"Perhaps he likes you best as you are?"
"I don"t mean cleverness: I can"t help that,--and he knows how stupid I am,--but I am afraid he thinks there is more worth in me. Don"t you know, he has a sort of sunshine in his eyes and mind, that makes all he cares about seem to him brighter and better than it really is. I am afraid he is only dressing me up with that sunshine."
"It must be strange sunshine that you want to make you better and brighter than you are," said Laura, kissing her.
"I"ll tell you what it is," said Amy folding her hands, and standing with her face raised, "it won"t do now, as you told me once, to have no bones in my character. I must learn to be steady and strong, if I can; for if this is to be, he will depend on me, I don"t mean, to advise him, for he knows better than anybody, but to be--you know what--if vexation, or trouble was to come! And Laura, think if he was to depend on me, and I was to fail! Oh, do help me to have firmness and self-command, like you!"
"It was a long time ago that we talked of your wanting bones."
"Yes, before he came; but I never forget it."
Laura was obliged to go out with Eveleen. All went their different ways; and Amy had the garden to herself to cool her cheeks in. But this was a vain operation, for a fresh access of burning was brought on while Laura was helping her to dress for dinner, when her father"s quick step sounded in the pa.s.sage. He knocked at her door, and as she opened it, he kissed her on each cheek; and throwing his arm round her, exclaimed,--
"Well, Miss Amy, you have made a fine morning"s work of it! A pretty thing, for young ladies to be accepting offers while papa is out of the way. Eh, Laura?"
Amy knew this was a manifestation of extreme delight; but it was not very pleasant to Laura.
"So you have made a conquest!" proceeded Mr. Edmonstone; "and I heartily wish you joy of it, my dear. He is as amiable and good-natured a youth as I would wish to see; and I should say the same if he had not a shilling in the world."
Laura"s heart bounded; but she knew, whatever her father might fancy, the reality would be very different if Guy were as poor as Philip.
"I shall write to him this very evening," he continued, "and tell him, if he has the bad taste to like such a silly little white thing, I am not the man to stand in his way. Eh, Amy? Shall I tell him so?"
"Tell him what you please, dear papa."
"Eh? What I please? Suppose I say we can"t spare our little one, and he may go about his business?"
"I"m not afraid of you, papa."
"Come, she"s a good little thing--sha"n"t be teased. Eh, Laura? what do you think of it, our beauty, to see your younger sister impertinent enough to set up a lover, while your pink cheeks are left in the lurch?"
Laura not being wont to make playful repartees, her silence pa.s.sed unnoticed. Her feelings were mixed; but perhaps the predominant one was satisfaction that it was not for her pink cheeks that she was valued.
It had occurred to Mrs. Edmonstone that it was a curious thing, after her attempt at scheming for Eveleen, to have to announce to her that Guy was attached to her own daughter; nay, after the willingness Eveleen had manifested to be gratified with any attention Guy showed her, it seemed doubtful for a moment whether the intelligence would be pleasing to her.
However, Eveleen was just the girl to like men better than women, and never to be so happy as when on the verge of flirting; it would probably have been the same with any other youth that came in her, way, and Guy might fully be acquitted of doing more than paying her the civilities which were requisite from him to any young lady visitor. He had, two years ago, when a mere boy, idled, laughed, and made fun with her, but his fear of trifling away his time had made him draw back, before he had involved himself in what might have led to anything further; and during the present visit, no one could doubt that he was preoccupied with Amy. At any rate, it was right that Eveleen should know the truth, in confidence, if only to prevent her from talking of any surmises she might have.
Mrs. Edmonstone was set at ease in a moment. Eveleen was enchanted, danced round and round the room, declared they would be the most charming couple in the world; she had seen it all along; she was so delighted they had come to an understanding at last, poor things, they were so miserable all last week; and she must take credit to herself for having done it all. Was not her aunt very much obliged to her?
"My dear Eva," exclaimed Mrs. Edmonstone, into whose mind the notion never entered that any one could boast of such a proceeding as hers last night; but the truth was that Eveleen, feeling slightly culpable, was delighted that all had turned out so well, and resolved to carry it off with a high hand.
"To be sure! Poor little Amy! when she looked ready to sink into the earth, she little knew her obligations to me! Was not it the cleverest thing in the world? It was just the touch they wanted--the very thing!"
"My dear, I am glad I know that you are sometimes given to talking nonsense," said Mrs. Edmonstone, laughing.
"And you won"t believe me serious? You won"t be grateful to me for my lucky hit" said Eveleen, looking comically injured. "Oh auntie, that is very hard, when I shall believe to my dying day that I did it!"
"Why, Eva, if I thought it had been done by design, I should find it very hard to forgive you for it at all, rather hard even to accept Guy, so you had better not try to disturb my belief that it was only that spirit of mischief that makes you now and then a little mad."
"Oh dear! what a desperate scolding you must have given poor little Charlotte!" exclaimed Eveleen, quaintly.
Mrs. Edmonstone could not help laughing as she confessed that she had altogether forgotten Charlotte.
"Then you will. You"ll go on forgetting her," cried Eveleen. "She only did what she was told, and did not know the malice of it. There, you"re relenting! There"s a good aunt! And now, if you won"t be grateful, as any other mamma in the world would have been, and as I calculated on, when I pretended to have been a prudent, designing woman, instead of a wild mischievous monkey at least you"ll forgive me enough to invite me to the wedding. Oh! what a beauty of a wedding it will be! I"d come from Kilcoran all the way on my bare knees to see it. And you"ll let me be bridesmaid, and have a ball after it?"
"There is no saying what I may do, if you"ll only be a good girl, and hold your tongue. I don"t want to prevent your telling anything to your mamma, of course, but pray don"t let it go any further. Don"t let Maurice hear it, I have especial reasons for wishing it should not be known. You know it is not even an engagement, and nothing must be done which can make Guy feel in the least bound?"
Eveleen promised, and Mrs. Edmonstone knew that she had sense and proper feeling enough for her promise to deserve trust.
CHAPTER 14
For falsehood now doth flow, And subject faith doth ebbe, Which would not be, if reason ruled, Or wisdom weav"d the webbe.
The daughter of debate, That eke discord doth sowe, Shal reape no gaine where former rule Hath taught stil peace to growe.
--QUEEN ELIZABETH
"ATHENAEUM TERRACE, ST MILDRED"S, August 4th, "MY DEAR PHILIP,--Thank you for returning the books, which were brought safely by Sir Guy. I am sorry you do not agree in my estimate of them. I should have thought your strong sense would have made you perceive that reasoning upon fact, and granting nothing without tangible proof, were the best remedy for a dreamy romantic tendency to the weakness and credulity which are in the present day termed poetry and faith. It is curious to observe how these vague theories reduce themselves to the absurd when brought into practice. There are two Miss Wellwoods here, daughters of that unfortunate man who fell in a duel with old Sir Guy Morville, who seem to make it their business to become the general subject of animadversion, taking pauper children into their house, where they educate them in a way to unfit them for their station, and teach them to observe a sort of monastic rule, preaching the poor people in the hospital to death, visiting the poor at all sorts of strange hours.
Dr Henley actually found one of them, at twelve o"clock at night, in a miserable lodging-house, filled with the worst description of inmates.
Quite young women, too, and with no mother or elder person to direct them; but it is the fashion among the attendants at the new chapel to admire them. This subject has diverted me from what I intended to say with respect to the young baronet. Your description agrees with all I have hitherto seen, though I own I expected a Redclyffe Morville to have more of the "heros de roman", or rather of the grand tragic cast of figure, as, if I remember right, was the case with this youth"s father, a much finer and handsomer young man. Sir Guy is certainly gentlemanlike, and has that sort of agreeability which depends on high animal spirits. I should think him clever, but superficial; and with his mania for music, he can hardly fail to be merely an accomplished man. In spite of all you said of the Redclyffe temper, I was hardly prepared to find it so ready to flash forth on the most inexplicable provocations.
It is like walking on a volcano. I have seen him two or three times draw himself up, bite his lip, and answer with an effort and a sharpness that shows how thin a crust covers the burning lava; but I acknowledge that he has been very civil and attentive, and speaks most properly of what he owes to you. I only hope he will not be hurt by the possession of so large a property so early in life, and I have an idea that our good aunt at Hollywell has done a good deal to raise his opinion of himself. We shall, of course, show him every civility in our power, and give him the advantage of intellectual society at our house. His letters are directed to this place, as you know South Moor Farm is out of the cognizance of the post. They seem to keep up a brisk correspondence with him from Hollywell. Few guardians" letters are, I should guess, honoured with such deepening colour as his while reading one from my uncle. He tells me he has been calling at Stylehurst; it is a pity, for his sake, that Colonel Harewood is at home, for the society of those sons is by no means advisable for him. I can hardly expect to offer him what is likely to be as agreeable to him as the conversation and amus.e.m.e.nts of Edward and Tom Harewood, who are sure to be at home for the St. Mildred"s races. I hear Tom has been getting into fresh sc.r.a.pes at Cambridge.
"Your affectionate sister, "MARGARET HENLEY."
"ATHENAEUM TERRACE.
ST. MILDRED"S, Sept. 6th.
"MY DEAR PHILIP,--No one can have a greater dislike than myself to what is called mischief-making; therefore I leave it entirely to you to make what use you please of the following facts, which have fallen under my notice. Sir Guy Morville has been several times at St. Mildred"s, in company with Tom Harewood, and more than once alone with some strange questionable-looking people; and not many days ago, my maid met him coming out of a house in one of the low streets, which it is hard to a.s.sign a motive for his visiting. This, however, might be accident, and I should never have thought of mentioning it, but for a circ.u.mstance that occurred this morning. I had occasion to visit Grey"s Bank, and while waiting in conversation with Mr. Grey, a person came in whom I knew to be a notorious gambler, and offered a cheque to be changed. As it lay on the counter, my eye was caught by the signature. It was my uncle"s. I looked again, and could not be mistaken. It was a draft for 30 on Drummond, dated the 12th of August, to Sir Guy Morville, signed C. Edmonstone, and endorsed in Sir Guy"s own writing, with the name of John White. In order that I might be certain that I was doing the poor young man no injustice, I outstayed the man, and asked who he was, when Mr. Grey confirmed me in my belief that it was one Jack White, a jockeying sort of man who attends all the races in the country, and makes his livelihood by betting and gambling. And now, my dear brother, make what use of this fact you think fit, though I fear there is little hope of rescuing the poor youth from the fatal habits which are hereditary in his family, and must be strong indeed not to have been eradicated by such careful training as you say he has received. I leave it entirely to you, trusting in your excellent judgment, and only hoping you will not bring my name forward. Grieving much at having to be the first to communicate such unpleasant tidings, which will occasion so much vexation at Hollywell."
"Your affectionate sister, "MARGARET HENLEY."
Captain Morville was alone when he received the latter of these letters.
At first, a look divided between irony and melancholy pa.s.sed over his face, as he read his sister"s preface and her hearsay evidence, but, as he went farther, his upper lip curled, and a sudden gleam, as of exultation in a verified prophecy, lighted his eye, shading off quickly, however, and giving place to an iron expression of rigidity and sternness, the compressed mouth, coldly-fixed eye, and sedate brow, composed into a grave severity that might have served for an impersonation of stern justice. He looked through the letter a second time, folded it up, put it in his pocket, and went about his usual affairs; but the expression did not leave his face all day; and the next morning he took a day-ticket by the railway to Broadstone, where, as it was the day of the petty sessions, he had little doubt of meeting Mr.
Edmonstone. Accordingly, he had not walked far down the High Street, before he saw his uncle standing on the step of the post-office, opening a letter he had just received.
"Ha! Philip, what brings you here? The very man I wanted. Coming to Hollywell?"
"No, thank you, I go back this evening," said Philip, and, as he spoke, he saw that the letter which Mr. Edmonstone held, and twisted with a hasty, nervous movement, was in Guy"s writing.
"Well, I am glad you are here, at any rate. Here is the most extraordinary thing! What possesses the boy I cannot guess. Here"s Guy writing to me for--What do you think? To send him a thousand pounds!"
"Hem!" said Philip in an expressive tone; yet, as if he was not very much amazed; "no explanation, I suppose?"
"No, none at all. Here, see what he says yourself. No! Yes, you may,"
added Mr. Edmonstone, with a rapid glance at the end of the letter,--a movement, first to retain it, and then following his first impulse, with an unintelligible murmuring.