Chapter 17

A harsh pain ripped through my body

I clenched my lips ,my body stiffened in response and I tried to swallow the scream that automatically emerged in my throat.

Tears fell from the corner of my eyes.

Ye Zhengchen was stunned and looked at me incredulously.

Perhaps he had thought that even though I was a good girl, I would have had boyfriends in the past. He had probably never come across a twenty three year old woman who was still a virgin.

“ Don’t worry, I won’t demand you to marry me or something”. I was a bit angry, and my tone was cold,” I am willing to..”

But only after a few miliseconds of stunned inactivity, Ye Zhengchen seemed to be brought back to life again; as if he had made an important decision

With a long sigh, he wiped my tears, then caressed my forehead, lovingly smoothing out the bangs on my forehead.

“ Is it too painful?”

His tenderness melted my anger, especially when our bodies were so close

In a softer tone I said, “ No”

“ Do you want to continue?”

After this step, he was asking me if I wanted to continue! I was almost angry again (miumiu : ha ha . I love her reaction!)

“ I mean, do you want to move somewhere more comfortable?’

I shook my head

I liked it here. The heavy rain like silk curtains, the flowers strewn in the air, the confined s.p.a.ce, this was a good place to explore our pa.s.sions..

“ Relax, give me your hand”, he whispered

I put my hand in his palm , let him hold me as he adjusted my position. Then he slowed his rhythm , slowly in and slowly out. He continued in this manner till I adjusted to his rhythm and my body relaxed

No wonder people said that love making was so beautiful. In particular, if he knew you more than you did yourself.

Five minutes later, he asked again, “ What is it?”

It was no longer painful, but what I was feeling was something even more unbearable than the pain.

After a while, he asked me , ” Is it too much?”

Yes it was too much, too much for my heart not to soften further

Then again, ” too fast?”

Yes too fast, I liked it that way

” Do you like this position?”

When he asked me this question, he was lying on the seat, with me on top.

I shook my head shyly

He leaned towards me , enjoying my embarra.s.sed expression, ” I like it”

“…”

” You know, you look so beautiful now!”

I closed my eyes. A tide surged in my body, overwhelming me .Wave after wave of pa.s.sion engulfed me.

I  lost all sense of time.

” Do you know what the next verse is, after ‘ dressed in water, what does the water want ?” ( miumiu : this is what YZ had said to BB the first time in the car. Its a reference to some poem describing a beauty in wet clothes in graphic detail)

” The silken pa.s.sions of Ren Jun You” (miumiu : RJY is the poet)

Next sentence? There was a next sentence?

This man was the most shameless person in the world.

But this was the man I liked!