Chapter 944: Don’t Give Her Hope (4)

“But I’m already an adult. I’ll take care of myself. No matter what I do, I’ll be responsible for my own actions. You really don’t have to care about me.”

Back then, when they got married, her grandfather had given the Shangguan family to the Fu family on one condition. It was that this marriage could only be divorced when she wanted to. If Fu Siye had an affair, he would leave the marriage with nothing. Although she’d also have to leave the marriage with nothing, this condition was beneficial to him because they knew how much she loved him. If she was going to have an affair, that meant she definitely did not love him anymore. If she didn’t love him, she could just propose a divorce. There was no need for her to have an affair.

Hence, this condition only affected Fu Siye. He could only wait for her to give up and for her to want a divorce. That was why he had been hurting her all these years and forcing her to let go.

As Shangguan Yu spoke, she kept her eyes closed. She did not dare to look at him, afraid that if she looked at his face, she would only want to be with him and not say such things.

Because her eyes were closed, she did not see the complicated struggle in Fu Siye’s eyes.

In the past, when she said that she wanted to let go, she was always only playing hard to get. She was always testing him. Now, he could tell that she was really tired. She really could not hold on anymore.

In fact, she resolutely even wanted to do such a thing last night to completely break her heart.

He should have been happy because the freedom he had always wanted was about to arrive, but…

Why? Why was he so unable to accept it?

“If you don’t want me to defile myself, fine. I won’t defile myself. After we land, I’ll go back. I’ll try my best to find a man to like and have an affair with. From now on, you really don’t have to care about me anymore.” The reason she wanted to cheat on him was that she wanted to give him everything.

She didn’t need those a.s.sets. She only needed that coffee shop.

When Fu Siye heard her words, he couldn’t tell what he was feeling. He didn’t want to think too much about it either. He just followed his instincts and lowered his head to stop her red lips harshly. He didn’t want to hear her say these things again.

Shangguan Yu opened her eyes and looked at him.

Look, it’s always like this.

Whenever she was exhausted and in despair, he would always do something like this, making her feel that he actually liked her. It was only because of the misunderstandings in the past and because he couldn’t let go of such things that he treated her this way.

She just had to wait. One day, he would let go of those things and be happy with her.

But…

It had been six years. All she had been waiting for was despair and pain.

Her tears fell without warning.

After a long time…

“Siye, if you really don’t like me at all, then don’t treat me like this from now on, alright?” In the past, after this, she would always ask him with antic.i.p.ation if he was like this because he liked her.

But every time, she would feel despair. This made her not want to ask that anymore.

“Just take it that I’m begging you…”

She didn’t want to be so petty, but her love was so petty.

If possible, she really didn’t want to love him so much. She really didn’t…

It would be great if the human brain could be like a computer. If the person didn’t want something, they could just delete it forever and leave no trace.

Fu Siye really could not bear to hear her words and lowered his head again.

Shangguan Yu wanted to push him away, but she also didn’t want to.

Even though she knew that sinking into h.e.l.l would only bring her endless pain, she still couldn’t get out of it…