"Of course I will" said Mr. Ashford, with much emotion. "The danger must have been great."

"It was," said Guy, as if the strong feeling would show itself. "It was most merciful. That little boat felt like a toy at the will of the winds and waves, till one recollected who held the storm in His hand."

He spoke very simply, as if he could not help it, with his eye fixed on the clear eastern sky, and with a tone of grave awe and thankfulness which greatly struck Mr. Ashford, from the complete absence of self-consciousness, or from any attempt either to magnify or depreciate his sense of the danger.

"You thought the storm a more dangerous time than your expedition on the rock?"

"It was not. The fishermen, who were used to such things, did not think much of it; but I am glad to have been out on such a night, if only for the magnificent sensation it gives to realize one"s own powerlessness and His might. As for the rock, there was something to do to look to one"s footing, and cling on; no time to think."

"It was a desperate thing!"

"Not so bad as it looked. One step at a time is all one wants, you know, and that there always was. But what a fine fellow Ben Robinson is! He behaved like a regular hero--it was the thorough contempt and love of danger one reads of. There must be a great deal of good in him, if one only knew how to get hold of it."

"Look there!" was Mr. Ashford"s answer, as he turned his head at the church wicket; and, at a short distance behind, Guy saw Ben himself walking up the path, with his thankful, happy father, a sight that had not been seen for months, nay, for years.

"Ay," he said, "such a night as this, and such a good old man as the father, could not fail to bring out all the good in a man."

"Yes," thought Mr. Ashford, "such a night, under such a leader! The sight of so much courage based on that foundation is what may best touch and save that man."

After church, Guy walked fast away; Mr. Ashford went home, made a long breakfast, having the whole story to tell, and was on to the scene of action again, where he found the master, quite restored, and was presently joined by Markham. Of Sir Guy, there was no news, except that Jem Ledbury said he had looked in after church to know how the cabin boy was going on, and the master, understanding that he had been the leader in the rescue, was very anxious to thank him, and walked up to the house with Markham and Mr. Ashford.

Markham conducted them straight to the library, the door of which was open. He crossed the room, smiled, and made a sign to Mr. Ashford, who looked in some surprise and amus.e.m.e.nt. It has been already said that the room was so s.p.a.cious that the inhabited part looked like a little encampment by the fire, though the round table was large, and the green leather sofa and arm chair were c.u.mbrous.

However, old Sir Guy"s arm-chair was never used by his grandson; Markham might sit there, and Bustle did sometimes, but Guy always used one of the unpretending, unluxurious chairs, which were the staple of the room.

This, however, was vacant, and on the table before it stood the remains of breakfast, a loaf reduced to half its dimensions, an empty plate and coffee-cup. The fire was burnt down to a single log, and on the sofa, on all the various books with which it was strewed, lay Guy, in anything but a comfortable position, his head on a great dictionary, fairly overcome with sleep, his very thick, black eyelashes resting on his fresh, bright cheek, and the relaxation of the grave expression of his features making him look even younger than he really was. He was so sound asleep that it was not till some movement of Markham"s that he awoke, and started up, exclaiming,--

"What a horrid shame! I am very sorry!"

"Sorry! what for?" said Markham. "I am glad, at any rate, you have been wise enough to change your things, and eat some breakfast."

"I meant to have done so much," said Guy; "but sea-wind makes one so sleepy!" Then, perceiving the captain, he came forward, hoping he was quite recovered.

The captain stood mystified, for he could not believe this slim youth could be the Sir Guy of whose name he had heard so much, and, after answering the inquiry, he began,--

"If I could have the honour of seeing Sir Guy--"

"Well?" said Guy.

"I beg your pardon, sir!" said the captain, while they all laughed, "I did not guess you could be so young a gentleman. I am sure, sir, "tis what any man might be proud of having done, and--I never saw anything like it!" he added, with a fresh start, "and it will do you honour everywhere. All our lives are owing to you, sir."

Guy did not cut him short, though very glad when it was over. He felt he should not, in the captain"s place, like to have his thanks shortened, and besides, if ever there was happiness or exultation, it was in the glistening eyes of old Markham, the first time he had ever been able to be justly proud of one of the family, whom he loved with so much faithfulness and devotion.

CHAPTER 24

Is there a word, or jest, or game, But time encrusteth round With sad a.s.sociate thoughts the same?

--ELIZABETH BARRETT BROWNING.

Among the persons who spent a forlorn autumn was Mr. Ross, though his troubles were not quite of the same description as those of his young parishioners. He missed his daughter very much; all his household affairs got out of order; the school-girls were naughty, and neither he, nor Miss Edmonstone, nor the mistress, could discover the culprits; their inquiries produced nothing but a wild confusion of mutual accusations, where the truth was undistinguishable. The cook never could find anything to make broth of, Mr. Ross could, never lay his hands on the books he wanted for himself or anybody else; and, lastly, none of his shirts ever had their b.u.t.tons on.

Mary, meanwhile, had to remain through a whole course of measles, then to greet the arrival of a new nephew, and to attend his christening: but she had made a vow that she would be at home by Christmas, and she kept it.

Mr. Ross had the satisfaction of fetching her home from the station the day before Christmas Eve, and of seeing her opposite to him, on her own side of the table, in the evening, putting on the b.u.t.tons, and considering it an especial favour and kindness, for which to be for ever grateful, that he had written all his Christmas sermons beforehand, so as to have a whole evening clear before her. He was never a great letter-writer, and Mary had a great deal to hear, for all that had come to her were the main facts, with very few details.

"I have had very few letters, even from Hollywell," said she. "I suppose it is on account of Charles"s illness. You think him really better?"

"Yes, much better. I forgot to tell you, you are wanted for their Christmas party to-morrow night."

"Oh! he is well enough for them not to put it off! Is he able to be out of bed?"

"No, he lies perfectly flat, and looks very thin. It has been a very severe illness. I don"t think I ever knew him suffer so much; but, at the same time, I never knew him behave so well, or show so much patience, and consideration for other people, I was the more surprised, because at first he seemed to have relapsed into all the ways he thought he had shaken off; he was so irritable and fretful, that poor Mrs.

Edmonstone looked worn out; but it seems to have been only the beginning of the illness; it was very different after he was laid up."

"Has he had you to see him?"

"Yes, he asked for it, which he never did before, and Amabel reads to him every morning. There is certainly much more that is satisfactory about those young Edmonstones than there once seemed reason to expect."

"And now tell me about Sir Guy. What is the matter? Why does he not come home this winter!"

"I cannot tell you the rights of it, Mary. Mr. Edmonstone is very much offended about something he is reported to have said, and suspects him of having been in mischief at St. Mildred"s; but I am not at all persuaded that it is not one of Mr. Edmonstone"s affronts."

"Where is he?"

"At Redclyffe. I have a letter from him which I am going to answer to-night. I shall tell the Edmonstones about it, for I cannot believe that, if he had been guilty of anything very wrong, his mind would be occupied in this manner;" and he gave Mary the letter.

"Oh, no!" exclaimed Mary, as she read. "I am sure he cannot be in any mischief. What an admirable person he is! I am very sorry this cloud has arisen! I was thinking last summer how happy they all were together."

"Either this or Charles"s illness has cast a gloom over the whole house.

The girls are both grown much graver."

"Amy graver?" said Mary, quickly.

"I think so. At least she did not seem to cheer up as I should have expected when her brother grew better. She looks as if she had been nursing him too closely, and yet I see her walking a good deal."

"Poor little Amy!" said Mary, and she asked no more questions, but was anxious to make her own observations.

She did not see the Edmonstones till the next evening, as the day was wet, and she only received a little note telling her that one carriage would be sent to fetch her and Mr. Ross. The whole of the family, except Charles, were in the drawing-room, but Mary looked chiefly at Amy. She was in white, with holly in her hair, and did not look sorrowful; but she was paler and thinner than last summer, and though she spoke, smiled, and laughed when she ought, it was without the gay, childish freedom of former times. She was a small, pale, quiet girl now, not a merry, caressing kitten. Mary recollected what she had been in the wood last summer, and was sure it was more than Charles"s illness that had altered her; yet still Amy had not Laura"s hara.s.sed look.

Mary had not much talk with Amy, for it was a large party, with a good many young ladies and children, and Amy had a great deal of work in the way of amusing them. She had a wearied look, and was evidently exerting herself to the utmost.

"You look tired," said Mary, kindly.

"No, it is only stupidity," said Amy, smiling rather sadly. "We can"t be entertaining without Charlie."

"It has been a melancholy winter," began Mary, but she was surprised, for Amy"s face and neck coloured in a moment; then, recovering herself, with some hesitation, she said,--