The Entire March Family Trilogy

Chapter 67

"I see," said Fulkerson.

"And I should like some intimation, some a.s.surance, as to which party your own feelings are with in the difference."

The colonel bent his eyes sharply on Fulkerson; Miss Woodburn let hers fall; Fulkerson felt that he was being tested, and he said, to gain time, "As between Lindau and Dryfoos?" though he knew this was not the point.

"As between Mr. Dryfoos and Mr. March," said the colonel.

Fulkerson drew a long breath and took his courage in both hands. "There can"t be any choice for me in such a case. I"m for March, every time."

The colonel seized his hand, and Miss Woodburn said, "If there had been any choice fo" you in such a case, I should never have let papa stir a step with you."

"Why, in regard to that," said the colonel, with a literal application of the idea, "was it your intention that we should both go?"

"Well, I don"t know; I suppose it was."

"I think it will be better for me to go alone," said the colonel; and, with a color from his experience in affairs of honor, he added: "In these matters a princ.i.p.al cannot appear without compromising his dignity. I believe I have all the points clearly in mind, and I think I should act more freely in meeting Mr. Dryfoos alone."

Fulkerson tried to hide the eagerness with which he met these agreeable views. He felt himself exalted in some sort to the level of the colonel"s sentiments, though it would not be easy to say whether this was through the desperation bred of having committed himself to March"s side, or through the buoyant hope he had that the colonel would succeed in his mission.

"I"m not afraid to talk with Dryfoos about it," he said.

"There is no question of courage," said the colonel. "It is a question of dignity--of personal dignity."

"Well, don"t let that delay you, papa," said his daughter, following him to the door, where she found him his hat, and Fulkerson helped him on with his overcoat. "Ah shall be jost wald to know ho" it"s toned oat."

"Won"t you let me go up to the house with you?" Fulkerson began. "I needn"t go in--"

"I prefer to go alone," said the colonel. "I wish to turn the points over in my mind, and I am afraid you would find me rather dull company."

He went out, and Fulkerson returned with Miss Woodburn to the drawing-room, where she said the Leightons were. They, were not there, but she did not seem disappointed.

"Well, Mr. Fulkerson," she said, "you have got an ahdeal of friendship, sure enough."

"Me?" said Fulkerson. "Oh, my Lord! Don"t you see I couldn"t do anything else? And I"m scared half to death, anyway. If the colonel don"t bring the old man round, I reckon it"s all up with me. But he"ll fetch him.

And I"m just prostrated with grat.i.tude to you, Miss Woodburn."

She waved his thanks aside with her fan. "What do you mean by its being all up with you?"

"Why, if the old man sticks to his position, and I stick to March, we"ve both got to go overboard together. Dryfoos owns the magazine; he can stop it, or he can stop us, which amounts to the same thing, as far as we"re concerned."

"And then what?" the girl pursued.

"And then, nothing--till we pick ourselves up."

"Do you mean that Mr. Dryfoos will put you both oat of your places?"

"He may."

"And Mr. Mawch takes the risk of that jost fo" a principle?"

"I reckon."

"And you do it jost fo" an ahdeal?"

"It won"t do to own it. I must have my little axe to grind, somewhere."

"Well, men awe splendid," sighed the girl. "Ah will say it."

"Oh, they"re not so much better than women," said Fulkerson, with a nervous jocosity. "I guess March would have backed down if it hadn"t been for his wife. She was as hot as pepper about it, and you could see that she would have sacrificed all her husband"s relations sooner than let him back down an inch from the stand he had taken. It"s pretty easy for a man to stick to a principle if he has a woman to stand by him. But when you come to play it alone--"

"Mr. Fulkerson," said the girl, solemnly, "Ah will stand bah you in this, if all the woald tones against you." The tears came into her eyes, and she put out her hand to him.

"You will?" he shouted, in a rapture. "In every way--and always--as long as you live? Do you mean it?" He had caught her hand to his breast and was grappling it tight there and drawing her to him.

The changing emotions chased one another through her heart and over her face: dismay, shame, pride, tenderness. "You don"t believe," she said, hoa.r.s.ely, "that Ah meant that?"

"No, but I hope you do mean it; for if you don"t, nothing else means anything."

There was no s.p.a.ce, there was only a point of wavering. "Ah do mean it."

When they lifted their eyes from each other again it was half-past ten.

"No" you most go," she said.

"But the colonel--our fate?"

"The co"nel is often oat late, and Ah"m not afraid of ouah fate, no"

that we"ve taken it into ouah own hands." She looked at him with dewy eyes of trust, of inspiration.

"Oh, it"s going to come out all right," he said. "It can"t come out wrong now, no matter what happens. But who"d have thought it, when I came into this house, in such a state of sin and misery, half an hour ago--"

"Three houahs and a half ago!" she said. "No! you most jost go. Ah"m tahed to death. Good-night. You can come in the mawning to see-papa."

She opened the door and pushed him out with enrapturing violence, and he ran laughing down the steps into her father"s arms.

"Why, colonel! I was just going up to meet you." He had really thought he would walk off his exultation in that direction.

"I am very sorry to say, Mr. Fulkerson," the colonel began, gravely, "that Mr. Dryfoos adheres to his position."

"Oh, all right," said Fulkerson, with unabated joy. "It"s what I expected. Well, my course is clear; I shall stand by March, and I guess the world won"t come to an end if he bounces us both. But I"m everlastingly obliged to you, Colonel Woodburn, and I don"t know what to say to you. I--I won"t detain you now; it"s so late. I"ll see you in the morning. Good-ni--"

Fulkerson did not realize that it takes two to part. The colonel laid hold of his arm and turned away with him. "I will walk toward your place with you. I can understand why you should be anxious to know the particulars of my interview with Mr. Dryfoos"; and in the statement which followed he did not spare him the smallest. It outlasted their walk and detained them long on the steps of the "Every Other Week"

building. But at the end Fulkerson let himself in with his key as light of heart as if he had been listening to the gayest promises that fortune could make.

By the time he met March at the office next morning, a little, but only a very little, misgiving saddened his golden heaven. He took March"s hand with high courage, and said, "Well, the old man sticks to his point, March." He added, with the sense of saying it before Miss Woodburn: "And I stick by you. I"ve thought it all over, and I"d rather be right with you than wrong with him."

"Well, I appreciate your motive, Fulkerson," said March. "But perhaps--perhaps we can save over our heroics for another occasion.

Lindau seems to have got in with his, for the present."

He told him of Lindau"s last visit, and they stood a moment looking at each other rather queerly. Fulkerson was the first to recover his spirits. "Well," he said, cheerily, "that let"s us out."