He shrugged, looked up, considered. "Sure. Like this. I"m a free man, I do what I like." He paused. "Your kid any good?"

"As an artist?" A frown pulled the corner of her lip down. Consciously, she smoothed her hand open so she wouldn"t squeeze and blur her new tattoos. "Real good. No reason he can"t do it as a hobby, right?"

"Good? Or good?"

Blood scorched her cheeks. "Real good."

The scarrist paused. She"d known him for years: six fingers and a thumb, seven examinations pa.s.sed. Three more left. "If he keeps his hands clean. When you finish the caste"-gesture at her hands-"if he still doesn"t want to go. Send him to me."

"It"s not that he doesn"t want to go. He just-doesn"t want to work, to sacrifice." She paused, helpless. "Got any kids?"

He laughed, shaking his head, as good as a yes, and they shared a lingering look. He glanced down first, when it got uncomfortable, and Patience nodded and brushed past on the way out the door. Rain beaded on her nanoskin as it shifted to repel the precipitation, and she paused on decking. Patchy-coated rats scurried around her as she watched a lighter and train lay itself into the lake, gently as an autumn leaf. She leaned out over the Poplar Street Ca.n.a.l as the lights taxied into their berth. The train"s wake lapped gently at the segmented kilometers-long barge, lifting and dropping Poplar Street under Patience"s feet. Cloying rain and sweat adhered her hair to the nape of her neck. Browning roux and sharp pepper cut the reek of filthy water. She squeezed the railing with her uninjured hand and watched another train ascend, the blossom of fear in her chest finally easing. "Javier Alexander," she muttered, crossing a swaying bridge. "You had best be home safe in bed, my boy. You"d best be home in bed."

A city like drowned New Orleans, you don"t just walk away from. A city like drowned New Orleans, you fly away from. If you can. And if you can"t...

You make something that can.

Jayve lay back in a puddle of blood-warm rain and seawater in the "borrowed" dinghy and watched the belly lights of another big train drift overhead, hulls silhouetted against the citylit salmon-colored clouds like a string of pearls. He almost reached up a pale-skinned hand: it seemed close enough to touch. The rain parted to either side like curtains, leaving him dry for the instant when the wind from the train"s fans tossed him, and came together again behind as unmarked as the sea. "Beautiful," he whispered. "f.u.c.king beautiful, Mad."

"You in there, Jayve?" A whisper in his ear, stutter and crack of static. They couldn"t afford good equipment, or anything not stolen or jerry-built. But who gave a d.a.m.n? Who gave a d.a.m.n, when you could get that close to a starship?

"That last one went over my f.u.c.king head, Mad. Are you in?"

"Over the buoys. s.h.i.t. Brace!"

Jayve slammed hands and feet against the hull of the rowboat as Mad spluttered and coughed. The train"s wake hit him, picked the dinghy up and shook it like a dog shaking a dishrag. Slimed old wood sc.r.a.ped his palms; the cross brace gouged an oozing slice across his scalp and salt water stung the blood from the wound. The contents of the net bag laced to his belt slammed him in the gut. He groaned and clung; strain burned his thighs and triceps.

He was still in the dinghy when it came back down.

He clutched his net bag, half-panicked touch racing over the surface of the insulated tins within until he was certain the wetness he felt was rain and not the gooey ooze of etchant: sure mostly because the skin on his hands stayed cool instead of sloughing to hang in shreds.

"Mad, can you hear me?"

A long, gut-tightening silence. Then Mad retched like he"d swallowed seawater. "Alive," he said. "s.h.i.t, that boy put his boat down a bit harder than he had to, didn"t he?"

"Just a tad." Jayve pushed his bag aside and unshipped the oars, putting his back into the motion as they bit water. "Maybe it"s his first run. Come on, Mad. Let"s go brand this b.i.t.c.h."

Patience dawdled along her way, stalling in open-fronted shops while she caught up her marketing, hoping to outwait the rain and the worry gnawing her belly. Fish-scale chits dripped from her multicolored fingers, and from those of other indentured laborers-some, like her, buying off their contracts and pa.s.sing exams, and others with indigo-stained paws and no ambition-and the clean hands of the tradesmen who crowded the bazaar; the coins fell into the hennaed palms of shopkeepers and merchants who walked with the rolling gait of sailors. The streets underfoot echoed the hollow sound of their footsteps between the planking and the water.

Dikes and levees had failed; there"s just too much water in that part of the world to wall away. And there"s nothing under the Big Easy to sink a piling into that would be big enough to hang a building from. But you don"t just walk away from a place that holds the grip on the human imagination New Orleans does.

So they"d simply floated the city in pieces and let the Gulf of Mexico roll in underneath.

Simply.

The lighters and their trains came and went into Lake Pontchartrain, vessels too huge to land on dry earth. They sucked brackish fluid through hungry bellymouths between their running lights and fractioned it into hydrogen and oxygen, salt and trace elements and clean potable water; they dropped one train of containers and picked up another; they taxied to sea, took to the sky, and did it all over again.

Sometimes they hired technicians and tradesmen. They didn"t hire laborer-caste, dole-caste, palms stained indigo as those of old-time denim textile workers, or criminals with their hands stained black. They didn"t take artists.

Patience stood under an awning, watching the clever moth-eaten rats ply their trade through the market, her nanoskin wicking sweat off her flesh. The lamps of another lighter came over. She was cradling her painful hand close to her chest, the straps of her weighted net bag biting livid channels in her right wrist. She"d stalled as long as possible.

"That boy had better be in bed," she said to no one in particular. She turned and headed home.

Javier"s bed lay empty, his sheets wet with the rain drifting in the open window. She grasped the sash in her right hand and tugged it down awkwardly: the apartment building she lived in was hundreds of years old. She"d just straightened the curtains when her telescreen buzzed.

Jayve crouched under the incredible curve of the lighter"s hull, both palms flat against its centimeters-thick layer of crystalline sealant. It hummed against his palms, the deep surge of pumps like a heartbeat filling its reservoirs. The shadow of the hull hid Jayve"s outline and the silhouette of his primitive watercraft from the bustle of tenders peeling cargo strings off the lighter"s stern. "Mad, can you hear me?"

Static crackle, and his friend"s voice on a low thrill of excitement. "I hear you. Are you in?"

"Yeah. I"m going to start burning her. Keep an eye out for the harbor patrol."

"You"re doing my tag too!"

"Have I ever let you down, Mad? Don"t worry. I"ll tag it from both of us, and you can burn the next one and tag it from both. Just think how many people are going to see this. All over the galaxy. Better than a gallery opening!"

Silence, and Jayve knew Mad was lying in the bilgewater of his own dinghy just beyond the thin line of runway lights that Jayve glimpsed through the rain. Watching for the Harbor Police.

The rain was going to be a problem. Jayve would have to pitch the bubble against the lighter"s side. It would block his sightlines and make him easier to spot, which meant trusting Mad"s eyes to be sharp through the rain. And the etchant would stink up the inside. He"d have to dial the bubble to maximum porosity if he didn"t want to melt his eyes.

No choice. The art had to happen. The art was going to fly.

Black nano unfolded over and around him, the edge of the hiker"s bubble sealing itself against the hull. The steady patter of rain on his hair and shoulders stopped, as it had when the ship drifted over, and Jayve started to squeegee the hull dry. He"d have to work in sections. It would take longer.

"Mad, you out there?"

"Coast clear. What"d you tell your mom to get her to let you out tonight?"

"I didn"t." He chewed the inside of his cheek as he worked. "I could have told her I was painting at Claudette"s, but Mom says there"s no future in it, and she might have gone by to check. So I just snuck out. She won"t be home for hours."

Jayve slipped a technician"s headband around his temples and switched the pinlight on, making sure the goggles were sealed to his skin. At least the bubble would block the glow. While digging in his net bag, he pinched his fingers between two tins, and stifled a yelp. Bilgewater sloshed around his ankles, creeping under his nanoskin faster than the skin could re-osmose it; the night hung against him hot and sweaty as a giant hand. Heedless, heart racing, Jayve extracted the first bottle of etchant, pierced the seal with an adjustable nozzle, and-grinning like a bat-pressurized the tin.

Leaning as far back as he could without tearing the bubble or capsizing his dinghy, Jayve examined the sparkling, virgin surface of the s.p.a.ceship and began to spray. The etchant eroded crystalline sealant, staining the corroded surface in green, orange, violet. It only took a few moments for the chemicals to scar the ship"s integument: not enough to harm it, but enough to mark it forever, unless the corp that owned it was willing to pay to have the whole d.a.m.n lighter peeled down and resealed.

Jayve moved the bubble four times, etchant fumes searing his flesh, collar of his nanoskin pulled over his mouth and nose to breathe through. He worked around the beaded rows of running lights, turning them into the scales on the sea-serpent"s belly, the glints on its fangs. A burst of static came over the c.r.a.ppy uplink once but Mad said nothing, so Jayve kept on smoothly despite the sway of the dinghy under his feet and the hiss of the tenders.

When he finished, the seamonster stretched fifteen meters along the hull of the lighter and six meters high, a riot of sensuality and prismatic colors.

He signed it jayve n mad and pitched the last empty bottle into Lake Pontchartrain, where it sank without a trace. "Mad?"

No answer.

Jayve"s bubble lit from the outside with the glare of a hundred lights. His stomach kicked and he scrabbled for the dinghy"s magnetic clamps to kick it free, but an amplified voice advised him to drop the tent and wait with his hands in view. "s.h.i.t! Mad?" he whispered through a tightening throat.

A cop"s voice rang over the fuzzy connection. "Just come out, kid," she said tiredly. "Your friend"s in custody. It"s only a vandalism charge so far. Just come on out."

When they released Javier to Patience in the harsh light and tile of the police barge, she squeezed his hands so tight that blood broke through the sealant over his fresh black tattoos. He winced and tugged his hands away but she clenched harder, her own scabs cracking. She meant to hiss, to screech-but her voice wouldn"t shape words, and he wouldn"t look her in the eye.

She threw his hands down and turned away, steel decking rolling under her feet as a wave hit. She steadied herself with a lifetime"s habit, Javier swept along in her wake. "Jesus," she said, when the doors scrolled open and the cold light of morning hit her across the eyes. "Javier, what the h.e.l.l were you thinking? What the h.e.l.l... ." She stopped and leaned against the railing, fingers tight on steel. Pain tangled her left arm to the elbow. Out on the lake, a lighter drifted backwards from its berth, refueled and full of water, coming about on a stately arc as the tenders rushed to bring its outbound containers into line.

Javier watched the lighter curve across the lake. Something green and crimson sparkled on its hide above the waterline, a long sinuous curve of color, shimmering with scales and wise with watchful eyes. "Look at that," he said. "The running lamps worked just right. It looks like it"s wriggling away, squirming itself up into the sky like a dragon should-"

"What does that matter?" She looked down at his hands, at the ink singeing his fingers. "You"ll amount to nothing."

Patience braced against the wake, but Javier turned to get a better look. "Never was any chance of that, Mom."

"Javier, I-" A stabbing sensation drew her eyes down. She stared as the dark blood staining her hands smeared the rain-beaded railing and dripped into the estuary. She"d been picking her scabs, destroying the symmetry of the scarrist"s lines.

"You could have been something," she said, as the belly of the ship finished lifting from the lake, pointed into a sunrise concealed behind grey clouds. "You ain"t going nowhere now."

Javier came beside her and touched her with a bandaged hand. She didn"t turn to look at the hurt in his eyes.

"Man," he whispered in deep satisfaction, craning his neck as his creation swung into the sky. "Just think of all the people who are going to see that. Would you just look at that baby go?"

The Romance Last, the bullet blooms against steel. Still almost pristine until that moment, now its conical head flattens. Its copper jacket splinters into shrapnel needles, wire-fine, scattering. The core splashes, the force of impact so great that cold metal splatters like syrup, droplets blossoming in an elegant chrysanthemum. The b.u.t.t of the casing flattens against the engine block for a split second before it peels away and falls.

But it"s already exited the girl, and the girl is falling.

January is baking brownies.

She watches water and b.u.t.ter boil together with a ma.s.s of green leaves, once dried and now rehydrating. These are grown-up brownies. Her kitchen reeks of burnt sugar and wet rope, complicated and musty as copal.

She makes sure the water doesn"t boil off. Too-high heat destroys the THC. Cooking is an applied form of chemistry.

She pours the slurry into a pottery bowl through a strainer draped with cheesecloth, then twists the cloth to get the last of the b.u.t.ter. The water and b.u.t.ter go in the fridge to cool. She cleans the tools and starts breaking apart squares of Ghirardelli unsweetened chocolate, which she will eventually combine with brown sugar and melt into the separated b.u.t.ter.

The bullet blasts a gaping exit wound in the girl"s body. It"s not the penetration of the bullet that does this; the bullet is quite small. Rather, it"s transferred energy-a shock wave-that knocks a plug of blood and muscle and skin out of her side, that vaporizes a portion of her body and splashes it over the ma.s.sive open block of the carousel engine a moment before the bullet splashes, too.

That bullet has already pa.s.sed through the girl when she reaches weak, estranged hands for the impact point and staggers one step back, then two, teetering among littered tussocks on high heels she never should have worn to the carnival.

January takes the brownies to the birthday party. The clamor of the Wurlitzer greets her as soon as she opens her car door, but the carousel is out of sight, turning and turning in its great wood-and-gla.s.s enclosure that glows like a Christmas ornament in the blue twilight. The sound of the one-machine band climbs against a clear October evening. The western sky"s still creamy gold, though a band of indigo shows to the east, stars p.r.i.c.kling through. January"s breath mists, and oblong yellow leaves somersault across the gra.s.s, but once she"s inside she"ll be warm.

For now she tugs her scarf tight and balances the plate of brownies on one hand while locking the car doors with the other. She picks her way over uneven ground, watching another dark shape or two rattle keys, check doors, and drift through the gloaming like ghosts drawn to a seance. January follows a tall, slender woman in a plain gray dress, much younger than most of the crowd. Somebody"s daughter?

The carousel is housed in a circular structure like a train roundhouse-except smaller, and intricately decorated. The row of windows under the cedar-shake eaves are stained gla.s.s-this side, over the open double door, shows autumn scenes shading into winter.

January imagines the theme is carried all the way around. Around the curve of the building, the milk-gla.s.s snows probably melt out in lime green and gold.

The band organ almost blows her hair back as she pa.s.ses inside. It thumps through the cold cement floor. The ba.s.s drum shudders in the empty s.p.a.ces of her chest. The lofty s.p.a.ce isn"t as warm as she"d hoped-cold air settles along the neckline of the pushed-back hood of her cardigan-but it"s bright and crowded and full of the smell of popcorn and the voices of crowds of people January knows sort of halfway well, or used to know well in college.

She waves with her free hand as she moves around the outskirts of the carousel, looking for the birthday boy, the snack table, or both. The crowd keeps her from getting a good look at the merry-go-round; apparently Martin can turn out enough friends for his fiftieth to make even a carousel housing seem crowded. But that"s okay; she can wait until she"s found Martin to go pet the wooden ponies.

As if her determination were a summoning, he materializes before her, one hand extended for the plate and the other to take her shoulder and kiss her quickly in h.e.l.lo. He"s got crow"s feet and spectacles now, and he"s thicker in the middle than when they were lovers. The hair slicked back into his ponytail is more silver than ginger.

He points to the brownies with the corner of his eyegla.s.ses. "Adulterated table?"

"Would I let you down?"

He grins, a grin that pays for all their long and questionable history, and takes her arm. Progress to the refreshments is slow-the penalty for traveling with the guest of honor-but the inevitable interruptions allow January to gaze her fill upon the carousel.

Because she was curious, and because she has the research skills of any good children"s librarian, she knows that it was carved between 1911 and 1914 by Russian Jews who had immigrated to Ohio. She knows that their previous work was carving ladies" hair ornaments, and she knows that the carousel stood in its original setting for fifty years before being shipped east to its new place of pride as the focal point of a munic.i.p.al park designed by Frederick Law Olmsted-where you can rent it for birthday parties at night or in the off-season.

But that"s not the kind of knowledge that can prepare one for the glow of lights and the flash of mirrors, the chiaroscuro and the colors. The crashing of the Wurlitzer echoes until January can only make out what Martin is saying because she knows him so well, and eventually they find themselves by the snack tables.

The larger one has a white cloth, and is covered with ca.s.seroles and chips and desserts. A cooler must contain cans of soda. The smaller one has a tie-dyed cloth, and the cooler underneath contains beer.

Martin sets her plate in the center of the display, whisking off the plastic to reveal a stack of two-bite chocolate squares, each stuck with a toothpick with a paper cannabis leaf glued to the top-just in case there should be any misunderstandings. Before he turns away, he liberates a brownie. "You made these kind of small."

"I made them kind of strong," she answers. A responsible herbalist always tests the merchandise before turning it loose. "Anyway, there"s three-quarters of a pound of chocolate in those things."

Judging by the blissful expression that crosses his face when he sniffs the brownie, that"s the right ratio. "Someday, these will be nearly legal again."

"Nah," January says. She takes Martin"s arm and leads him toward the carousel. "It"ll take generations to recover from the eighties. Come on. Let"s ride."

Despite the crush of people, there"s no real line, and even if there were, clinging to the birthday boy"s arm has its benefits. Martin, licking brownie grease off his opposite thumb, hands January up onto the deck of the carousel, which-unlike the smaller merry-go-rounds she rode as a kid-doesn"t settle beneath her weight.

Martin releases her hand. The Wurlitzer hesitates.

The carousel has more than just horses. The closest animals, three abreast, are giraffes, vivid yellow and chocolate brown with caparisons of gold and red and blue. Their long necks look knotty; January can see the places where one piece of wood was joined to another to make up the length. The giraffes look awkward and their blown-gla.s.s eyes bulge unnaturally, catching the harsh glow and reflecting it back like racc.o.o.n eyes in headlights.

"Lasers fully charged."

"I don"t think the carvers ever saw a live giraffe." Martin"s a contractor now-four years of college and it turns out he"s that much happier with a hammer in his hands. It took him years of thrashing to figure it out, but the fun of being fifty is having done the figuring.

He ducks to inspect the hooves. "These don"t move. Do giraffes really have hooves? I"d have thought camel feet."

"They really do." She reaches way up to pat the nearest giraffe on the nose. "And the next row go up and down. It looks like just the circus animals don"t move."

Martin stands as if the rising thunder of the Wurlitzer raised him. He leans around the giraffe to follow her gaze. The next row of three is horses, and if the giraffes are stiff, the horses are stunning. The Russian cousins were apparently better at familiar animals, because these breathe. They"re slightly caricatured, flaring nostrils and bulging eyes-gla.s.s again, too-round bubbles affixed to the insides of the hollow heads, so the carousel lights shine through them-but the cartoonishness expresses itself as heroism rather than ridiculousness. The carved necks arch, the carved teeth champ, the carved manes mount like breaking waves. The outside horse in each row is larger and braver than his brothers, the exterior side of each pony more brilliantly decorated than the one inside.

January touches a palomino ear and feels a thrill. She walks the length of the horse, letting her fingers trail down his neck and across the saddle. The saddlecloth sparkles with silver gilt, though the stirrup irons hanging from stretched leathers are worn. When her fingers reach the tail, she almost jerks back; there"s hide under the cream-colored locks. It"s a real horsetail.

"Better pick a pony," Martin says. "The ride is filling up."

She smiles and moves on. Past a lovers" carriage-red and gold, and decorated with cherubs even more uncanny than the giraffes-and another row of standees-elephant, lion, and tiger. ("How come the giraffes get three representatives?" Martin wants to know, and under her breath January answers, "Quotas.") The elephant is a little questionable, and the lion and tiger are not to scale-the lion is largest of the three-but the carving on the big cats is spectacular. Their eyes squint over frozen snarls. Pink tongues roll slickly behind curved yellow fangs. Small chips at the tops of each canine tooth must be from children shoving their hands into the big cats" mouths. She shudders. Even in play, who would want to do that?

Behind them are grays-and January"s heart skips. The inside pony might be the plainest on the carousel-in fact, January wonders if she was borrowed from an older merry-go-round to make up a gap-and the stallion on the outside is a heavy-hoofed, broad-shouldered draught horse, his whiskery head so huge it looks like his neck is bowed under the weight of it. But the mare in the middle is perfect-medium sized, caught at the bottom of her leap for easy mounting, and with a gentle expression and crimson leaves braided into the toss of her mane.

"Her," January says, and strokes the pale-pink wooden muzzle under the long, dappled wooden nose.

"Oh, not the middle one," says Martin. "You can"t catch the bra.s.s ring if you"re on the middle one."

"Bra.s.s ring?" January tucks her long, felted-wool skirt around her tights.