Originally posted on RBKTR Translations.
Author: Yi Zhi Da Yan (一隻大雁).
Translated by: Yujuan.

11.

I kept on thinking throughout dinner.

He probably has a mental impediment due to his physical impediment, so to bring it under permanent control we should go to the hospital after all.

But when I was also careful of his conflicting mind on hospitals, and directly mentioning it to him would hurt his frail heart. After tangling with it for a long while, I hesitantly told him: How about we visit the clinic to take a look.

He looked really shocked.

I was a little scared.

Did I say something I shouldn"t have?

I hurriedly changed my wording: It"s fine if we don"t go.

He suddenly gripped my hand with great agitation, telling me that we had to go.

We finished discussing the specific time of when we were to visit the clinic, saying that we"d wait after this short period of time while I was busy to go to the clinic together.

But I still felt that there was something a little weird about this, my heart a little panicky, but I couldn"t figure out what had gone wrong.

I must be just letting my imagination run wild, all will be fine once we visit the hospital.