Chapter 1385: I Am Putting in my Personal Feelings

“Are you doubting me?” Bo Yiren frowned and looked at Shen Qianshu. She looked really serious and suspicious of Shen Qianshu.

Shen Qianshu shook her head lightly. “No, I am not doubting you, and you did nothing wrong. I just didn’t expect that he would get out of control. Ms. Bo, you are his psychiatrist. You have taken care of him for many years so well. I have no right to doubt you.”

She had not been around Ye Ling as long as Bo Yiren had. Bo Yiren was also a person of power around the secret guards as she had always been the psychiatrist for Ye Ling. Guards like Zhong Ran and Ah Da respected Bo Yiren a lot.

If Bo Yiren wanted to hurt Ye Ling, she had a lot of opportunities to do so.

Bo Yiren’s vision focused increasingly, and her fingertips slowly restored calmness. She whispered. “Trust me. When something like that happens, it hurts me more than it hurts you.”

“…” Zhong Ran was speechless.

Bo Yiren said, “I’ve searched for ways, hoping that he can be healed. I hope he can live like a normal person. When you say he can control himself on his own will, I am happier than anyone. I should not have used such a radical method. It’s all my fault.”

Ah Da said, “This is not the time to play the blame game. What should we do now?”

Ah Da was not like Zhong Ran, who had been with Ye Ling for so long and had experienced numerous onsets of Ye Ling’s illness. This time, it was too serious. It was more dramatic than the previous one. Ye Ling had no mercy in his actions and was exceptionally fierce.

He… could not recognize a single person.

He might not even recognize Shen Qianshu.

Shen Qianshu said calmly, “I want to enter.”

Tong Hua nodded. His vision was fixed. “Me too. Mommy, should I dress like a princess?”

Daddy had not nagged about the little princess for a long time. Tong Hua did not know if the little princess trick would still work on him, and he still had some doubts. Although they usually insulted each other, he was willing to put on a princess costume for Daddy and Mummy.

He did not want Daddy to be sick. He did not want Daddy to leave them.

“No.” Bo Yiren flatly refused. She looked at Shen Qianshu gently, and her eyes were calm, “Ms. Shen, you are Master’s demon and Noah’s demon. We don’t know what will happen when you go in. We can’t afford to let Noah… hurt you.”

Shen Qianshu looked at the door, the closed door. There was only the sound of a terrible beast and the sound of chains dragging on the ground. His roar was hoa.r.s.e, and he sounded really distressed. It made others feel pity for him.

Her heart ached badly. She was tearing up.

“Doctor Bo, you are his doctor. You are the savior of our family, and we are grateful for you, but you cannot stop me. I do not wish anyone to take responsibility. I will take full responsibility for my own life.”

She sounded really determined. The group of secret guards could not help looking at Shen Qianshu. They always called her Miss Shen, and they also liked Shen Qianshu, but they had not been able to connect Shen Qianshu with the woman of the house even though there was Tong Hua. Usually, Shen Qianshu was just a soft and adorable girl to them.

Now, she was so determined. She stood in the center of the crowd, and for some reason, she made the secret guards feel a sense of security. She was feeling more and more like Master.

Bo Yiren could not speak for a moment. She wanted to stop her, but she was helpless. Everyone in the Rose Castle respected that she was Ye Ling’s doctor, but they respected their future woman of the house even more.

“Don’t regret,” Bo Yiren said. “You have to understand that I do not have any personal feelings about this. I just don’t want anyone to get hurt.”

“I understand,” Shen Qianshu said. “I am putting in my personal feelings. I don’t wish for him to be hurt.”