The next morning, when Sha Jun came to Su Yutan again to chat, his eyes were a little red.

He said, “Last night, I dreamed about my sister. I dreamed about our childhood… and dreamed of her asking me the reason why I killed her.”

Su Yutan did her part in the conversation and asked, “How did you answer her?”

Sha Jun exhaled very slowly, “I"ve said that I"m just ending her pain and the pain she has brought to others.”

Su Yutan continued to chat, “What was her reaction?”

“She crouched on the ground and cried, very sadly for a long time. Then she asked me that she just loved one person, what was wrong in that?” Sha Jun looked at Su Yutan and asked her, “What do you think about this problem? How should I answer?”

Su Yutan sighed, “There is nothing wrong with loving someone, but she loved him in the wrong way.”

Sha Jun shook his head, “I didn"t answer her like that. I said, we are all evil spirits crawling out of h.e.l.l, those who will only ask others for their lives, we will not love others. She had delusions to pursue human love while being an evil spirit. Humans could only love humans, how could they love a demon?”

Su Yutan was silent, and for a moment did not know how to react.

He sat on the couch with his head down, and murmured with a clear expression, “I was wrong too. I am obviously a wicked ghost, but I wanted to pretend to be a man who maintains justice…”

Su Yutan looked at him with anxiety.

She felt that since Sha Jun reported the three “good news” to her, his whole temperament changed.

The former Sha Jun felt contradictory to her, but he still had vitality and fighting spirit. After Cui Linlin"s death, he seemed to have lost that vitality and fighting spirit, and he was abnormally lost.

Dreams are often a reflection of one"s spiritual world. Sha Jun had that kind of dream, and he would say that kind of thing in the dream because he already had that kind of thought.

It seems that the killing of his sister dealt a heavy blow to him, although that was his own choice.

Su Yutan wondered in her heart, what should I do in this case? Should I encourage Sha Jun and don"t let him be so sad?

She didn"t care about Sha Jun, but was afraid that he couldn"t think and pulled her and Dove together.

“Do you know why I became a serial killer?” Sha Jun asked her.

Su Yutan replied, “Because you want to purify the global environment?”

This was what Sha Jun himself said. He said the sc.u.m exhaled the stench.

Sha Jun nodded, “Yes! My mother told me a lot about the earth when she was young. In her description, the earth is like heaven. There are not so many killings, not so many injuries, the social system is perfect, and the civilization is very high."

“For many years, I survived every day relying on all kinds of beautiful fantasies about earth. I wanted to come to earth and see what it looks like, so I will die willingly."

“But when I came to Earth, I found that there are a lot of sc.u.m here. It"s not as good as I thought. So I thought, if I cleaned up these sc.u.m, will this planet be a little cleaner?”

Su Yutan did not speak, she was pondering Sha Jun"s mental state.

She felt that Sha Jun seemed to be at a critical point and had to pull him in the direction of positive sunlight, lest he really couldn"t think and pulled her to death with little Dove.

Sha Jun also said, “But recently, I"m a bit tired. The sc.u.ms can"t be killed. Because of selfishness, greed, jealousy, vanity… these weaknesses in human nature will never disappear."

Su Yutan enlightened him, “These weaknesses will certainly not disappear, but the good points in human nature will also not disappear.”

Sha Jun looked at her with deep eyes, no words and no expression.

Su Yutan continued, “Like me. For an extremely remote opportunity, I sat desperately into the flying saucer to rescue the little Dove… didn"t it touch you?”

Sha Jun nodded and said abnormally, “Your choice did not disappoint me.”

Su Yutan quietly breathed a sigh of relief. “If you pay too much attention to the weaknesses of human nature, you will feel that everyone is abominable; if you pay more attention to the good points of human nature, you will find that the world is actually beautiful.

“Like what? What good things the humans do that you see?”

Su Yutan racked her brain and started to give examples.

For example, her adoptive mother not only did her best to treat her, but also adopted her, loved her, took care of her, and helped her solve all kinds of problems and troubles while she was growing up. She never asked for anything in return.

Brother Lu, for example, had taken care of her and his patients all these years. For so many years, he has been so busy that he had no time to make a girlfriend.

Another example would be Chen Ruoshui, who was madly obsessed with Yue Yueming, but willingly stood in front of a spare tire, and also made an idea and pulled the red line to help Yue Yueming pursue his sweetheart without return.

Avril was also respectable. Before Cui Linlin escaped from prison, she wanted to accept Arnold sincerely.

However, this example of Avril Lavigne may stimulate Sha Jun"s emotions, so she did not mention them.

After giving the example around her, seeing Sha Jun"s indifferent look, she added, “Like your mother. Your father treated her like that, but she never blamed you, right?”

Sha Jun"s eyes flickered a little, a little moist in his eyes, and he nodded very lightly.

Su Yutan also said, “When she fled, she brought you, too, not only with you, but also with your sister. Your sister is not related to her, moreover she was the daughter of someone she hated, but she does not leave her, right? “

Sha Jun said quietly, “I sometimes think that she took us, maybe because… just because she was afraid that we will tell father about her escape.”

Su Yutan shook her head, “If she was just afraid of you telling others, then when she fled, couldn"t she just keep you in the cage where she lived before?”

Sha Jun did not refute her anymore.

Su Yutan sighed slightly, “She took you sincerely. She was about to take you out of the misty star field and start a new life on earth. If she succeeded… you will be living a completely different life.”

Sha Jun wiped a bit of tears from the corner of his eyes and weakly hooked his lips. “It"s a pity that she failed! My sister and I, after all, can only grow up in the misty star domain, where we slowly turned cruel and vicious with hatred. I can"t be like you… in the end, I didn"t have the opportunity to rebuild my life."

“That"s about… destiny.”

His tone was so sentimental that Su Yutan was a little depressed.

She cheered him up and said, “It"s not too late to start rebuilding your life now!”

Sha Jun smiled ironically, “How do I rebuild my life? I can"t control my desire to kill, I can"t control my jealousy towards w.a.n.gchuan."

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