That evening, however, she was truly surprised when, after a rather belated ring at the door, the card of Mr. Thomas Jefferson Durgin came up to her from the reception-room. Her aunt had gone to bed, and she had a luxurious moment in which she reaped all the reward of self-denial by supposing herself to have foregone the pleasure of seeing him, and sending down word that she was not at home. She did not wish, indeed, to see him, but she wished to know how he felt warranted in calling in the evening, and it was this unworthy, curiosity which she stifled for that luxurious moment. The next, with undiminished dignity, she said, "Ask him to come up, Andrew," and she waited in the library for him to offer a justification of the liberty he had taken.

He offered none whatever, but behaved at once as if he had always had the habit of calling in the evening, or as if it was a general custom which he need not account for in his own case. He brought her a book which they had talked of at their last meeting, but he made no excuse or pretext of it.

He said it was a beautiful night, and that he had found it rather warm walking in from Cambridge. The exercise had moistened his whole rich, red color, and fine drops of perspiration stood on his clean-shaven upper lip and in the hollow between his under lip and his bold chin; he pushed back the coa.r.s.e, dark-yellow hair from his forehead with his handkerchief, and let his eyes mock her from under his thick, straw-colored eyebrows. She knew that he was enjoying his own impudence, and he was so handsome that she could not refuse to enjoy it with him.

She asked him if he would not have a fan, and he allowed her to get it for him from the mantel. "Will you have some tea?"

"No; but a gla.s.s of water, if you please," he said, and Bessie rang and sent for some apollinaris, which Jeff drank a great goblet of when it came. Then he lay back in the deep chair he had taken, with the air of being ready for any little amusing thing she had to say.

"Are you still a pessimist, Mr. Durgin?" she asked, tentatively, with the effect of innocence that he knew meant mischief.

"No," he said. "I"m a reformed optimist."

"What is that?"

"It"s a man who can"t believe all the good he would like, but likes to believe all the good he can."

Bessie said it over, with burlesque thoughtfulness. "There was a girl here to-day," she said, solemnly, "who must have been a reformed pessimist, then, for she said the same thing."

"Oh! Miss Enderby," said Jeff.

Bessie started. "You"re preternatural! But what a pity you should be mistaken. How came you to think of her?"

"She doesn"t like me, and you always put me on trial after she"s been here."

"Am I putting you on trial now? It"s your guilty conscience! Why shouldn"t Mary Enderby like you?"

"Because I"m not good enough."

"Oh! And what has that to do with people"s liking you? If that was a reason, how many friends do you think you would have?"

"I"m not sure that I should have any."

"And doesn"t that make you feel badly?"

"Very." Jeff"s confession was a smiling one.

"You don"t show it!"

"I don"t want to grieve you."

"Oh, I"m not sure that would grieve me."

"Well, I thought I wouldn"t risk it."

"How considerate of you!"

They had come to a little barrier, up that way, and could go no further.

Jeff said: "I"ve just been interviewing another reformed pessimist."

"Mr. Westover?"

"You"re preternatural, too. And you"re not mistaken, either. Do you ever go to his studio?"

"No; I haven"t been there since he told me it would be of no use to come as a student. He can be terribly frank."

"n.o.body knows that better than I do," said Jeff, with a smile for the notion of Westover"s frankness as he had repeatedly experienced it. "But he means well."

"Oh, that"s what they always say. But all the frankness can"t be well meant. Why should uncandor be the only form of malevolence?"

"That"s a good idea. I believe I"ll put that up on Westover the next time he"s frank."

"And will you tell me what he says?"

"Oh, I don"t know about that." Jeff lay back in his chair at large ease and chuckled. "I should like to tell you what he"s just been saying to me, but I don"t believe I can."

"Do!"

"You know he was up at Lion"s Head in February, and got a winter impression of the mountain. Did you see it?"

"No. Was that what you were talking about?"

"We talked about something a great deal more interesting--the impression he got of me."

"Winter impression."

"Cold enough. He had come to the conclusion that I was very selfish and unworthy; that I used other people for my own advantage, or let them use themselves; that I was treacherous and vindictive, and if I didn"t betray a man I couldn"t be happy till I had beaten him. He said that if I ever behaved well, it came after I had been successful one way or the other."

"How perfectly fascinating!" Bessie rested her elbow on the corner of the table, and her chin in the palm of the hand whose thin fingers tapped her red lips; the light sleeve fell down and showed her pretty, lean little forearm. "Did it strike you as true, at all?"

"I could see how it might strike him as true."

"Now you are candid. But go on! What did he expect you to do about it?"

"Nothing. He said he didn"t suppose I could help it."

"This is immense," said Bessie. "I hope I"m taking it all in. How came he to give you this flattering little impression? So hopeful, too! Or, perhaps your frankness doesn"t go any farther?"

"Oh, I don"t mind saying. He seemed to think it was a sort of abstract duty he owed to my people."

"Your-folks?" asked Bessie.

"Yes," said Jeff, with a certain dryness. But as her face looked blankly innocent, he must have decided that she meant nothing offensive. He relaxed into a broad smile. "It"s a queer household up there, in the winter. I wonder what you would think of it."

"You might describe it to me, and perhaps we shall see."

"You couldn"t realize it," said Jeff, with a finality that piqued her.

He reached out for the bottle of apollinaris, with somehow the effect of being in another student"s room, and poured himself a gla.s.s. This would have amused her, nine times out of ten, but the tenth time had come when she chose to resent it.