" at details of Lucilla"s _mutinerie_. Presently she found that his intentions were quite at variance with those of his brother. His purpose was fixed to take the children with him.

"They are very young," said Honora.

"Yes; but their nurse is a most valuable person, and can arrange perfectly for them, and they will always be under my eye."

"That was just what Captain Charteris seemed to dread."

"He little knows," began Mr. Sandbrook, with a sigh. "Yes, I know he is most averse to it, and he is one who always carries his point, but he will not do so here; he imagines that they may go to their aunt"s nursery, but," with an added air of confidence, "that will never do!"

Honora"s eyes asked more.

"In fact," he said, as the flush of pain rose on his cheeks, "the Charteris children are not brought up as I should wish to see mine.

There are influences at work there not suited for those whose home must be a country parsonage, if-- Little Cilly has come in for more admiration there already than is good for her."

"It cannot be easy for her not to meet with that."

"Why, no," said the gratified father, smiling sadly; "but Castle Blanch training might make the mischief more serious. It is a gay household, and I cannot believe with Kit Charteris that the children are too young to feel the blight of worldly influence. Do not you think with me, Nora?" he concluded in so exactly the old words and manner as to stir the very depths of her heart, but woe worth the change from the hopes of youth to this premature fading into despondency, and the implied farewell! She did think with him completely, and felt the more for him, as she believed that these Charterises had led him and his wife into the gaieties, which since her death he had forsworn and abhorred as temptations. She thought it hard that he should not have his children with him, and talked of all the various facilities for taking them that she could think of, till his face brightened under the grateful sense of sympathy.

She did not hold the same opinion all the evening. The two children made their appearance at dessert, and there began by insisting on both sitting on his knees; Owen consented to come to her, but Lucilla would not stir, though she put on some pretty little coquettish airs, and made herself extremely amiable to the gentleman who sat on her father"s other hand, making smart replies, that were repeated round the table with much amus.e.m.e.nt.

But the ordinance of departure with the ladies was one of which the sprite had no idea; Honor held out her hand for her; Aunt Sandbrook called her; her father put her down; she shook her curls, and said she should not leave father; it was stupid up in the drawing-room, and she hated ladies, which confession set every one laughing, so as quite to annihilate the effect of Mr. Sandbrook"s "Yes, go, my dear."

Finally, he took the two up-stairs himself--the stairs which, as he had told Honora that evening, were his greatest enemies, and he remained a long time in their nursery, not coming down till tea was in progress.

Mrs. Sandbrook always made it herself at the great silver urn, which had been a testimonial to her husband, and it was not at first that she had a cup ready for him. He looked even worse than at dinner, and Honora was anxious to see him resting comfortably; but he had hardly sat down on the sofa, and taken the cup in his hand, before a dismal childish wail was heard from above, and at once he started up, so hastily as to cough violently. Captain Charteris, breaking off a conversation, came rapidly across the room just as he was moving to the door. "You"re not going to those imps--"

Owen moved his head, and stepped forward.

"I"ll settle them."

Renewed cries met his ears. "No--a strange place--" he said. "I must--"

He put his brother-in-law back with his hand, and was gone. The captain could not contain his vexation, "That"s the way those brats serve him every night!" he exclaimed; "they will not attempt to go to sleep without him! Why, I"ve found him writing his sermon with the boy wrapped up in blankets in his lap; there"s no sense in it."

After about ten minutes, during which Mr. Sandbrook did not reappear, Captain Charteris muttered something about going to see about him, and stayed away a good while. When he came down, he came and sat down by Honora, and said, "He is going to bed, quite done for."

"That must be better for him than talking here."

"Why, what do you think I found? Those intolerable brats would not stop crying unless he told them a story, and there was he with his voice quite gone, coughing every two minutes, and romancing on with some allegory about children marching on their little paths, and playing on their little fiddles. So I told Miss Cilly that if she cared a farthing for her father, she would hold her tongue, and I packed her up, and put her into her nursery. She"ll mind me when she sees I will be minded; and as for little Owen, nothing would satisfy him but his promising not to go away. I saw that chap asleep before I came down, so there"s no fear of the yarn beginning again; but you see what chance there is of his mending while those children are at him day and night."

"Poor things! they little know."

"One does not expect them to know, but one does expect them to show a little rationality. It puts one out of all patience to see him so weak.

If he is encouraged to take them abroad, he may do so, but I wash my hands of him. I won"t be responsible for him--let them go alone!"

Honora saw this was a reproach to her for the favour with which she had regarded the project. She saw that the father"s weakness quite altered the case, and her former vision flashed across her again, but she resolutely put it aside for consideration, and only made the unmeaning answer, "It is very sad and perplexing."