"I don"t understand such goodness!" he continued. "As if it were not enough to look to heaven beyond, to have this longing gratified, which I thought I ought to conquer. Oh, Amy! is not that being Fatherly!"

"Yes, indeed."

"Now after that, and with mamma"s coming (for you will have her if I don"t see her), I have but one wish unfulfilled."

"Ah! a clergyman."

"Yes, but if that is withheld, I must believe it is rightly ordered. We must think of that Sunday at Stylehurst and Christmas-day, and that last time at Munich."

"Oh, I am so glad we stayed at Munich for that!"

"Those were times, indeed! and many more. Yes; I have been a great deal too much favoured already, and now to be allowed to die just as I should have chosen--"

He broke off to take what Amabel was preparing for him, and she felt his pulse. There was fever still, which probably supplied the place of strength, for he said he was very comfortable, and his eyes were as bright as ever; but the beats were weak and fluttering, and a thrill crossed her that it might be near; but she must attend to him, and could not think.

When it was time for her to go down to breakfast with Philip, Guy said, "Do you think Philip could come to me to-day? I want much to speak to him."

"I am sure he could."

"Then pray ask him to come, if it will not tire him very much."

Philip had, the last two mornings, risen in time to breakfast with Amabel, in the room adjoining his own; he was still very weak, and attempted no more than crossing the room, and sitting in the balcony to enjoy the evening air. He had felt the heat of the weather severely, and had been a good deal thrown back by his fatigue and agitation the day he wrote the letter, while also anxiety for Guy was r.e.t.a.r.ding his progress, though he only heard the best side of his condition. Besides all this, his repentance both for his conduct with regard to Laura and the hard measure he had dealt to Guy was pressing on him increasingly; and the warm feelings, hardened and soured by early disappointment, regained their force, and grew into a love and admiration that made it still more horrible to perceive that he had acted ungenerously towards his cousin.

When he heard of Guy"s desire to see him, he was pleased, said he was quite able to walk up-stairs, had been thinking of offering to help her by sitting with him, and was very glad to hear he was well enough to wish for a visit. She saw she must prepare him for what the conversation was likely to be.

"He is very anxious to see you," she said. "He is wishing to set all in order. And if he does speak about--about dying, will you be so kind as not to contradict him?"

"There is no danger?" cried Philip, startling, with a sort of agony. "He is no worse? You said the fever was lower."

"He is rather better, I think; but he wishes so much to have everything arranged, that I am sure it will be better for him to have it off his mind. So, will you bear it, please, Philip?" ended she, with an imploring look, that reminded him of her childhood.

"How do you bear it?" he asked.

"I don"t know--I can"t vex him."

Philip said no more, and only asked when he should come.

"In an hour"s time, perhaps, or whenever he was ready," she said, "for he could rest in the sitting-room before coming in to Guy."

He found mounting the stairs harder than he had expected, and, with aching knees and gasping breath, at length reached the sitting-room, where Amabel was ready to pity him, and made him rest on the sofa till he had fully recovered. She then conducted him in; and his first glance gave him infinite relief, for he saw far less change than was still apparent in himself. Guy"s face was at all times too thin to be capable of losing much of its form, and as he was liable to be very much tanned, the brown, fixed on his face by the sunshine of his journey had not gone off, and a slight flush on his cheeks gave him his ordinary colouring; his beautiful hazel eyes were more brilliant than ever; and though the hand he held out was hot and wasted, Philip could not think him nearly as ill as he had been himself, and was ready to let him talk as he pleased. He was rea.s.sured, too, by his bright smile, and the strength of his voice, as he spoke a few playful words of welcome and congratulation. Amy set a chair, and with a look to remind Philip to be cautious, glided into her own room, leaving the door open, so as to see and hear all that pa.s.sed, for they were not fit to be left absolutely alone together.

Philip sat down; and after a little pause Guy began:

"There were a few things I wanted to say, in case you should be my successor at Redclyffe."

A horror came over Philip; but he saw Amy writing at her little table, and felt obliged to refrain.

"I don"t think of directing you," said Guy, "You will make a far better landlord than I; but one or two things I should like."

"Anything you wish!"

"Old Markham. He has old-world notions and prejudices, but his soul is in the family and estate. His heart will be half broken, for me, and if he loses his occupation, he will be miserable. Will you bear with him, and be patient while he lives, even if he is cross and absurd in his objections, and jealous of all that is not me?"

"Yes--yes--if--"

"Thank you. Then there is Coombe Prior. I took Wellwood"s pay on myself.

Will you? And I should like him to have the living. Then there is the school to be built; and I thought of enclosing that bit of waste, to make gardens for the people; but that you"ll do much better. Well; don"t you remember when you were at Redclyffe last year" (Philip winced) "telling Markham that bit of green by Sally"s gate ought to be taken into the park? I hope you won"t do that, for it is the only place the people have to turn out their cows and donkeys. And you won"t cut them off from the steps from the Cove, for it saves the old people from being late for church? Thank you. As to the rest, it is pleasant to think it will be in such hands if--"

That "if" gave Philip some comfort, though it did not mean what he fancied. He thought of Guy"s recovery; Guy referred to the possibility of Amabel"s guardianship.

"Amy has a list of the old people who have had so much a week, or their cottages rent-free," said Guy. "If it comes to you, you will not let them feel the difference? And don"t turn off the old keeper Brown; he is of no use, but it would kill him. And Ben Robinson, who was so brave in the shipwreck, a little notice now and then would keep him straight.

Will you tell him I hope he will never forget that morning-service after the wreck? He may be glad to think of it when he is as I am now. You tell him, for he will mind more what comes from a man."

All this had been spoken with pauses for recollection, and for Philip"s signs of a.s.sent. Amabel came to give him some cordial; and as soon as she had retreated he went on:--

"My poor uncle; I have written--that is, caused Arnaud to write to him.

I hope this may sober him; but one great favour I have to ask of you. I can"t leave him money, it would only be a temptation; but will you keep an eye on him, and let Amy rely on you to tell her when to help him I can"t ask any one else, and she cannot do it for herself; but you would do it well. A little kindness might save him; and you don"t know how generous a character it is, run to waste. Will you undertake this?"

"To be sure I will!"

"Thank you very much. You will judge rightly; but he has delicate feelings. Yes, really; and take care you don"t run against them."

Another silence followed; after which Guy said, smiling with his natural playfulness, "One thing more. You are the lawyer of the family, and I want a legal opinion. I have been making Arnaud write my will. I have wished Miss Wellwood of St. Mildred"s to have some money for a sisterhood she wants to establish. Now, should I leave it to herself or name trustees?"

Philip heard as if a flash of light was blinding him, and he interrupted, with an exclamation:--

"Tell me one thing! Was that the thousand pounds?"

"Yes. I was not at liberty to--"

He stopped, for he was unheard. At the first word Philip had sunk on his knees, hiding his face on the bed-clothes, in an agony of self-abas.e.m.e.nt, before the goodness he had been relentlessly persecuting.

"It was that?" he said, in a sort of stifled sob. "Oh, can you forgive me?"

He could not look up; but he felt Guy"s hand touch his head, and heard him say, "That was done long ago. Even as you pardoned my fierce rage against you, which I trust is forgiven above. It has been repented!"

As he spoke there was a knock at the door, and, with the instinctive dread of being found in his present posture, Philip sprang to his feet.

Amabel went to the door, and was told that the physician was down-stairs with two gentlemen; and a card was given her, on which she read the name of an English clergyman.

"There, again!" said Guy. "Everything comes to me. Now it is all quite right."

Amabel was to go and speak to them, and Guy would see Mr. Morris, the clergyman, as soon as the physician had made his visit. "You must not go down," he then said to Philip. "You will wait in the sitting-room, won"t you? We shall want you again, you know," and his calm brightness was a contrast to Philip"s troubled look. "All is clear between us now," he added, as Philip turned away.

Long ago, letters had been written to Venice, begging that if an English clergyman should travel that way he might be told how earnestly his presence was requested; this was the first who had answered the summons.

He was a very young man, much out of health, and travelling under the care of a brother, who was in great dread of his doing anything to injure himself. Amabel soon perceived that, though kind and right-minded, he could not help them, except as far as his office was concerned. He was very shy, only just in priest"s orders; he told her he had never had this office to perform before, and seemed almost to expect her to direct him; while his brother was so afraid of his over-exerting himself, that she could not hope he would take charge of Philip.

However, after the physician had seen Guy, she brought Mr. Morris to him, and came forward, or remained in her room, according as she was wanted. She thought her husband"s face was at each moment acquiring more unearthly beauty, and feeling with him, she was raised above thought or sensation of personal sorrow.

When the first part of the service was over, and she exchanged a few words, out of Guy"s hearing, with Mr. Morris, he said to her, as from the very fullness of his heart, "One longs to humble oneself to him. How it puts one to shame to hear such repentance with such a confession!"