Originally posted on RBKTR Translations.
Author: Yi Zhi Da Yan (一隻大雁).
Translated by: Yujuan.

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With my boyfriend like this, I felt really awkward.

You all know, someone who"s held it in for such a long time will very easily be aroused after getting incited.

I shouldn"t be like this, at least I shouldn"t be like this in front of my boyfriend who has a physical defect, this will provoke his frail little gla.s.s heart, he will become incredibly depressed,  even suffering a major blow, he"ll feel inferior, from then on never being able to rise again.

Boyfriend: Just what are you filling up your head with this time?

Me: I"m not… 

How can I tell him the truth!

If I tell him the truth he"ll become even more depressed!

Boyfriend: Very good, you"re not impotent.

Of course I"m not!!!

What do you mean by that! I"ll get angry!

My boyfriend then said: Do you think there"s something wrong with me?

You don"t have a problem?!

My boyfriend smiled coldly: You actually think I have a problem.

What should I do I feel like my boyfriend is acting really odd today, could it be that he ate something strange this morning? Wasn"t he the gentle, cute, all-forgiving perfect boyfriend just yesterday?

…Wait a minute.

Something seems to be up.

The s.p.a.ce within the car was incredibly narrow, and my boyfriend was pushing me down like that, just about his entire body pressing against mine.

He seems… to have also… become aroused…

So my boyfriend… is not impotent… he"s not frigid either… 

What the f.u.c.k.

Was that all just a misunderstanding before this? Thinking about it carefully my boyfriend never said he had a problem… Nor did he ever say that the person here to see the doctor today was him… 

This is really f.u.c.king awkward.

Don"t disturb me, I want to calm down for a bit, let me calm down by myself.