"Charlotte! going to walk? I wish you"d let the baby go too. Well, she doesn"t hear!"

I will not a.s.sert that Sharley did not hear. To be frank, she was rather tired of that baby.

There was a foot-path through the brown and golden gra.s.s, and Sharley ran over it, under the maple, which was dropping yellow leaves, and down to the knot of trees which lined the farther walls. There was a nook here--she knew just where--into which one might creep, tangled in with the low-hanging green of apple and spruce, and wound about with grape-vines. Stooping down, careful not to catch that barbe upon the brambles, and careful not to soil so much as a sprig of the clean light calico, Sharley hid herself in the shadow. She could see unseen now the great puffs of purple smoke, the burning line of sandy bank, the station, and the uphill road to the village. Oddly enough, some old Scripture words--Sharley was not much in the habit of quoting Scripture--came into her thoughts just as she had curled herself comfortably up beside the wall, her watching face against the grape-leaves: "But what went ye out for to see?" "What went ye out for to see?" She went on, dreamily finishing, "A prophet? Yea, I say unto you, and more than a prophet," and stopped, scarlet. What had prophets to do with her old friend Halcombe Dike?

Ah, but he was coming! he was coming! To Sharley"s eyes the laboring, crazy locomotive which puffed him asthmatically up to the little depot was a benevolent dragon,--if there were such things as benevolent dragons,--very horrible, and she was very much afraid of it; but very gracious, and she should like to go out and pat it on the shoulder.

The train slackened, jarred, and stopped. An old woman with thirteen bundles climbed out laboriously. Two small boys turned somersaults from the platform. Sharley strained her wistful eyes till they ached. There was n.o.body else. Sharley was very young, and very much disappointed, and she cried. The glory had died from the skies. The world had gone out.

She was sitting there all in a heap, her face in her hands, and her heart in her foolish eyes, when a step sounded near, and a voice humming an old army song. She knew it; he had taught it to her himself. She knew the step; for she had long ago trained her slippered feet to keep pace with it. He had stepped from the wrong side of the car, perhaps, or her eager eyes had missed him; at any rate here he was,--a young man, with honest eyes, and mouth a little grave; a very plainly dressed young man,--his coat was not as new as Sharley"s calico,--but a young man with a good step of his own,--strong, elastic,--and a nervous hand.

He pa.s.sed, humming his army song, and never knew how the world lighted up again within a foot of him. He pa.s.sed so near that Sharley by stretching out her hand could have touched him,--so near that she could hear the breath he drew. He was thinking to himself, perhaps, that no one had come from home to meet him, and he had been long away; but then, it was not his mother"s fashion of welcome, and quickening his pace at the thought of her, he left the tangle of green behind, and the little wet face crushed breathless up against the grape-leaves, and was out of sight and knew nothing.

Sharley sprang up and bounded home. Her mother opened her languid eyes wide when the child came in.

"Dear me, Charlotte, how you do go chirping and hopping round, and me with this great baby and my sick-headache! _I_ can"t chirp and hop. You look as if somebody"d set you on fire! What"s the matter with you, child?"

What was the matter, indeed! Sharley, in a little spasm of penitence,--one can afford to be penitent when one is happy,--took the baby and went away to think about it. Surely he would come to see her to-night; he did not often come home without seeing Sharley; and he had been long away. At any rate he was here; in this very Green Valley where the days had dragged so drearily without him; his eyes saw the same sky that hers saw; his breath drank the same sweet evening wind; his feet trod the roads that she had trodden yesterday, and would tread again to-morrow. But I will not tell them any more of this,--shall I, Sharley?

She threw her head back and looked up, as she walked to and fro through the yard with the heavy baby fretting on her shoulder. The skies were aflame now, for the sun was dropping slowly. "He is here!" they said. A belated robin took up the word: "He is here!" The yellow maple glittered all over with it: "Sharley, he is here!"

"The b.u.t.ter is here," called her mother relevantly from the house. "The b.u.t.ter is here now, and it"s time to see about supper, Charlotte."

"More calico!" said impatient Sharley, and she gave the baby a jerk.

Whether he came or whether he did not come, there was no more time for Sharley to dream that night. In fact, there seldom was any time to dream in Mrs. Guest"s household. Mrs. Guest believed in keeping people busy.

She was busy enough herself when her head did not ache. When it did, it was the least she could do to see that other people were busy.

So Sharley had the table to set, and the biscuit to bake, and the tea to make, and the pears to pick over; she must run upstairs to bring her mother a handkerchief; she must hurry for her father"s clothes-brush when he came in tired, and not so good-humored as he might be, from his store; she must stop to rebuild the baby"s block-house, that Moppet had kicked over, and snap Moppet"s dirty, dimpled fingers for kicking it over, and endure the shriek that Moppet set up therefor. She must suggest to Methuselah that he could find, perhaps, a more suitable book-mark for Robinson Crusoe than his piece of bread and mola.s.ses, and intimate doubts as to the propriety of Nate"s standing on the table-cloth and sitting on the toast-rack. And then Moppet was at that baby again, dropping very cold pennies down his neck. They must be made presentable for supper, too, Moppet and Nate and Methuselah,--Methuselah, Nate, and Moppet; brushed and washed and dusted and coaxed and scolded and borne with. There was no end to it. Would there ever be any end to it? Sharley sometimes asked of her weary thoughts. Sharley"s life, like the lives of most girls at her age, was one great unanswered question.

It grew tiresome occasionally, as monologues are apt to do.

"I"m going to holler to-night," announced Moppet at supper, pausing in the midst of his berry-cake, by way of diversion, to lift the cat up by her tail. "I"m going to holler awful, and make you sit up and tell me about that little boy that ate the giant, and Cinderella,--how she lived in the stove-pipe,--and that man that builded his house out of a bungle of straws: and--well, there"s some more, but I don"t remember "em just now, you know."

"O Moppet!"

"I am," glared Moppet over his mug. "You made me put on a clean collar.

You see if I don"t holler an" holler an" holler an" keep-a-hollerin"!"

Sharley"s heart sank; but she patiently cleared away her dishes, mixed her mother"s ipecac, read her father his paper, went upstairs with the children, treated Moppet with respect as to his b.u.t.tons and boot-lacing, and tremblingly bided her time.

"Well," condescended that young gentleman, before his prayers were over, "I b"lieve--give us our debts--I"ll keep that hollerin"--forever "n ever--Namen--till to-morrow night. I ain"t a--bit--sleepy, but--" And n.o.body heard anything more from Moppet.

The coast was clear now, and happy Sharley, with bright cheeks, took her little fall hat that she was tr.i.m.m.i.n.g, and sat down on the front doorsteps; sat there to wait and watch, and hope and dream and flutter, and sat in vain. Twilight crept up the path, up to her feet, folded her in; the warm color of her plaided ribbons faded away under her eyes, and dropped from her listless fingers; with them had faded her bit of a hope for that night; Hal always came before dark.

"Who cares?" said Sharley, with a toss of her soft, brown head. Somebody did care nevertheless. Somebody winked hard as she went upstairs.

However, she could light a lamp and finish her hat. That was one comfort. It always _is_ a comfort to finish one"s hat. Girls have forgotten graver troubles than Sharley"s in the excitement of hurried Sat.u.r.day-night millinery.

A bonnet is a picture in its way, and grows up under one"s fingers with a pretty sense of artistic triumph. Besides, there is always the question: Will it be becoming? So Sharley put her lamp on a cricket, and herself on the floor, and began to sing over her work. A pretty sight it was,--the low, dark room with the heavy shadows in its corners; all the light and color drawn to a focus in the middle of it; Sharley, with her head bent--bits of silk like broken rainbows tossed about her--and that little musing smile, considering gravely, Should the white squares of the plaid turn outward? and where should she put the coral? and would it be becoming after all? A pretty, girlish sight, and you may laugh at it if you choose; but there was a prettier woman"s tenderness underlying it, just as a strain of fine, coy sadness will wind through a mazourka or a waltz. For who would see the poor little hat to-morrow at church?

and would he like it? and when he came to-morrow night,--for of course he would come to-morrow night,--would he tell her so?

When everybody else was in bed and the house still, Sharley locked her door, furtively stole to the bureau-gla.s.s, shyly tied on that hat, and more shyly peeped in. A flutter of October colors and two great brown eyes looked back at her encouragingly.

"I should like to be pretty," said Sharley, and asked the next minute to be forgiven for the vanity. "At any rate," by way of modification, "I should like to be pretty to-morrow."

She prayed for Halcombe Dike when she kneeled, with her face hidden in her white bed, to say "Our Father." I believe she had prayed for him now every night for a year. Not that there was any need of it, she reasoned, for was he not a great deal better than she could ever be? Far above her; oh, as far above her as the shining of the stars was above the shining of the maple-tree; but perhaps if she prayed very hard they would give one extra, beautiful angel charge over him. Then, was it not quite right to pray for one"s old friends? Besides--besides, they had a pleasant sound, those two words: "_Our_ Father."

"I will be good to-morrow," said Sharley, dropping into sleep.

"Mother"s head will ache, and I can go to church. I will listen to the minister, and I won"t plan out my winter dresses in prayer-time. I won"t be cross to Moppet, nor shake Methuselah. I will be good. Hal will help me to be good. I shall see him in the morning,--in the morning."

Sharley"s self-knowledge, like the rest of her, was in the bud yet.

Her Sun-day, her one warm, shining day, opened all in a glow. She danced down stairs at ten o"clock in the new hat, in a haze of merry colors.

She had got breakfast and milked one cow and dressed four boys that morning, and she felt as if she had earned the right to dance in a haze of anything. The sunlight quivered in through the blinds. The leaves of the yellow maple drifted by on the fresh, strong wind. The church-bells rang out like gold. All the world was happy.

"Charlotte!" Her mother bustled out of the "keeping-room" with her hat on. "I"ve changed my mind, Sharley, and feel so much better I believe I will go to church. I"ll take Methuselah, but Nate and Moppet had better stay at home with the baby. The last time I took Moppet he fired three hymn-books at old Mrs. Perkins,--right into the crown of her bonnet, and in the long prayer, too. That child will be the death of me some day. I guess you"ll get along with him, and the baby isn"t quite as cross as he was yesterday. You"d just as lief go in the afternoon, I suppose? Pin my shawl on the shoulder, please."

But Sharley, half-way down the stairs, stood still. She was no saint, this disappointed little girl. Her face, in the new fall hat, flushed angrily and her hands dropped.

"O mother! I did want to go! You"re always keeping me at home for something. I did _want_ to go!"--and rushed up stairs noisily, like a child, and slammed her door.

"Dear me!" said her mother, putting on her spectacles to look after her,--"dear me! what a temper! I"m sure I don"t see what difference it makes to her which half of the day she goes. Last Sunday she must go in the afternoon, and wouldn"t hear of anything else. Well, there"s no accounting for girls! Come, Methuselah."

_Is_ there not any "accounting for girls," my dear madam? What is the matter with those mothers, that they cannot see? Just as if it never made any difference to them which half of the day they went to church!

Well, well! we are doing it, all of us, as fast as we can,--going the way of all the earth, digging little graves for our young sympathies, one by one, covering them up close. It grows so long since golden mornings and pretty new bonnets and the sweet consciousness of watching eyes bounded life for us! We have dreamed our dreams; we have learned the long lesson of our days; we are stepping on into the shadows. Our eyes see that ye see not; our ears hear that which ye have not considered. We read your melodious story through, but we have read other stories since, and only its _haec fabula docet_ remains very fresh. You will be as obtuse as we are some day, young things! It is not neglect; it is not disapproval,--we simply forget. But from such forgetfulness may the good Lord graciously deliver us, one and all!

There! I fancy that I have made for Mrs. Guest--sitting meantime in her cushioned pew (directly behind Halcombe Dike), and comfortably looking over the "Watts and Select" with Methuselah--a better defence than ever she could have made for herself. Between you and me, girls,--though you need not tell your mother,--I think it is better than she deserves.

Sharley, upstairs, had slammed her door and locked it, and was pacing hotly back and forth across her room. Poor Sharley! Sun and moon and stars were darkened; the clouds had returned after the rain. She tore off the new hat and Sunday things savagely; put on her old chocolate-colored morning-dress, with a grim satisfaction in making herself as ugly as possible; pulled down the ribboned chignon which she had braided, singing, half an hour ago (her own, that chignon); screwed her hair under a net into the most unbecoming little pug of which it was capable, and went drearily down stairs. Nate, enacting the cheerful drama of "Jeff Davis on a sour apple-tree," hung from the bal.u.s.ters, purple, gasping, tied to the verge of strangulation by the energetic Moppet. The baby was calmly sitting in the squash-pies.

Halcombe Dike, coming home from church that morning a little in advance of the crowd, saw a "Pre-raphaelite" in the doorway of Mr. Guest"s barn, and quietly unlatching the gate came nearer to examine it. It was worth examining. There was a ground of great shadows and billowy hay; a pile of crimson apples struck out by the light through a crack; two children and a kitten asleep together in a sunbeam; a girl on the floor with a baby crawling over her; a girl in a chocolate-colored dress with yellow leaves in her hair,--her hair upon her shoulders, and her eyelashes wet.

"Well, Sharley!"

She looked up to see him standing there with his grave, amused smile.

Her first thought was to jump and run; her second, to stand fire.

"Well, Mr. Halcombe! Moppet"s stuck yellow leaves all over me; my hair"s down; I"ve got on a horrid old morning-dress; look pretty to see company, don"t I?"

"Very, Sharley."

"Besides," said Sharley, "I"ve been crying, and my eyes are red."

"So I see."

"No, you don"t, for I"m not looking at you."

"But I am looking at you."