"I shouldn"t have cared," Westover said, "if you"d let it stand with me."

"Oh, thank you," Jeff returned.

There could have been no show of affection at his meeting with Jackson even if there had been any fact of it; that was not the law of their life. But Jeff had always been a turbulent, rebellious, younger brother, resentful of Jackson"s control, too much his junior to have the a.s.sociations of an equal companionship in the past, and yet too near him in age to have anything like a filial regard for him. They shook hands, and each asked the other how he was, and then they seemed to have done with each other. Jeff"s mother kissed him in addition to the handshaking, but made him feel her preoccupation with Jackson; she asked him if he had hurried home on Jackson"s account, and he promptly lied her out of this anxiety.

He shook hands with Cynthia, too, but it was across the barrier which had not been lowered between them since they parted. He spoke to Jackson about her, the day after he came home, when Jackson said he was feeling unusually strong and well, and the two brothers had strolled out through the orchard together. Now and then he gave the sick man his arm, and when he wanted to sit down in a sunny place he spread the shawl he carried for him.

"I suppose mother"s told you about Cynthy and me, Jackson?" he began.

Jackson answered, with lack-l.u.s.tre eyes, "Yes." Presently he asked: "What"s become of the other girl?"

"d.a.m.n her! I don"t know what"s become of her, and I don"t care!" Jeff exploded, furiously.

"Then you don"t care for her any more?" Jackson pursued, with the same languid calm.

"I never cared for her."

Jackson was silent, and the matter seemed to have faded out of his mind. But it was keenly alive in Jeff"s mind, and he was in the strange necessity which men in the flush of life and health often feel of seeking counsel of those who stand in the presence of death, as if their words should have something of the mystical authority of the unknown wisdom they are about to penetrate.

"What I want to know is, what I am going to do about Cynthy?"

"I don"t know," Jackson answered, vaguely, and he expressed by his indirection the sense he must sometimes have had of his impending fate--"I don"t know what she"s going to do, her or mother, either."

"Yes," Jeff a.s.sented, "that"s what I think of. And I"d do anything that I could--that you thought was right."

Jackson apparently concentrated his mind upon the question by an effort.

"Do you care as much for Cynthy as you used to?"

"Yes," said Jeff, after a moment, "as much as I ever did; and more. But I"ve been thinking, since the thing happened, that, if I"d cared for her the way she did for me, it wouldn"t have happened. Look here, Jackson!

You know I"ve never pretended to be like some men--like Mr. Westover, for example--always looking out for the right and the wrong, and all that. I didn"t make myself, and I guess if the Almighty don"t make me go right it"s because He don"t want me to. But I have got a conscience about Cynthy, and I"d be willing to help out a little if I knew how, about her. The devil of it is, I"ve got to being afraid. I don"t mean that I"m not fit for her; any man"s fit for any woman if he wants her bad enough; but I"m afraid I sha"n"t ever care for her in the right way.

That"s the point. I"ve cared for just one woman in this world, and it a"n"t Cynthy, as far as I can make out. But she"s gone, and I guess I could coax Cynthy round again, and I could be what she wants me to be, after this."

Jackson lay upon his shawl, looking up at the sky full of islands of warm clouds in its sea of blue; he was silent so long that Jeff began to think he had not been listening; he could not hear him breathe, and he came forward to him quickly from the shadow of the tree where he sat.

"Well?" Jackson whispered, turning his eyes upon him.

"Well?" Jeff returned.

"I guess you"d better let it alone," said Jackson.

"All right. That"s what I think, too."

XLIX.

Jackson died a week later, and they buried him in the old family lot in the farthest corner of the orchard. His mother and Cynthia put on mourning for him, and they stood together by his open grave, Mrs. Durgin leaning upon her son"s arm and the girl upon her father"s. The women wept quietly, but Jeff"s eyes were dry, though his face was discharged of all its prepotent impudence. Westover, standing across the grave from him, noticed the marks on his forehead that he said were from his sc.r.a.pping, and wondered what really made them. He recognized the spot where they were standing as that where the boy had obeyed the law of his nature and revenged the stress put upon him for righteousness. Over the stone of the nearest grave Jeff had shown a face of triumphant derision when he pelted Westover with apples. The painter"s mind fell into a chaos of conjecture and misgiving, so that he scarcely took in the words of the composite service which the minister from the Union Chapel at the Huddle read over the dead.

Some of the guests from the hotel came to the funeral, but others who were not in good health remained away, and there was a general sense among them, which imparted itself to Westover, that Jackson"s dying so, at the beginning of the season, was not a fortunate incident. As he sat talking with Jeff at a corner of the piazza late in the afternoon, Frank Whitwell came up to them and said there were some people in the office who had driven over from another hotel to see about board, but they had heard there was sickness in the house, and wished to talk with him.

"I won"t come," said Jeff.

"They"re not satisfied with what I"ve said," the boy urged. "What shall I tell them?"

"Tell them to-go to the devil," said Jeff, and when Frank Whitwell made off with this message for delivery in such decent terms as he could imagine for it, Jeff said, rather to himself than to Westover, "I don"t see how we"re going to run this hotel with that old family lot down there in the orchard much longer."

He a.s.sumed the air of full authority at Lion"s Head; and Westover felt the stress of a painful conjecture in regard to the Whitwells intensified upon him from the moment he turned away from Jackson"s grave.

Cynthia and her father had gone back to their own house as soon as Jeff returned, and though the girl came home with Mrs. Durgin after the funeral, and helped her in their common duties through the afternoon and evening, Westover saw her taking her way down the hill with her brother when the long day"s work was over. Jeff saw her too; he was sitting with Westover at the office door smoking, and he was talking of the Whitwells.

"I suppose they won"t stay," he said, "and I can"t expect it; but I don"t know what mother will do, exactly."

At the same moment Whitwell came round the corner of the hotel from the barn, and approached them: "Jeff, I guess I better tell you straight off that we"re goin", the children and me."

"All right, Mr. Whitwell," said Jeff, with respectful gravity; "I was afraid of it."

Westover made a motion to rise, but Whitwell laid a detaining hand upon his knee. "There ain"t anything so private about it, so far as I know."

"Don"t go, Mr. Westover," said Jeff, and Westover remained.

"We a"n"t a-goin" to leave you in the lurch, and we want you should take your time, especially Mis" Durgin. But the sooner the better. Heigh?"

"Yes, I understand that, Mr. Whitwell; I guess mother will miss you, but if you must go, you must." The two men remained silent a moment, and then Jeff broke out pa.s.sionately, rising and flinging his cigar away: "I wish I could go, instead! That would be the right way, and I guess mother would like it full as well. Do you see any way to manage it?" He put his foot up in his chair, and dropped his elbow on his knee, with his chin propped in his hand. Westover could see that he meant what he was saying. "If there was any way, I"d do it. I know what you think of me, and I should be just like you, in your place. I don"t feel right to turn you out here, I don"t, Mr. Whitwell, and yet if I stay, I"ve got to do it. What"s the reason I can"t go?"

"You can"t," said Whitwell, "and that"s all about it. We shouldn"t let you, if you could. But I a"n"t surprised you feel the way you do," he added, unsparingly. "As you say, I should feel just so myself if I was in your place. Well, goodnight, Mr. Westover."

Whitwell turned and slouched down the hill, leaving the painter to the most painful moment he had known with Jeff Durgin, and nearer sympathy.

"That"s all right, Mr. Westover," Jeff said, "I don"t blame him."

He remained in a constraint from which he presently broke with mocking hilarity when Jombateeste came round the corner of the house, as if he had been waiting for Whitwell to be gone, and told Jeff he must get somebody else to look after the horses.

"Why don"t you wait and take the horses with you, Jombateeste?" he inquired. "They"ll be handing in their resignation, the next thing. Why not go altogether?"

The little Canuck paused, as if uncertain whether he was made the object of unfriendly derision or not, and looked at Westover for help.

Apparently he decided to chance it in as bitter an answer as he could invent. "The "oss can"t "elp "imself, Mr. Durgin. "E stay. But you don"

hown EVERYBODY."

"That"s so, Jombateeste," said Jeff. "That"s a good hit. It makes me feel awfully. Have a cigar?" The Canuck declined with a dignified bow, and Jeff said: "You don"t smoke any more? Oh, I see! It"s my tobacco you"re down on. What"s the matter, Jombateeste? What are you going away for?" Jeff lighted for himself the cigar the Canuck had refused, and smoked down upon the little man.

"Mr. W"itwell goin"," Jombateeste said, a little confused and daunted.

"What"s Mr. Whitwell going for?"

"You hask Mr. W"itwell."

"All right. And if I can get him to stay will you stay too, Jombateeste?

I don"t like to see a rat leaving a ship; the ship"s sure to sink, if he does. How do you suppose I"m going to run Lion"s Head without you to throw down hay to the horses? It will be ruin to me, sure, Jombateeste.