"That"s w"at I say," Jombateeste hastened to interpose. "Got it from the "Ebrew. Feel it in "is bone."
Out under the stars Jackson and Westover silently mounted the hill-side together. At one of the thank-you-marms in the road the sick man stopped, like a weary horse, to breathe. He took off his hat and wiped the sweat of weakness that had gathered upon his forehead, and looked round the sky, powdered with the constellations and the planets. "It"s sightly," he whispered.
"Yes, it is fine," Westover a.s.sented. "But the stars of our Northern nights are nothing to what you"ll see in Egypt."
Jackson repeated, vaguely: "Egypt! Where I should like to go is Mars."
He fixed his eyes on the flaming planets, in a long stare. "But I suppose they have their own troubles, same as we do. They must get sick and die, like the rest of us. But I should like to know more about "em.
You believe it"s inhabited, don"t you?"
Westover"s agnosticism did not, somehow, extend to Mars. "Yes, I"ve no doubt of it."
Jackson seemed pleased. "I"ve read everything I can lay my hands on about it. I"ve got a notion that if there"s any choosin", after we get through here, I should like to go to Mars for a while, or as long as I was a little homesick still, and wanted to keep as near the earth as I could," he added, quaintly.
Westover laughed. "You could study up the subject of irrigation, there; they say that"s what keeps the parallel markings green on Mars; and telegraph a few hints to your brother in Colorado, after the Martians perfect their signal code."
Perhaps the invalid"s fancy flagged. He drew a long, ragged breath. "I don"t know as I care to leave home, much. If it wa"n"t a kind of duty, I shouldn"t." He seemed impelled by a sudden need to say, "How do you think Jefferson and mother will make it out together?"
"I"ve no doubt they"ll manage," said Westover.
"They"re a good deal alike," Jackson suggested.
"Westover preferred not to meet his overture. You"ll be back, you know, almost as soon as the season commences, next summer."
"Yes," Jackson a.s.sented, more cheerfully. "And now, Cynthy"s sure to be here."
"Yes, she will be here," said Westover, not so cheerfully.
Jackson seemed to find the opening he was seeking, in Westover"s tone.
"What do you think of gettin" married, anyway, Mr. Westover?" he asked.
"We haven"t either of us thought so well of it as to try it, Jackson,"
said the painter, jocosely.
"Think it"s a kind of chance?"
"It"s a chance."
Jackson was silent. Then, "I a"n"t one of them," he said, abruptly, "that think a man"s goin" to be made over by marryin" this woman or that. If he a"n"t goin" to be the right kind of a man himself, he a"n"t because his wife"s a good woman. Sometimes I think that a man"s wife is the last person in the world that can change his disposition. She can influence him about this and about that, but she can"t change him.
It seems as if he couldn"t let her if he tried, and after the first start-off he don"t try."
"That"s true," Westover a.s.sented. "We"re terribly inflexible. Nothing but something like a change of heart, as they used to call it, can make us different, and even then we"re apt to go back to our old shape. When you look at it in that light, marriage seems impossible. Yet it takes place every day!"
"It"s a great risk for a woman," said Jackson, putting on his hat and stirring for an onward movement. "But I presume that if the man is honest with her it"s the best thing she can have. The great trouble is for the man to be honest with her."
"Honesty is difficult," said Westover.
He made Jackson promise to spend a day with him in Boston, on his way to take the Mediterranean steamer at New York. When they met he yielded to an impulse which the invalid"s forlornness inspired, and went on to see him off. He was glad that he did that, for, though Jackson was not sad at parting, he was visibly touched by Westover"s kindness.
Of course he talked away from it. "I guess I"ve left "em in pretty good shape for the winter at Lion"s Head," he said. "I"ve got Whitwell to agree to come up and live in the house with mother, and she"ll have Cynthy with her, anyway; and Frank and Jombateeste can look after the bosses easy enough."
He had said something like this before, but Westover could see that it comforted him to repeat it, and he encouraged him to do so in full. He made him talk about getting home in the spring, after the frost was out of the ground, but he questioned involuntarily, while the sick man spoke, whether he might not then be lying under the sands that had never known a frost since the glacial epoch. When the last warning for visitors to go ash.o.r.e came, Jackson said, with a wan smile, while he held Westover"s hand: "I sha"n"t forget this very soon."
"Write to me," said Westover.
Part II.
XXVII.
Jackson kept his promise to write to Westover, but he was better than his word to his mother, and wrote to her every week that winter.
"I seem just to live from letter to letter. It"s ridic"lous," she said to Cynthia once when the girl brought the mail in from the barn, where the men folks kept it till they had put away their horses after driving over from Lovewell with it. The trains on the branch road were taken off in the winter, and the post-office at the hotel was discontinued. The men had to go to the town by cutter, over a highway that the winds sifted half full of snow after it had been broken out by the ox-teams in the morning. But Mrs. Durgin had studied the steamer days and calculated the time it would take letters to come from New York to Lovewell; and, unless a blizzard was raging, some one had to go for the mail when the day came. It was usually Jombateeste, who reverted in winter to the type of habitant from which he had sprung. He wore a blue woollen cap, like a large sock, pulled over his ears and close to his eyes, and below it his clean-shaven brown face showed. He had blue woollen mittens, and boots of russet leather, without heels, came to his knees; he got a pair every time he went home on St. John"s day. His lean little body was swathed in several short jackets, and he brought the letters b.u.t.toned into one of the innermost pockets. He produced the letter from Jackson promptly enough when Cynthia came out to the barn for it, and then he made a show of getting his horse out of the cutter shafts, and shouting international reproaches at it, till she was forced to ask, "Haven"t you got something for me, Jombateeste?"
"You expec" some letter?" he said, unbuckling a strap and shouting louder.
"You know whether I do. Give it to me."
"I don" know. I think I drop something on the road. I saw something white; maybe snow; good deal of snow."
"Don"t plague! Give it here!"
"Wait I finish unhitch. I can"t find any letter till I get some time to look."
"Oh, now, Jombateeste! Give me my letter!"
"W"at you want letter for? Always same thing. Well! "Old the "oss; I goin" to feel."
Jombateeste felt in one pocket after another, while Cynthia clung to the colt"s bridle, and he was uncertain till the last whether he had any letter for her. When it appeared she made a flying s.n.a.t.c.h at it and ran; and the comedy was over, to be repeated in some form the next week.
The girl somehow always possessed herself of what was in her letters before she reached the room where Mrs. Durgin was waiting for hers. She had to read that aloud to Jackson"s mother, and in the evening she had to read it again to Mrs. Durgin and Whitwell and Jombateeste and Frank, after they had done their ch.o.r.es, and they had gathered in the old farm-house parlor, around the air-tight sheet-iron stove, in a heat of eighty degrees. Whitwell listened, with planchette ready on the table before him, and he consulted it for telepathic impressions of Jackson"s actual mental state when the reading was over.
He got very little out of the perverse instrument. "I can"t seem to work her. If Jackson was here--"
"We shouldn"t need to ask planchette about him," Cynthia once suggested, with the spare sense of humor that sometimes revealed itself in her.
"Well, I guess that"s something so," her father candidly admitted.
But the next time he consulted the helpless planchette as hopefully as before. "You can"t tell, you can"t tell," he urged.
"The trouble seems to be that planchette can"t tell," said Mrs. Durgin, and they all laughed. They were not people who laughed a great deal, and they were each intent upon some point in the future that kept them from pleasure in the present. The little Canuck was the only one who suffered himself a contemporaneous consolation. His early faith had so far lapsed from him that he could hospitably entertain the wild psychical conjectures of Whitwell without an accusing sense of heresy, and he found the winter of northern New England so mild after that of Lower Canada that he experienced a high degree of animal comfort in it, and looked forward to nothing better. To be well fed, well housed, and well heated; to smoke successive pipes while the others talked, and to catch through his smoke-wreaths vague glimpses of their meanings, was enough.
He felt that in being promoted to the care of the stables in Jackson"s absence he occupied a dignified and responsible position, with a confidential relation to the exile which justified him in sending special messages to him, and attaching peculiar value to Jackson"s remembrances.
The exile"s letters said very little about his health, which in the sense of no news his mother held to be good news, but they were full concerning the monuments and the ethnological interest of life in Egypt.
They were largely rescripts of each day"s observations and experiences, close and full, as his mother liked them in regard to fact, and generously philosophized on the side of politics and religion for Whitwell. The Eastern question became in the snow-choked hills of New England the engrossing concern of this speculative mind, and he was apt to spring it upon Mrs. Durgin and Cynthia at mealtimes and other defenceless moments. He tried to debate it with Jombateeste, who conceived of it as a form of spiritualistic inquiry, and answered from the hay-loft, where he was throwing down fodder for the cattle to Whitwell, volubly receiving it on the barn floor below, that he believed, him, everybody got a hastral body, English same as Mormons.