The clergyman felt an instinctive sympathy. He saw that Gobion was feeling to the full the influence of the hour and place, the musical cadence of the verse, and he responded in his turn with a newer sense of the poetry of worship, throwing deep feeling into his voice. It was a keen, aesthetic pleasure to both of them, though the priest felt something more, but it put Gobion on good terms with himself at once. He had roused emotion of a sort, and the rousing seemed to sweep away the contamination of the day.
He bowed low to the distant crucifix on the altar on leaving the building, as a man who had tasted a sweet morsel, with shadowy and pleasant thoughts--the sense of a finer glory.
CHAPTER IV.
_THE CAMPAIGN._
When a few unconsidered trifles have been thrown out at score, to a middle-aged business man the world is a bundle of shares and bills receivable. To most young men it is a girl or several girls. For some girls it is a young man. For some other people it is a church, a bar, a coterie--for Yardly Gobion it was himself. Realizing this in every nerve, for the next few weeks he devoted himself to making acquaintances and impressions.
He did no writing beyond his weekly contribution to _The Pilgrim_, but went abroad and looked around, making himself a niche before he essayed anything further. He managed to get about to one or two rather decent houses, and greatly consolidated his position at the "copy shop." His idea was to keep quiet till Sturtevant came up to town, for he thought that very little could stand against such a combination. Accordingly he had a pleasant time for the next few weeks. His work did not take him more than four hours a day, and now that his circle of acquaintance was so much enlarged there was always plenty of amus.e.m.e.nt. He could always enjoy the small change of transient emotion by a visit to the church at Pimlico, where in the lonely services he felt (sometimes for nearly an hour) a sorrow at his life and a yearning for goodness.
His mental att.i.tude on these occasions was a strange one, and one only found in people possessing the artistic temperament; for he seemed to stand aloof, and mourn over the grossness of some dear friend; he could detach his mind from his own personality, and feel an awful pity for his own dying soul. Then after these luxurious abandonments, these delightful lapses into religious sentimentality, he would seize on pleasure as a monkey seizes on a nut, finding an added zest in the pursuit of dissipation. One thing in some small degree he noticed, and that was that this alternation of att.i.tude was slightly weakening his powers of taste. The sharpest edge of enjoyment seemed blunted.
One night, about a month after his arrival in town, he dined out in Chelsea with some friends, driving back to his rooms about eleven o"clock, very much in love with himself. On this particular evening he had not tried to be smart or clever. There had been several other ultra-modern young men there; and seeing that the hostess--a charming person--was wearied of their modernity and smart sayings, he affected quite another style, pleasing her by his deferential and chivalrous manner, the simplicity of his conversation. A fresh instance of his power always tickled his vanity, and he drove home down the Strand, his soul big with a hideous egoism.
He paid the driver liberally, for he was generous in all small matters, and opening the door with his latch-key went upstairs. He entered the room, and to his immeasurable surprise found it brilliantly lit with gas and candles. On the table was a half-empty bottle of champagne and a bedroom tumbler.
In a chair on the right side of the fireplace sat Sturtevant in his shirtsleeves, smoking a cigarette, while on the other side of the fire was a young lady dressed in the van of the fashion, also smoking. Her hat was off, and her hair was metallically golden.
"Where--the--devil--did you spring from?" said Gobion.
"My good friend--not before a lady, please," said Sturtevant with a grin.
The lady waved her cigarette in the air. "Spit it out, old man; don"t mind me!" she said.
Gobion looked helplessly from the lady to Sturtevant and back again.
These things were beyond him.
"Allow me," said Sturtevant. "Mr. Yardly Gobion, Miss--er--I don"t know your name, my dear."
"Me?" said the young lady. "My name don"t matter. I"m off; so long, boys."
"Will you explain?" said Gobion. "I am rather bewildered."
"Well, it"s in this way. I got up to town about six this evening, and went to the Temple. I found my chambers in an excessively filthy state, with no fire, my laundress not expecting me till to-morrow. I dined at the "Monico," and met that damsel in Piccadilly; and, in short, we have been spending the evening under your hospitable roof, aided by a bottle of fizz from the "Grecian.""
"I see. Well, if you don"t mind, old man, don"t bring that sort in. I like them anywhere but in my rooms. A _demoiselle de trottoir_ should stay----"
"On the _trottoir_--quite so. I won"t offend again; only I wanted someone to amuse me, and I expected you"d be late. Now look here; can you put me up for the night? my chambers are in a horrible mess."
"Oh, I should think so; I"ll ask the landlady."
At half-past eleven the next morning Gobion got up, after some trouble getting Sturtevant out of bed; and they began a composite meal which the president called "brunch" soon after twelve.
Some letters were waiting. One was a pathetic appeal from an Oxford tailor for "something on account." Gobion said "d.a.m.n" (the Englishman"s shortest prayer), and threw it into the fire. Another was a letter from Scott, strong, earnest, and loving. He pa.s.sed it to Sturtevant, who read it and said, "Man seems to have kept it a little too long in a hot place. Trifle high, don"t you think?"
The third ran:--
"MY DEAR CARADOC,
"Marjorie and I are coming up for a fortnight to stay with my mother in Kensington. We hope to see a good deal of you, as you say you have deserted Oxford for a time to take up some literary work in London.
"Marjorie tells me to say that you must meet our train--the 4.30 at Victoria, but don"t put yourself out.
"Yours affectionately,
"GERALD LOVERING."
"Hallo," said Gobion, "my girl"s coming up!"
"Didn"t know you had one; has she any money?"
"A little, I think, and her father looks on me as an eligible; he doesn"t know I"ve been sent down, and I don"t intend he shall. I have to meet the 4.30 this afternoon."
"Well, I wanted to talk over our plans some time to-day. When will you come to my chambers?"
"This evening, I should think. I must work till four; I"ve a novel to do for _The Pilgrim_, and I"ve not read a line yet."
"Oh, don"t bother about that. "Smell the paper-knife" instead; let"s go to the "copy shop.""
"Afraid I can"t; I must do it. Look here, I will come round about ten this evening. Don"t be drunk."
"Right oh! I"ll go back now and get my rooms into some sort of order."
He rolled a cigarette and roamed about the room, looking for his hat.
"It"s gone to the devil, I think," he said.
"In that case you"ll find it again some day. There it is, though--under the sofa. I thought you didn"t believe in the devil."
"Satan may be dead, as the hedonists think; but I expect someone still carries on the business."
When he had gone Gobion got to work, and wrote steadily till three, when he went to the "copy shop" to get something to eat. They kept him waiting some little time. Albert, the waiter, who was supposed to be smart in his profession, on this occasion hid his talent (no doubt in a napkin), and Gobion had only a minute to spare when he got to Victoria.
The train curved into the station and pulled up slowly. He made for the door of a first-cla.s.s carriage where he saw Mr. Lovering getting out.
The parson was a little man, all forehead and nose. When Gobion came up he was struggling with a bundle of rugs and umbrellas.
"Ah, dear boy, you have come then. So good of you. Get Marjorie out while I find our luggage."
Then Marjorie came down from the carriage, glowing with health and spirits, her dark eyes flashing when they saw Gobion.
"Dearest," he said. She put her little gloved hand into his, looking up in his face, while his blood ran faster through his veins.
"Caradoc, dear, it _is_ so jolly to see you again; we are going to stay in London for over a fortnight, and you shall take me about everywhere.
Oh, here"s father."