Valek snorted with amus.e.m.e.nt. "I see." He gestured toward the tray. "Sorry your dinner is cold. I was detained."

Automatically testing for poisons, I took a couple of small spoonfuls. I glanced at Valek to see if he was offended by the gesture. He was not. His face still held an amused expression. Between bites, I asked Valek if anyone else had a key to his suite.

"Just the Commander and Margg. Will that help you sleep better?"

Ignoring his question, I asked, "Is Margg your personal housekeeper?"

"Mine and the Commander"s. We wanted someone we could trust. Someone instantly recognizable. She was with us before the takeover, so her loyalty is beyond doubt." Valek sat at his writing desk, but turned his chair to face me. "Remember when you were in the war room?"

Confused by the change in subject, I nodded.

"There were three Generals in the room. Brazell, you knew, but can you identify the other two?"

"Tesso and Hazal," I answered, proud that I had remembered.

"Can you describe them? Hair color? Eyes?"

I hesitated as I thought back. They had worn Generals" uniforms, and they had been eating lunch. I shook my head. "I think General Tesso had a beard."

"You identified them by their uniforms and didn"t look at their faces. Correct?"

"Yes."

"That"s what I thought. That"s the problem with the uniform requirement. It makes a person lazy. A guard will see a housekeeping uniform and just a.s.sume that person belongs in the castle. It"s too easy for someone to sneak about, which is why I keep the Commander surrounded at all times by loyal people. And why Margg is the only housekeeper permitted to clean the Commander"s and my suites and offices."

Valek"s tone made me feel as if I had been transported to a cla.s.sroom. "Why not dismiss all the servants in the castle and use your own people?"

"Soldiers make up the majority of our army. Civilians who joined prior to the takeover were made advisers or given other prominent positions. Some of the King"s servants were already on our payroll, and the others we paid double what they earned working for the King. Well-paid servants are happy servants."

"Does the entire castle"s staff get paid?"

"Yes."

"Including the food taster?"

"No."

"Why not?" I hadn"t even thought about receiving wages until Valek mentioned it.

"The food taster is paid in advance. How much is your life worth?"

10.

NOT EXPECTING AN ANSWER, Valek swiveled back to his desk.

Ah, well, he had a point. I finished the cold food. When I set the tray aside to go to my room, Valek turned back to me.

"What would you buy with the money?"

A list rushed from my mouth, surprising even me. "A hair brush, nightclothes, and I"d spend some at the festival."

I wanted nightclothes because I was tired of sleeping in my uniform. I didn"t dare sleep in my undergarments for fear I"d have to run for my life in the middle of the night. And the annual fire festival was approaching. It was sort of an anniversary for me. It had been during the previous fire festival that I had killed Reyad.

Although the Commander outlawed all forms of public religion, he encouraged the festivals as a form of boosting morale. Only two annual festivals were permitted.

I had been in the dungeon during the last ice festival, missing the indoor event where artists and craftsmen displayed their work. The ice festival was always held during the cold season when there was nothing to do but huddle by the fire and make crafts. It was a local event with each town hosting its own festival.

The fire festival was a ma.s.sive carnival that traveled from town to town during the hot season. The festival began in the far north, where the warm weather lasted a few short weeks, and then wound its way south.

Traditionally, additional performances and contests were scheduled for the weeklong celebration at the castle in the middle of the hot season, and I was hoping I might be permitted to attend. Valek had indicated to me that he would be teaching me additional tasting techniques in the afternoons, but the rest of the time between meals had, so far, been mine.

I had always loved going to the fire festival. Brazell had given the children in his orphanage a small allowance so we could go each year. It had been the most antic.i.p.ated event at Brazell"s manor house. We would practice all year to qualify for the various contests, and save every penny possible for the entry fee.

Valek"s practical voice interrupted my thoughts. "You can get some nightclothes from the seamstress, Dilana. She should have included them with your uniforms. As to the rest, you"ll have to make do with what you can find."

Valek"s words brought home the realities of my life; meaning fire festivals were not included. I might get a chance to see the festival, but I wouldn"t be able to sample the spicy chicken steaks or taste the wine.

Sighing, I picked up my journal and went into my room. A dry, warm breeze caressed my face. I cleaned the rest of the dust, but I only wiped away half of Margg"s message. She had been right in a way. The noose did wait for me. A normal life was not in my future. Her message would serve as a reminder to me to not get too comfortable.

I was either going to screw up and be replaced as the food taster, or I was going to foil an a.s.sa.s.sination attempt with my own death. I might not technically die from a broken neck, but the haunting image of an empty noose would always plague me.

The next morning I hovered outside Dilana"s workroom. She sat in a small patch of sunlight, humming and sewing. Her golden curls gleamed. Unwilling to disturb her, I turned to go.

"Yelena?" she called.

I stepped back into view.

"My goodness, girl, just come in. You"re always welcome." Dilana put her sewing down, and patted the chair next to her. When I joined her in the sunlight, she exclaimed, "You"re as thin as my finest thread. Sit. Sit. Let me get you something to eat."

My protests didn"t stop her from bringing me a large slice of b.u.t.tered bread.

"My Rand sends me a steaming loaf of honey bread every morning." Her light brown eyes glowed with affection.

I knew she would stand over me until I took a bite. Not wanting to hurt her feelings, I suppressed my desire to taste the bread for poisons. Only when my mouth was full was she satisfied.

"How can I help you?" she asked.

Between bites, I asked about nightclothes.

"My goodness! How could I have forgotten? You poor dear." She bustled around the room, a.s.sembling quite a collection.

"Dilana," I said to stop her. "I only need a few things."

"Why didn"t you come sooner? Margg should have said something to me." Dilana was genuinely upset.

"Margg," I began, then quit. I wasn"t sure how Dilana felt about her.

"Margg"s a mean old grump, a spiteful hag and an overgrown bully," Dilana declared.

I blinked at her in surprise.

"She instantly dislikes anyone new, and she"s basically a plague on the rest of us."

"But she was nice to you."

"She hounded me for weeks after I first arrived. Then I snuck into her wardrobe and tightened all her skirts. It took her two weeks of physical discomfort to figure out what was happening." Dilana swooped down next to me, smiling. "Margg can"t sew a st.i.tch, so she had to tuck in her pride and ask for my help. Since then she"s treated me with respect."

Dilana grabbed my hand in hers. "Unfortunately, you"re her new target. But don"t let her get to you. If Margg"s nasty, be nasty right back. When she sees you"re not easy prey, she"ll lose interest."

I had trouble believing that this lovely woman was capable of such underhandedness, but her smile held a glimmer of mischief.

She draped a pile of nightclothes over my arms, and added an array of brightly colored ribbons.

"For the festival, my dear," she said, answering my quizzical look. "To augment your beautiful dark hair."

"Have you found a fugitive for the exercise?" the Commander asked Valek as soon as Valek arrived in his office for lunch.

I was tasting the Commander"s food when Valek once again destroyed my tentative sense of well-being. Granted, I had been working as the official food taster for the last ten days, but my stomach had finally stopped its painful contractions whenever I was near the Commander.

"Yes. I know the perfect person for the job." Valek settled into the chair facing the Commander.

"Who?"

"Yelena."

"What!" Having given up all pretense of minding my own business, my exclamation echoed the Commander"s.

"Explain," the Commander ordered.

Valek smiled at his reaction as though he knew all along what the Commander would say. "My people are trained to avoid capture. a.s.signing one of them wouldn"t be fair to the search party. Therefore, we need a person not skilled in the art of evasion, but who is intelligent enough to bring some challenge to the exercise."

Valek stood to continue his lecture. "The fugitive needs an incentive for a good chase, yet must return to the castle. I can"t use a real prisoner. None of the servants have any imagination. I briefly considered the medic, but she"s needed here in case of emergencies. I was about to a.s.sign one of your soldiers when I thought of Yelena."

Valek gestured toward me. "She"s smart." He counted with his fingers to emphasize his words. "She"ll have an incentive to perform well, and an incentive to return."

"Incentives?" A frown creased the Commander"s face.

"The food taster receives no wages. But for this extra job, and others like it in the future, she can be paid. The longer she evades capture, the higher the payment. As for the incentive to return, that should be obvious."

It was to me. The daily antidote to b.u.t.terfly"s Dust kept me alive. If I didn"t return to the castle by the next morning, they would be searching for a corpse.

"And if I refuse?" I asked Valek.

"I"ll recruit one of the soldiers. But I"ll be disappointed. I thought you would appreciate the challenge."

"Maybe I don"t..."

"Enough." The Commander"s voice was curt. "It"s preposterous, Valek."

"That"s the whole point. A soldier would make predictable moves. She"s an unknown."

"You might outguess our fugitive, but the people I"ve a.s.signed to the exercise aren"t that quick. I"m hoping to find someone who can be trained as your a.s.sistant. I understand what you"re waiting for, but I don"t believe it"ll happen anytime soon. We need someone now." The Commander sighed. It was the most emotion I"d witnessed from him. "Valek, why do you constantly undermine my orders to instruct an a.s.sistant?"

"Because so far I have disagreed with your choices. When the suitable candidate appears, then all efforts to train him will be fully endorsed."

The Commander glanced at the tray in my hands. Taking the food, he ordered me to fetch some hot tea. A thinly disguised ruse to be rid of me while they argued. I was more than happy to oblige.

On my way to the kitchen, I mulled over the possibility of playing fugitive for Valek. My first reaction had been negative; I didn"t need any more problems. But as I contemplated the challenge of eluding searchers, combined with the chance to earn some money, the exercise started to look like an excellent opportunity. By the time I reached the kitchen, I hoped Valek would win. Especially since I would be outside the castle for a day, and any skills I learned from being a fugitive might prove useful in the future.

"Something wrong with lunch?" Rand asked, hurrying toward me, concern pulling the corners of his mouth tight.

"No. Just need some hot tea."

Relief softened his face. I wondered why he was so worried that lunch had been unsatisfactory. An image of a younger Rand rebelling against the Commander by ruining food as a form of sabotage entered my mind. I dismissed the thought. Rand wouldn"t serve inferior food; his ego centered on his edible creations. There must be something else between him and the Commander. Uncertain that our new relationship would survive asking personal, perhaps sensitive, questions, I held my tongue.

I"d known Rand for almost two weeks now, but I still hadn"t figured him out. His moods ran the gamut and changed without notice. Rand liked to talk. He dominated most conversations and asked only a few personal questions. I doubted he really heard my answers before he rambled on again.

"While you"re here," Rand said, pulling a white cake from one of the cooling racks that hung on the wall like shelves, "can you try this? Let me know what you think."

He cut me a slice. Iced with whipped cream, the layers of vanilla cake were separated by a mixture of raspberries and cream.

I tried to mask that my first bite tasted for poison. "Good combination of flavors," I said.

"It"s not perfect, but I can"t pinpoint the problem."

"The cream is a little too sweet," I said, taking another bite. "And the cake is slightly dry."

"I"ll try again. Will you come back tonight?"

"Why?"

"I need an expert opinion. It"s my entry for the fire festival"s baking contest. Are you going?"

"I"m not sure." When I had mentioned the festival the other night, Valek hadn"t said that I couldn"t go.

"A bunch of us from the kitchen are going. You can come with us if you want."

"Thanks. I"ll let you know."

On my way back to the Commander"s office, an unpleasant thought wove its way into my mind. I had been staying close to Valek because Brazell was still in the castle and wasn"t slated to leave until after the festival. If I played fugitive, what would happen if Brazell found out? What if I accidentally encountered him at the festival?