Chapter 628 628-A Gentle Puppet.
My plan for Tris is similar yet different from the path I took for Mira. For Mira, I kept drowning her in guilt, and then the sweetness of my limitless love, which was cracking and cracking her defense against my approach of love. But it"s different for Trisa, she already has boundless feelings for me and is ready to get f.u.c.ked by me in a moment"s order.
But above those feelings, what I want to cultivate is an immense amount of desire for loving me and wanting to be loved by me, a situation where she herself might even come forward to help me f.u.c.k her mother and anyone I want to f.u.c.k in her family.
And the way to do that begins with filling her first full of duty. Once I fill her with the feelings and stories of all the trouble I went through, one story that would bring the devil to its knees crying, I will start to slowly sprout some feelings of my love towards Trisa, who is the only one who can somehow empathize with me.
Thus creating a situation in Trisa"s mind that in this vast world, she is the only one who can understand me, the one who can stand beside me and love me by empathizing with me. This would soon follow with the feelings of like sprouting in me, slowly developing into love for her, which she, in her sweet paradise, will not be able to reject.
But then again, there is the chance of this backfiring on me and her developing sister-like feelings of protection, which I really don"t want. For that, I would need to break Trisa"s mind a bit. Thus, the seal that I put in Trisa has a little bit of a twist than the one I did for my aunt because, unlike my aunt, Trisa isn"t some supreme genius wielder of mana. While she is strong, she ain"t strong enough to know about the s.h.i.t that I have kept inside her, and the seal will slowly, from this night onwards and at all times, open up its tendrils and cover up her mind, her soul, and her body with only me, me, and me.
The stories I told her, the feelings I pa.s.sed on to her, and the thought that she could be the only one who could stand beside me and understand me will all amplify to a mind-blowing level. Basically, from now onwards, all the time 24/7, the only thing that will be invading her mind will be me, my body, my scent, my words, and everything else will be the only thing that she will be living through.
As I said, the amplification of everything happening will be extreme, such that when she feels sad for me, the sadness will be to such a level that she wishes that she could jump, run up to me, and place me on her lap and just keep hugging me. The same goes for any feeling she has, it will be very, very ma.s.sive.
And this will keep going till I am the only thing she wishes to live for until her gentle heart accepts that I am the most angel-like thing walking between heaven and earth, such that I need to be the only thing in her little universe that needs her attention, such that she thinks that I need everything this world has to offer and will ever die and tremble with tears at the fact of even saying no to anything I say, at the fear of bringing even a little bit of hurt to me.
At night, all she will do is dream of me, me filling up her dreams in such raunchy scenes that even the succubuses that bring s.e.x dreams will blush at the things that Trisa will dream of. By the end, all Trisa will be doing will be living for me, trying to bring me extreme satisfaction, and live to see me being happy.
With what I have set, a twisted form of extreme love will birth itself in Trisa"s heart. Not to mention the degradation her mind will go through at the dreams of and how her mental stability will fall, always being pressed at and even at those times when I am sharing my pain, I will show my care at her looking down, which will grow the guilt in her heart about her being an extremely selfish person.
These plans might not work well for other people, but with a gentle heart like Trisa"s, by the end of it all, her ident.i.ty itself will vanish. All that will be left is the husk of Trisa only caring obsessively about me, where her gentle heart will only beat for me, not to mention the other secret things I have deployed in it that will be making her go a little crazy.
As I said, by the end of it all, Trisa will be eating out of my hands like a loyal dog.
"I wish things were this easy with the other girls....."
How good would it be if I could just place a seal like this on them that would lead them to fall in love with me and just run behind to get me? But sadly, things don"t come to life that easy, and even in this case, I have to put forth my efforts, and it"s not like the girls themselves won"t suspect foul play. I mean, such a sudden rise in feelings and all this s.h.i.t? Yeah, they probably will easily understand the fact that something wrong is going on.
But this won"t be a problem for Trisa, not just because of her gentle nature and me being the Holy child, but because I already have something that shall cover up that loophole.
"And you see the calls of the world kept calling out to me, asking me to save the world. It was hard a bit; whenever I closed my eyes, I felt as if I was reaching nowhere, even with all the people I knew that it would take time for my friends to grow to be powerful, and by them perhaps everything would be over."
I spoke, leaning myself on the chair with Trisa"s head on my chest. She gently yet firmly rubbed her hand on my chest, trying to give me her support because she herself can"t seem to sit straight with all the feelings that I am sending her.
"It was a run here and there, and I knew that I needed allies, powerful ones. But even then, what can I say that will make them believe me and follow me when I can"t even speak about it? And thus I ran to make myself stronger, running around the world for strength, and between that, I fell, and I fell hard."
As I ended my words here, Trisa held onto my chest, her body trembling a bit in my embrace, but I didn"t stop speaking as I continued.
"When I looked around me, I was all alone, no one was with me, and I started to break and cry yet even then the call of the world filled me, urging me to get stronger. I broke everything about me to follow that, and even at the end, I fell, and thankfully, that"s the best fall I took in my life because Mother Orpheus saw me, my drive, and took me as her child."
Reaching till here, I gave Trisa some breathing room, lowering the feeling of chaos, pain, and loss to give her the gentle embrace of life, her body relaxing as I started to speak.
"From then on, I gained something new, a new path to save the world, and I will do everything in my power to keep this world safe, for it contains my family, the people I love and care for. But sometimes, though, I wish I had someone with me who could understand me..."
At the end of my words, the feelings ma.s.sively flew towards Trisa, one of loneliness, due to which her body started to shake again lightly. This all is a relief and is marked deeply into Trisa"s soul.
"Leaving that aside, as I said, something is coming, and for it, I need people I can trust. Right now, I have the Church of Light with me, and I will be making a lot of allies and powers to deal with the approaching darkness, and in that pursuit, you are the first one who shall be join me from the Church of Life. Do you get it?"
As I asked this, I stopped the supply of my feelings, raising Trisa"s head with her chin, I looked deeply into her eyes, and now after torturing her with all the negative feelings, now I started to fully supply her with my loving trust and desires.
"When I saw those eyes of yours, I knew at that moment that you are someone of a very gentle soul. With my powers, your soul looked very beautiful to me, and I knew at that moment that you would be someone very dear to me, a person who would help keep my light in this darkness, someone who would bring me back if I go too far to save this world."
Reaching here, I slowly rubbed Trisa"s chin, the feeling of my life for her increasing being supplied to her as I spoke.
"So Trisa, can you be someone like that for me?"
This question of mine was met with those gentle green eyes filled with a little amount of tears yet the duty in those eyes was heavy as she spoke by nodding her head.
"It would be my greatest honor to do so."