"All you"re showing me," Rabbit says, "is how crazy you are." But a creeping sweetness, rage, is filling him solid. Sunday school images - a dead man whiter than lilies, the lavender rocks where he was betrayed by a kiss - are being revived in him.

Skeeter dances on, he is wearing big creased Army boots. He b.u.mps Harry"s shoulder, tugs the sleeve of his white shirt. "Hey. Wanna know how I know? Wanna know? Hey. I"m the real Jesus. I am the black Jesus, right? There is none other, no. When I fart, lightning flashes, right? Angels scoop it up in shovels of zillioncarat gold. Right? Kneel down, Chuck. Worship me. I am Jesus. Kiss my b.a.l.l.s - they are the sun and the moon, and my p.e.c.k.e.r"s a comet whose head is the white-hot heart of the glory that never does fail!" And, his head rolling like a puppet"s, Skeeter unzips his fly and prepares to display this wonder.

Rabbit"s time has come. He is packed so solid with anger and fear he is seeing with his pores. He wades toward the boy deliciously and feels his fists vanish, one in the region of the belly, the other below the throat. He is scared of the head, whose gla.s.ses might shatter and slash. Skeeter curls up and drops to the floor dry as a scorpion and when Rabbit pries at him he has no opening, just abrasive angles shaking like a sandpaper machine. Rabbit"s hands start to hurt. He wants to pry this creature open because there is a soft spot where he can be split and killed; the curved back is too tough, though knuckles slammed at the hole of the ear do produce a garbled whimper.

Jill is screaming and with her whole weight pulling the tail of his shirt and in the ebb of his sweetness Rabbit discovers his hands and forearms somehow clawed. His enemy is cringing on the floor, the carpet that cost them eleven dollars a yard and was supposed to wear longer than the softer loop for fifteen that Janice wanted (she always said it reminded her of the stuff they use in miniature golf courses), cringing expertly, knees tucked under chin and hands over head and head tucked under the sofa as far as it will go. His Levis are rumpled up and it shocks Rabbit to see how skinny his calves and ankles are, iridescent dark spindles. Humans made of a new material. Last longer, wear more evenly. And Jill is sobbing, "Harry, no more, no more," and the door chime is saying its three syllables over and over, a scale that can"t get anywhere, that can"t get over the top.

The door pops open. Nelson is there, in his spiffy new school clothes, fishbone-striped sport shirt and canary-yellow slacks. Billy Fosnacht is behind him, a hairy head taller. "Hey," Skeeter says from the floor, "it"s Babychuck, right?"

"Is he a burglar, Dad?"

"We could hear the furniture being smashed and everything," Billy says. "We didn"t know what to do."

Nelson says, "We thought if we kept ringing the bell it would stop."

Jill tells him, "Your father lost all control of himself."

Rabbit asks, "Why should I always be the one to have control of myself?"

Getting up as if from a bin of dust, one careful limb at a time, Skeeter says, "That was to get us acquainted, Chuck. Next time I"ll have a gun."

Rabbit taunts, "I thought at least I"d see some nice karate chops from basic training."

"Afraid to use "em. Break you in two, right?"

"Daddy, who is he?"

"He"s a friend of Jill"s called Skeeter. He"s going to stay here a couple days."

"He is?"

Jill"s voice has asked.

Rabbit sifts himself for the reason. Small sc.r.a.ped places smart on his knuckles; overstimulation has left a residue of nausea; he notices through the haze that still softly rotates around him that the end table was upset and that the lamp whose base is driftwood lies on the carpet awry but not smashed. The patient fidelity of these things bewilders him. "Sure," he says. "Why not?"

Skeeter studies him from the sofa, where he sits bent over, nursing the punch to his stomach. "Feeling guilty, huh Chuck? A little tokenism to wash your sins away, right?"

"Skeeter, he"s being generous," Jill scolds.

"Get one thing straight, Chuck. No grat.i.tude. Anything you do, do for selfish reasons."

"Right. The kicks I get in pounding you around." But in fact he is terrified at having taken this man in. He will have to sleep with him in the house. The tint of night, Skeeter will sneak to his side with a knife shining like the moon. He will get the gun as he has promised. FUGITIVE FROM JUSTICE HOLDS FAMILY AT GUNPOINT. Mayor Vows, No Deals. Why has he invited this danger? To get Janice to rescue him. These thoughts flit by in a flash. Nelson has taken a step toward the black man. His eyes are sunk in their sockets with seriousness. Wait, wait. He is poison, he is murder, he is black.

"Hi," Nelson says, and holds out his hand.

Skeeter puts his skinny fingers, four gray crayons, as thick at the tips as in the middle, in the child"s hand and says, "Hi there, Babychuck." He nods over Nelson"s shoulder toward Billy Fosnacht. "Who"s your gruesome friend?"

And everybody, everybody laughs, even Billy, even Skeeter contributes a cackle, at this unexpected illumination, that Billy is gruesome, with his father"s skinny neck and big ears and a hint of his mother"s mooncalf eyes and the livid festerings of adolescence speckling his cheeks and chin. Their laughter makes a second wave to rea.s.sure him they are not laughing at him, they are laughing in relief at the gift of truth, they are rejoicing in brotherhood, at having shared this moment, giggling and cackling; the house is an egg cracking because they are all hatching together.

But in bed, the house dark and Billy gone home, Skeeter breathing exhausted on the sofa downstairs, Rabbit repeats his question to Jill: "Why have you done this to me?"

Jill snuffles, turns over. She is so much lighter than he, she irresistibly rolls down to his side. Often in the morning he wakes to find himself nearly pushed from the bed by this inequality, her sharp little elbows denting his flesh. "He was so pathetic," she explains. "He talks tough but he really has nothing, he really does want to become the black Jesus."

"Is that why you let him screw you this afternoon? Or didn"t you?"

"I didn"t really."

"He lied?"

Silence. She slides an inch deeper into his side of the bed. "I don"t think it counts when you just let somebody do it to you and don"t do anything back."

"You don"t."

"No, it just happens on the surface, a million miles away."

"And how about with me? Is it the same way, you don"t feel anything, it"s so far away. So you"re really a virgin, aren"t you?"

"Shh. Whisper. No, I do feel things with you."

"What?"

She nudges closer and her arm encircles his thick waist. "I feel you"re a funny big teddy bear my Daddy has given me. He used to bring home these extravagant Steiff toys from F. A. O. Schwarz"s in New York, giraffes six feet high that cost five hundred dollars, you couldn"t do anything with them, they"d just stand around taking up s.p.a.ce. Mother hated them."

"Thanks a lot." Sluggishly he rolls over to face her.

"Other times, when you"re over me, I feel you"re an angel. Piercing me with a sword. I feel you"re about to announce something, the end of the world, and you say nothing, just pierce me. It"s beautiful."

"Do you love me?"

"Please, Harry. Since that G.o.d thing I went through I just can"t focus that way on anybody."

"Is Skeeter out of focus for you too?"

"He"s horrible. He really is. He feels all scaly, he"s so bitter."

"Then why in holy h.e.l.l -?"

She kisses him to stop his voice. "Shh. He"ll hear." Sounds travel freely down the stairs, through the house of thin part.i.tions. The rooms are quadrants of one rustling heart. "Because I must, Harry. Because whatever men ask of me, I must give, I"m not interested in holding anything for myself. It all melts together anyway, you see."

"I don"t see."

"I think you do. Otherwise why did you let him stay? You had him beaten. You were killing him."

"Yeah, that was nice. I thought I was out of shape worse than I am."

"Yet now he"s here." She flattens her body against his; it feels -transparent. He can see through her to the blue window beyond, moonlit, giving onto the garage roof, composition shingling manufactured with a strange shadow-line, to give an illusion of thickness. She confesses, in such a whisper it may be only a thought he overhears, "He frightens me."

"Me too."

"Half of me wanted you to kick him out. More than half."

"Well," and he smiles unseen, "if he is the next Jesus, we got to keep on His good side." Her body broadens as if smiling. It has grown plain that the betrayals and excitements of the day must resolve into their making love now. He encloses her skull in his hands, caressing the spinelike ridges behind the seash.e.l.l curve of her ears, palming the broad curve of the whole, this cup, sealed upon a spirit. Knowing her love is coming, he sees very clearly, as we see in the etched hour before snow. He amends, "Also, Janice has been doing some things out of the way, so I have to do things out of the way."

"To pay her back."

"To keep up with her."

The item was narrow-measure: Sentenced for Possession Eight local men and one woman were given six-month sentences for possession of marijuana Thursday.

The defendants appearing before Judge Milton F. Schoffer had been apprehended in a police raid on Jimbo"s Lounge, Weiser Street, early in the morning of August 29.

The female among them, Miss Beatrice Greene, a well-known local entertainer under her nom de plume of "Babe," had her sentence suspended, with one year"s probation, as were four of the men. Two minors were remanded to juvenile court.

A tenth defendant, Hubert H. Farnsworth, failed to appear in court and forfieted bail. A warcourt and forfeited bail. A warant has been issued for his arrest. ant has been issued for his arrest.

The proprietor of Jimbo"s, Mr. Timothy Cartney of Penn Rabbit"s ears can sense now when Pajasek is coming up behind him with a phone call. Something weary and menacing in his step, and then his breath has a sarcastic caress. "Angstrom, maybe we should move your Lino into my office. Or install a phone jack out here."

"I"ll give her h.e.l.l, Ed. This is the last time."

"I don"t like a man"s private life to interfere with his work."

"I don"t either. I tell you, I"ll tell her."

"Do that, Harry. Do that for good old Verity. We have a team here, we"re in a highly compet.i.tive game, let"s keep up our end, what do you say?"

Behind the frosted walls he says into the phone, "Janice, this is the last time. I won"t come to the phone after this."

"I won"t be calling you after this, Harry. After this all our communications will be through lawyers."

"How come?"

"How come? How come!"

"How come. Come on. Just give me information. I got to get back to the machine."

"Well, for one reason how come, you"ve let me sit over here without ever once calling me back, and for another you"ve taken a darkie into the house along with that hippie, you"re incredible, Harry, my mother always said it, "He means no harm, he just has less moral sense than a skunk," and she was right."

"He"s just there a couple days, it"s a funny kind of emergency."

"It must be funny. It must be hilarious. Does your mother -know? So help me, I have a mind to call and tell her."

"Who told you, anyway? He never goes out of the house."

He hopes by his reasonable tone to bring hers down; she does unwind a notch. "Peggy Fosnacht. She said Billy came home absolutely bug-eyed. He said the man was on the living-room floor and the first thing he said was to insult Billy."

"It wasn"t meant as an insult, it was meant to be pleasant."

"Well I wish I could be pleasant. I wish it very much. I"ve seen a lawyer and we"re filing a writ for immediate custody of Nelson. The divorce will follow. As the guilty party you can"t remarry for two years. Absolutely, Harry. I"m sorry. I thought we were more mature than this, I hated the lawyer, the whole thing is too ugly."

"Yeah, well, the law is. It serves a ruling elite. More power to the people."

"I think you"ve lost your mind. I honestly do."

"Hey, what did you mean, I let you sit over there? I thought that was what you wanted. Isn"t Stavros still doing the sitting with you?"

"You might at least have fought a little," she cries, and gasps for breath between sobs. "You"re so weak, you"re so wishy-washy," she manages to bring out, but then it becomes pure animal sound, a kind of cooing or wheezing, as if all the air is running out of her, so he says, "We"ll talk later, call me at home," and hangs up to plug the leak.

Park, expressed shock and strong disapproval of drag use over the telephone to VAT inquiries.

Cartney was not in the building at the time of the arrests.

Rumors have prevailed for some time concerning the sale of this well-known nightspot and gathering place to a "black capitalist" syndicate.

During the coffee break Buchanan comes over. Rabbit touches his wallet, wondering if the touch will go up. Escalation. Foreign aid. Welfare. He"ll refuse if it does. If he asks more than twenty, let them riot in the streets. But Buchanan holds out two ten dollar bills, not the same two, but just as good. "Friend Harry," he says, "never let it be said no black man pays his debts. I"m obliged to you a thousand and one times over, them two sawbucks turned the cards right around. Would you believe two natural full houses in a row? I couldn"t believe it myself, n.o.body could, those fools all stayed the second time like there was no tomorrow." He wads the money into Rabbit"s hand, which is slow to close.

"Thanks, uh, Lester. I didn"t really - "Expect to get it back?"

"Not so soon."

"Well, sometimes one man"s in need, sometimes another man is. Spread it around, isn"t that what the great ones teach us?"

"I guess they do. I haven"t talked to many great ones lately."

Buchanan chuckles politely and rocks back and forth on his heels, estimating, rolling a toothpick in his lips, beneath the mustache no thicker than a toothpick. "I hear tell you"re so hard up over at your place you"re taking in boarders."

"Oh. That. It"s just temporary, it wasn"t my idea."

"I believe that."

"Uh - I"d rather it didn"t get around."

"That"s just what I"d rather."

Change the subject, somehow. "How"s Babe now? Back in business?"

"What kind of business you think she"s in?"

"You know, singing. I meant after the bust and court sentence. I just set the news item."

"I know what you meant. I know exactly. Come on down to Jimbo"s, any night of the week, get better acquainted. Babe"s estimation of you has shot way up, I tell you that. Not that she didn"t take a shine in the first place."

"Yeah, O.K., great. Maybe I"ll get down sometime. If I can get a babysitter." The idea of ever going into Jimbo"s again frightens him, as does the idea of leaving Nelson, Jill, and Skeeter alone in the house. He is sinking into an underworld he used to see only from a bus. Buchanan squeezes his arm.

"We"ll set something up," the Negro promises. "Oh, yea.s.s." The hand squeezes tighter, as if pressing fingerprints through the screen of Harry"s blue workshirt. " Jer-ome asked me to express an especial grat.i.tude."

Jerome?

The yellow-faced clock ticks, the end-of-break buzzer rasps. The last to return to his machine, Farnsworth pa.s.ses between the brightly lit makeup tables, a man so black he twinkles. He bobs his shaved head, wipes the whisky from his lips, and throws Harry a dazzling grin. Brothers in paternity.