"Louisianny," he answered, "I cayn"t think of nothin"--thet"s partic"lar."

She slipped down on her knee and threw herself on his breast, clinging to him with all her young strength.

"Are _you_ nothing?" she cried. "Is all your love nothing? Are all your beautiful, good thoughts for my happiness "nothing"? Is your loneliness nothing? Shall I leave you here to live by yourself in the new home which is strange to you--after you have given up the old one you knew and loved for me? Oh! what has made you think I have no heart, and no soul, and nothing to be grateful with? Have I ever been bad and cruel and hard to you that you can think it?"

She poured forth her love and grief and tender reproach on his breast with such innocent fervor that he could scarcely bear it. His eyes were wet too, and his furrowed, sunburnt cheeks, and his breath came short and fast while he held her close in his arms.

"Honey," he said, just as he had often spoken to her when she had been a little child, "Louisianny, honey, no! No, never! I never hed a thought agin ye, not in my bottermost heart. Did ye think it? Lord, no! Thar aint nothin" ye"ve never done in yer life that was meant to hurt or go agin me. Ye never did go agin me. Ye aint like me, honey; ye"re kinder finer. Ye was borned so. I seed it when ye was in yer cradle. I"ve said it to Ianthy (an" sence ye"re growed up I"ve said it more). Thar"s things ye"d oughter hev thet"s diff"rent from what most of us wants--it"s through you a-bein" so much finer. Ye mustn"t be so tender-hearted, honey, ye mustn"t."

She clung more closely to him and cried afresh, though more softly.

"Nothing shall take me away from you," she said, "ever again. I went away once, and it would have been better if I had stayed at home. The people did not want me. They meant to be good to me, and they liked me, but--they hurt me without knowing it, and it would have been better if I had stayed here. _You_ don"t make me feel ashamed, and sad, and bitter. _You_ love me just as I am, and you would love me if I knew even less, and was more simple. Let me stay with you! Let us stay together always--always--always!"

He let her cry her fill, holding her pretty head tenderly and soothing her as best he could. Somehow he looked a little brighter himself, and not quite so pale as he had done when she found him sitting alone trying to do the new house "jestice."

When at length they went in to supper it was almost dusk, and he had his arm still around her. He did not let her go until they sat down at the table, and then she brought her chair quite close to his, and while he ate looked at him often with her soft, wet eyes.

CHAPTER XIV.

CONFESSIONS.

They had a long, quiet evening together afterward. They sat before the fire, and Louisiana drew her low seat near him so that she could rest her head upon his knee.

"It"s almost like old times," she said. "Let us pretend I never went away and that everything is as it used to be."

"Would ye like it to be thataway, Louisianny?" he asked.

She was going to say "Yes," but she remembered the changes he had made to please her, and she turned her face and kissed the hand her cheek rested against.

"You mustn"t fancy I don"t think the new house is beautiful," she said.

"It isn"t that I mean. What I would like to bring back is--is the feeling I used to have. That is all--nothing but the old feeling. And people can"t always have the same feelings, can they? Things change so as we get older."

He looked at the crackling fire very hard for a minute.

"Thet"s so," he said. "Thet"s so. Things changes in gin"ral, an"

feelin"s, now, they"re cur"us. Thar"s things as kin be altered an"

things as cayn"t--an" feelin"s they cayn"t. They"re cur"us. Ef ye hurt "em, now, thar"s money; it aint nowhar--it don"t do no good. Thar aint nothin" ye kin buy as "ll set "em straight. Ef--fer instants--money could buy back them feelin"s of yourn--them as ye"d like to hev back--how ready an" willin" I"d be to trade fer" em! Lord!

how ready an" willin"! But it wont do it. Thar"s whar it is. When they"re gone a body hez to larn to git along without "em."

And they sat silent again for some time, listening to the snapping of the dry wood burning in the great fire-place.

When they spoke next it was of a different subject.

"Ef ye aint a-goin" to Europe--" the old man began.

"And I"m not, father," Louisiana put in.

"Ef ye aint, we must set to work fixin" up right away. This mornin" I was a-layin" out to myself to let it stay tell ye come back an" then hev it all ready fer ye--cheers an" tables--an" sophias--an"

merrors--an"--ile paintin"s. I laid out to do it slow, Louisianny, and take time, an" steddy a heap, an" to take advice from them es knows, afore I traded ary time. I "lowed it"d be a heap better to take advice from them es knowed. Brown, es owns the Springs, I "lowed to hev asked him, now,--he"s used to furnishin" up an" knows whar to trade an" what to trade fer. The paintin"s, now--I"ve heern it takes a heap o"

experience to pick "em, an" I aint hed no experience. I "low I shouldn"t know a good un when I seen it, Now, them picters as was in the parlor--ye know more than I do, I dessay,--now, them picters," he said, a little uncertainly, "was they to say good, or--or only about middlin"?"

She hesitated a second.

"Mother was fond of them," she broke out, in a burst of simple feeling.

Remembering how she had stood before the simpering, red-cheeked faces and hated them; how she had burned with shame before them, she was stricken with a bitter pang of remorse.

"Mother was fond of them," she said.

"Thet"s so," he answered, simply. "Thet"s so, she was; an" you a-bein"

so soft-hearted an" tender makes it sorter go agin ye to give in as they wasn"t--what she took "em fer. But ye see, thet--though it"s nat"ral--it"s nat"ral--don"t make "em good or bad, Louisianny, an"

Lord! it don"t harm _her_. "Taint what folks knows or what they don"t know thet makes the good in "em. Ianthy she warn"t to say "complished, but I don"t see how she could hev ben no better than she was--nor more calculated to wear well--in the p"int o" religion. Not hevin"

experience in ile paintin"s aint what"d hurt her, nor make us think no less of her. It wouldn"t hev hurt her when she was livin", an" Lord!

she"s past it now--she"s past it, Ianthy is."

He talked a good deal about his plans and of the things he meant to buy. He was quite eager in his questioning of her and showed such lavishness as went to her heart.

"I want to leave ye well fixed," he said.

"Leave me?" she echoed.

He made a hurried effort to soften the words.

"I"d oughtn"t to said it," he said. "It was kinder keerless. Thet thar--it"s a long way off--mebbe--an" I"d oughtn"t to hev said it.

It"s a way old folks hev--but it"s a bad way. Things git to seem sorter near to "em--an" ordinary."

The whole day had been to Louisiana a slow approach to a climax.

Sometimes when her father talked she could scarcely bear to look at his face as the firelight shone on it.

So, when she had bidden him good-night at last and walked to the door leaving him standing upon the hearth watching her as she moved away, she turned round suddenly and faced him again, with her hand upon the latch.

"Father," she cried, "I want to tell you--I want to tell you----"

"What?" he said. "What, Louisianny?"

She put her hand to her side and leaned against the door--a slender, piteous figure.

"Don"t look at me kindly," she said. "I don"t deserve it. I deserve nothing. I have been ashamed----"

He stopped her, putting up his shaking hand and turning pale.

"Don"t say nothin" as ye"ll be sorry fer when ye feel better, Louisianny," he said. "Don"t git carried away by yer feelin"s into sayin" nothin" es is hard on yerself. Don"t ye do it, Louisianny.

Thar aint no need fer it, honey. Yer kinder wrought up, now, an" ye cayn"t do yerself jestice."

But she would not be restrained.