Chapter 1338: A Resurrection from a Desperate Situation (1)

If her hatred and pain had surpa.s.sed her love for Bo Junyan, she would not have chosen him just to torture his life.

“My child will not be a continuation of evil! They’ll be the fruit of our love!”

“Alright, that’s just my mentality and not yours. But can you really not bear any grudges and not feel anything? Won’t your conscience hurt?” When he was with Ouyang Xiaoxiao, he was already suffocated by the guilt in his heart, let alone them having a child.

Like Mu Huan, Yu Hansheng knew that Ouyang Xiaoxiao was not in the wrong. She was innocent. She did not do anything. She was the victim.

But… even so…

When he was with her, he had a deep sense of guilt that he could not suppress.

She was the daughter of his enemy!

His parents had given birth to him and raised him. It was already very unfilial of him not to be able to protect them until they grew old. Yet he still wanted to be with the daughter of the enemy who had killed them…

He…

That strong sense of guilt tormented him every day!

But he could accept this torture. Because he was in pain and couldn’t be happy, he could still be with her.

But the child… back then, he really couldn’t accept it. Even now, he couldn’t… didn’t know what to do.

He didn’t believe that Mu Huan didn’t feel that guilty. He didn’t believe that she could really do it. That she didn’t feel anything in her heart at all. That she could let go of that guilt and be happy with Bo Junyan!

Even if her mentality was different from his, they were definitely similar! She definitely felt the same guilt as him!

Mu Huan did not speak further. Every word from Yu Hansheng was like a huge knife that ruthlessly slashed at the protective net in her heart, causing the repressed guilt to surge up.

Sinful.

Yes!

All along, what she could not let go of was guilt.

Even though her father had asked her to be with Bo Junyan properly as he died and said that his death was a relief and happiness, she still felt a sense of guilt that she could not let go…

It was already unfilial of her to not be able to kill her enemy with her own hands, yet she still…

It was just that she couldn’t let go of Bo Junyan. Hence, she chose him to suppress her guilt.

However, the more oppressive something was, the more it loved to rebound. This was especially so when it was being dug up from deep in her heart like this!

The more she thought about it, the more uncontrollably Mu Huan picked up the wine gla.s.s on the table and gulped down a few gla.s.ses.

Bo Junyan, who had just finished his work, walked over. When he heard their conversation just now, he looked at Mu Huan, who was drinking fiercely, and his eyes darkened with heartache…

He knew, knew that there was guilt in her heart that she couldn’t let go of.

After all, who could let go of the grudge for the murder of their father?

Taking into account how, even when her father had treated her like that in the past, she still couldn’t let go of him and was still so filial, what more after she found out that her father actually loved her, right before losing him forever?

That pain, that hatred.

It was really impossible to cross.

He did not speak or step forward. He just quietly watched Mu Huan drink.

He knew that she had been trying hard to suppress it. She needed to relax and vent.

Yu Hansheng looked at Mu Huan and was about to say something, but he thought about how he himself was hurting, about how he felt the same way. They were both in the same boat, so why did he have to step on the other party’s weakest spot?

Hence, he did not say anything else and focused on drinking.

The two of them drank until dawn. They got completely drunk.

Bo Junyan carried the drunk Mu Huan back to her room.