Originally posted on RBKTR Translations.
Author: Yi Zhi Da Yan (一隻大雁).
Translated by: Yujuan.

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After choosing the clinic, how do I persuade him to get a check-up.

We"ve never directly spoken about this before. If someone asks me a question like this, it"ll probably hurt my self-esteem, so I"m scared he"ll become unhappy.

Tell him it"s an ordinary check-up?

I wouldn"t believe it myself either.

Honestly speaking, I still like him a lot, and I"m scared he"ll break up with me because of this problem.

If he really has a defect, the medical studies at this age are really developed. We"ll go see a doctor if there"s a problem, and even if it isn"t cured I won"t turn my back on him, since some rubber-manufactured products are really developed as well. I just think that he can"t hide this for the rest of his life, I want to know the truth, that"s all, him keeping me in the dark like this really makes me uncomfortable.

Even after saying this much, I still don"t know how to talk to him about this matter.

Do you guys think that if I go straight to him and ask him if he"s impotent, will he just simply beat me to death?