Dispatches From the Revolution.

Pat Cadigan.

Dylan was coming to Chicago.

The summer air, already electric with the violence of the war, the a.s.sa.s.sination attempts successful and unsuccessful, the anti-war riots, became super-charged with the rumor. Feeling was running high, any feeling about anything, real high, way up high, eight miles high and rising, brothers and sisters. And to top it all off, there was a madman in the White House.

Johnson, pull out like your father should have! The graffito of choice for anyone even semi-literate; spray paint sales must have been phenomenal that summer. The old b.a.s.t.a.r.d with a face like the dogs he lifted up by their ears would not give it up, step aside, and graciously bow to the inevitable. He wuz the Prezident, the gaw-d.a.m.ned Prezident, hear that, muh fellow Amurrieans? Dump Johnson, my a.s.s, don"t even think about it, boys, the one we ought to dump is that candy-a.s.sed Humphrey. Gaw-d.a.m.ned embarra.s.sment is what he is.

And the President"s crazy, that"s what he is, went the whispers all around Capitol Hill, radiating outward until they became shouts. Madman in the White House-the crazy way with LBJ! If you couldn"t tell he was deranged by the way he was stepping up the bombing and the number of troops in Vietnam, his conviction that he could actually stand against Bobby Kennedy clinched it. Robert F. Kennedy, sainted brother to martyred Jack, canonized in his own lifetime by an a.s.sa.s.sination attempt. Made by the only man in America who was obviously crazier than LBJ, frothed-up Arab with a name like automatic-weapons-fire, Sirhan Sirhan, ka-boom, ka-boom. The Golden Kennedy had actually a.s.sisted in the crazed gunman"s capture, shoulder to shoulder with security guards and the Secret Service as they all wrestled him to the floor. Pity about the busboy taking that bullet right in the eye, but the Kennedys had given him a positively lovely funeral with RFK himself doing the eulogy. And, needless to say, the family would never want for anything again in this life.

But Johnson the Madman was going to run! Without a doubt, he was a dangerous psychotic. Madman in the White House-d.a.m.ned straight you didn"t need a Weatherman to know the way the wind blew.

Nonetheless, there was one-after all, hadn"t Dylan said the answer was blowin" in the wind? And if he was coming to Chicago to support the brothers and sisters, that proved the wind was about to blow gale force. Storm coming, batten down the hatches, fasten your seatbelts, and grab yourself a helmet, or steal a hardhat from some redneck construction worker.

Veterans of the Civil Rights Movement already had their riot gear. Seven years after the first freedom ride stalled out in Birmingham, the feelings of humiliation and defeat at having to let the Justice Department scoop them up and spirit them away to New Orleans for their own protection had been renewed in the violent death of the man who had preached victory through nonviolence. He"d had a dream; the wake-up call had come as a gunshot. Dreaming was for when you were asleep. Now it was time to be wide-awake in America...

Annie Phillips: "There were plenty of us already wide-awake in America by that late date. I"d been to Chicago back in "66, two years to the month in Marquette Park. If I was never awake any other day in my life before April "68, I was awake that day. Surrounded by a thousand of the meanest white people in America waving those Confederate flags and those swastikas, screaming at us. And then they let fly with rocks and bricks and bottles, and I saw when Dr. King took one in the head. I"d thought he was gonna die that day and all the rest of us with him. Well, he didn"t and we didn"t, but it was a near thing. After, the buses were pulling away and they were chasing us and I looked back at those faces and I thought, "There"s no hope. There"s really no hope."

"When Daley got the court order against large groups marching in the city, I breathed a sigh of relief, I can tell you. I felt like that man had saved my life. And then Dr. King says okay, we"ll march in Cicero, it"s a suburb, the order doesn"t cover Cicero. Cicero. I didn"t want to do it, I knew they"d kill us, shoot us, burn us, tear us up with their bare hands and teeth. Some of us were ready to meet them head-on. I truly believe that Martin Luther King would have died that day if Daley hadn"t wised up in a hurry and said he"d go for the meeting at the Palmer House.

"Summit Agreement, yeah. Sell-Out Agreement, we called it, a lot of us. I think even Dr. King knew it. And so a whole bunch of us marched in Cicero anyway. I wasn"t there, but I know what happened, just like everybody else. Two hundred dead, most of them black, property damage in the millions though I can"t say I could ever find it in me to grieve for property damage over people damage. Even though I wasn"t there, something of me died that day in Cicero and was reborn in anger. By "68, I had a good-sized bone to pick with good old Chi-town, old Daley-ville. I don"t regret what I did. All I regret is that the bomb didn"t get Daley. It had his name on it, I put it on there myself, on the side of the pipe. "Richard Daley"s ticket to h.e.l.l, coach cla.s.s."

"Looking back on it, I think I might have had better luck as a sniper."

Excerpt from an interview

conducted covertly at Sybil Brand,

published in

The Whole Samizdat Catalog, 1972

exact date unknown

Veterans of the Free Speech Movement at Berkeley also knew what they were up against. Reagan"s tear-gas campaign against campus protestors drew praise from a surprising number of people who felt the Great Society was seriously threatened by the disorder promoted by campus dissidents. The suggestion that the excessive force used by the police caused problems rather than solving any was rejected by the Reagan administration and by its growing blue-collar following as well.

By the time Reagan a.s.sumed the governorship, he had already made up his mind to challenge Nixon in "68. But what he needed for a serious bid was the Southern vote, which was divided between Kennedy and Wallace. Cleverly, the ex-movie actor managed to suggest strong parallels between campus unrest and racial unrest, implying that both groups were seeking the violent overthrow and destruction of the government of the United States. Some of the more radical rhetoric that came out of both the student left and the civil rights movement, and the fact that the student anti-war movement aligned itself with the civil rights movement only seemed to validate Reagan"s position.

That the Southern vote would be divided between two individuals as disparate as Robert F. Kennedy and George C. Wallace seems bizarre to us in the present. But both men appealed to the working cla.s.s, who felt left out of the American dream. Despite the inevitable trouble that Wallace"s appearances resulted in, his message did reach the audience for which it was intended-the common man who had little to show for years, sometimes decades, of hard work beyond a small piece of property and a paycheck taxed to the breaking point, and, as far as the common man could tell, to someone else"s benefit. Wallace understood that the common man felt pushed around by the government and exploited this feeling. In a quieter era, he would have come off as a bigoted buffoon; but in a time when blacks and students were demonstrating, rioting, and spouting unthinkable statements against the government, the war, and the system in general, Wallace seemed to be one of the few, if not the only political leader who had the energy to meet this new threat to the American way of life and wrestle it into submission.

Some people began to wonder if McCarthy hadn"t been right about Communist infiltration and subversion after all... and that wasn"t Eugene McCarthy they were wondering about. By the time of the Chicago Democratic Convention, Eugene McCarthy had all but disappeared, his student supporters a liability rather than an a.s.set. They undermined his credibility; worse, they could not vote for him, since the voting age at that time was a flat twenty-one for everyone...

Carl Shipley: "I hadn"t been around Berkeley long when the Free Speech Movement started. Like, the university- Towle, Kerr, all of them were so out-to-lunch on what was happening with us. They thought they were dealing with Beaver Cleaver and his Little League team, I guess. And with us, it was, "Guess what, Mr. Man, the neighborhood"s changing, it ain"t Beaver Cleaver anymore, it"s Eldridge Cleaver and Wally just got a notice to report for his physical and maybe he doesn"t want to go get his a.s.s shot off in southeast Asia and maybe we"ve had enough of this middle-American conservative bulls.h.i.t." That"s why they wanted to shut down Bancroft Strip. That was the first place I went to see when I got there and it was just like everybody said, all these different causes and stuff, the Young Republicans hanging in right along with the vegetarians and the feminists and people fund-raising for candidates and I don"t know what-all.

"So we all said f.u.c.k this s.h.i.t, you ain"t closing us down, we"re closing you down. And we did it, we closed the university down. We had the power and we kept it-and then in comes Ronald Reagan two years later in "66 and he says, Relax, Mr. and Mrs. America, the cavalry"s here. I know you"re worried about the Beave, but I"ve got the solution.

"He sure did. By spring 1968, a lot of campus radio stations all over California were off the air and the campus newspapers were a joke. No funding, see. And by then, everyone was too sick of the smell of tear gas to fight real hard. That was Reagan"s whole thing-sit-ins and take-overs weren"t covered by the right of free a.s.sembly, they were criminal acts. Unless you had to be in a building for a cla.s.s, you were trespa.s.sing. I got about a mile of trespa.s.sing convictions on my rap sheet and so do a lot of other people. And Mr. and Mrs. America, they were real impressed the way Reagan came down on the troublemakers.

"Sure were a lot of troublemakers. Too many to keep track of. That"s what happened to me, you know. Got lost in the court system. The next thing I knew, it was 1970, and n.o.body remembered my name, except the guards. And they could remember my number a lot easier. Still can.

"The thing is, I never burned my draft card. That was a frame-up. I wouldn"t have burned it. I was ready to go to Canada, but I intended to keep my draft card. As a reminder, you know. And not even my parents believed me. By then, I"d been into so much radical s.h.i.t, they figured everything the pigs said about me was true.

"But the fact is, everything I owned was in that building when it burned. So of course my draft card burned up with it! But I never set that fire. My court-appointed lawyer-this is me laughing bitterly-said if I told my "crazy story" about seeing off-duty cops with gasoline cans running from the scene just before the explosion, the judge would tack an extra five years on my sentence for perjury. I should have believed him, because it was the only time anyone told me the truth."

Interview conducted at Attica,

published in

Orphans of the Great Society,

f.u.c.k The System Press, 197?

(circulated illegally in photocopy)

Some say, even today, that Reagan wouldn"t have taken such an extremist path if Wallace hadn"t been such a strong contender. Nixon"s mistake was in dismissing Wallace"s strong showing, choosing to narrow his focus to the compet.i.tion within his own party for the nomination. This made him look d.i.n.ky, as if he didn"t care as much about being president as he did about being the Republican candidate for president. That would show those d.a.m.ned reporters that they couldn"t kick around d.i.c.k Nixon, uh-huh. Even if he lost, they"d have to take him seriously; if he actually won, they"d have to take him even more seriously. Which made him look not only d.i.n.ky, but like a whiner-the kind of weak sister who, for example, might stand up in front of a television camera and rant about c.o.c.ker spaniel puppies and good Republican cloth coats, instead of telling the American people that rioting, looting, and draft-card burning would no longer be tolerated. Even Ike"s coattails weren"t enough to repair Nixon"s image, and Ike himself was comatose or nearly so in Walter Reed after a series of heart attacks.

The Republican National Convention was notable for three things: Rockefeller"s last-minute declaration of candidacy, which further diluted Nixon"s support, the luxuriousness of the accommodations and facilities, and its complete removal from the rioting that had broken out in Miami proper, where an allegedly minor racial incident escalated into a full-scale battle. The convention center was in Miami Beach, far from the madding Miami crowd, a self-contained playground for the rich. You couldn"t smell the tear gas from Miami Beach, and the wind direction was such that you couldn"t hear the sirens that screamed all night long...

"Carole Feeney" [this subject is still a fugitive]: "I told everybody it was the G.o.ddam fatcat Republicans that we ought to go after, not the Democrats. But Johnson the Madman was running and everyone really thought that he was going to get the nomination. I said they were crazy, Kennedy had it in the bag. But Johnson really had them all running scared. I tried talking to some of the people in the Mobe. Half of them didn"t want to go to either convention and the other half were trying to buy guns to take to Chicago! Off the pigs, they kept saying. Off the pigs. Jesus, I thought, the only pig that was going to get offed was Pigasus-the real pig that the Yippies were going to announce as the candidate from the Youth International Party. That was cute. I mean, really, it was. I said, let"s go ahead and do that somewhere in California, film it and send the film to a TV station and let them run it on the news. Uh-uh, nothing doing. Lincoln Park or bust. Yeah, right-Lincoln Park and bust. Busted heads, busted bodies, busted and thrown in jail.

"So I wasn"t going to go. Then I found out what Davis was doing. I couldn"t believe it-Davis Trainor had been in on everything practically from the beginning. He was real good-looking and real popular, he had this real goofy sense of humor and he always seemed to come up with good ideas for guerrilla action. He actually did all the set-up work on the pirate radio station we ran out of Oakland and he worked out our escape routes. Not one of us got caught in the KCUF caper. We called it our f.u.c.k-You caper, of course.

"Then I"m doing the laundry and I find it-his COINTELPRO I.D.-stuffed into that little bitty pocket in his jeans. You know, it"s like a little secret pocket right above the regular pocket on the right. The one thing I always hated about the movement was that it was as s.e.xist as the Establishment. If you were a woman, you always got stuck doing all the cooking and the cleaning up and the laundry and stuff. Unless you were a movement queen like Dohrn. Then you didn"t have to do anything except make speeches and get laid if you wanted. Oh, they threw us a sop by letting us set up our own feminist actions and stuff, but we all knew it was a sop. We kept telling each other that after we changed things, it would be different and for now, we"d watch and listen and learn. Besides, everyone knew that the Establishment wouldn"t take women as seriously as they would men. I wonder now how much any of us believed that-that it would really be different, that we could change things at all.

"Anyway, I went straight to the Mobe with my discovery, but it was too late-Davis discovered his pants were missing and he"d already split. I really didn"t want to go to Chicago after that, but the alternative seemed to be either stay home and wait to get busted, or go to Chicago and get busted in action. I was still enough of an idealist that they talked me into Chicago. If I was going to get busted, I might as well be accomplishing something, and anyway, after the revolution, I"d be a National Heroine, and not a political prisoner.

"So, the revolution"s come and gone and here I am. Still working for the movement-the feminist movement, that is. What little I can do, referring women with unwanted pregnancies to safe abortionists. Yes, there are some. Not all of us were poli-sci majors-some of us were pre-med, some of us went to nursing school. It costs a G.o.ddam fortune, but I"m not getting rich on it. It"s for the risk, you know. You get the death penalty in this state for performing an illegal abortion. I could get life as an accessory, and there was a woman in Missouri who did get death for doing what I"m doing.

"n.o.body in my family knows, of course. Especially not my husband. If he knew, he"d probably kill me himself. Odd as it sounds, I don"t hate him... not when I think what good cover he is, and what the alternative would be if I didn"t have such good cover..."

Part of a transcript labeled "Carole Feeney"

obtained in a 1989 raid on a motel

said to be part of a network of underground "safe houses" for tax protestors,

leftist terrorists,

and other subversives;

no other illegal literature recovered

The source of the DYLAN IS COMING! rumor never was pinpointed. Some say it sprang into being all on its own and stayed alive because so many people wanted it to be true. And for all anyone knows, perhaps it actually was true, for a little while anyway; perhaps Dylan simply changed his mind. The more cynical suggested that the rumor had been planted by infiltrators like the notorious Davis Trainor, whose face became so well known thanks to the Mobe"s mock WANTED poster that he had to have extensive plastic surgery, a total of a dozen operations in all. The poster was done well enough that it pa.s.sed as legitimate and was often allowed to hang undisturbed in post offices, libraries, and other public places, side by side with the FBI"s posters of dissidents and activists. One poster was found in a Minneapolis library as late as 1975; the head librarian was taken into custody, questioned, and released. But it is no coincidence that the library was audited for objectionable material soon after that and has been subject to surprise spot-checks for the last fifteen years, in spite of the fact that it has always showed 100 percent compliance with government standards for reading matter. The price of a tyrant"s victory is eternal vigilance.

This was once considered to be the price of liberty. Nothing buys what it used to.

Steve D"Alessandro: "By Sunday, when Dylan didn"t show, people were starting to get angry. I kept saying, well, hey, Allen Ginsberg showed. Allen Ginsberg! Man, he was like... G.o.d to me. He was doing his best, going around rapping with people, trying to get everybody calmed down and focused, you know. A whole bunch of us got in a circle around him and we were chanting Om, Om. I was getting a really good vibe and then some a.s.shole throws a bottle at him and yells, Oh, shut up, you f.a.g!

"I went crazy. Sure, I was in the closet then because the movement wasn"t as enlightened as some of us wished it were. The FBI was doing this thing where it was going around trying to discredit a lot of people by accusing them of being queer, and everybody caught h.o.m.ophobia like it was measles. I ain"t no fairy, no, sir, not me, I f.u.c.ked a hundred chicks this week and my d.i.c.k"s draggin" on the ground so don"t you call me no f.a.g! It still stings, even when I compare it to how things are now. But then, I don"t expect any kind of enlightened feeling in a society where I have to take f.u.c.king hormone treatments so I won"t get a hard-on when I see another guy.

"Anyway, I found the sc.u.mbag that did it and I punched him out. I gave him a limp wrist. I gave him two of them. And I know I had a lot of support- I mean, a lot of straights admired Ginsberg, too, even if he was gay, just on the basis of Howl, but later, a bunch of Abbie"s friends blamed me for creating the disturbance that gave the police the excuse they needed to wade in and start busting heads.

"Sometimes I"m afraid maybe they were right. But Annie Phillips told me it was just a coincidence. About me, I mean. She said they came in because they saw a black guy kissing a white girl. I guess n.o.body"ll ever really know for sure, because the black guy died of his injuries and the white girl never came forward.

"I prefer to think that"s what made Annie and her crowd go ahead with the bomb at the convention center. I don"t like to think that Annie really wanted to blow anybody up. It was kind of weird how I knew Annie. Well, not weird, really. I probably owed Annie my life, or d.a.m.n near, and so did a certain man of African-American descent. We were lucky it was her that walked in on us that day. She was enlightened, or at least tolerant, and we could trust her not to say anything. I didn"t think she liked white people too much, but I"d heard she"d been with Martin Luther King a couple of years before on those marches and I couldn"t blame her. Anyway, she couldn"t give me away without giving away the brother, but to this day, I believe it really didn"t matter to her-h.o.m.os.e.xuality, that is. Maybe because the Establishment hated us worse than they hated blacks.

"Anyway, I wasn"t intending to be in the crowd that crashed the gate at the convention center on Wednesday. Nomination day. We"d been fighting in the streets since Monday and Daley"s stormtroopers were beating the s.h.i.t out of us. Late Tuesday night, the National Guard arrived. That"s when we knew it was war.

"On Wednesday, we got hemmed in in Grant Park. People were pouring in by then, and n.o.body had expected that. It was like everyone was standing up to be counted because Dylan hadn"t, or something. Anyway, there were maybe ten-twelve thousand of us at the band sh.e.l.l in the park, singing, listening to speeches, and then two kids went up a flagpole and lowered the flag to half-mast. The cops went crazy-they came in swinging wild and they didn"t care who they hit or where they hit them. I was scared out of my mind. I saw those cops close up and they looked as mad as Johnson was supposed to be. On the spot, I became a believer like I"d never been before-Madman in the White House and Madman Daley and his Madman cops. It was all true, I thought while I curled up on the ground with my hands over my head and prayed some kill-crazy pig wouldn"t decide to pound my a.s.s to jelly.

"Somebody pulled me up and yelled that we were supposed to all go to in front of the Hilton. I ran like h.e.l.l all the way to the railroad tracks along with everybody else and that was where the Guard caught us with the tear gas. Man, I thought I was going to die of tear-gas suffocation if I didn"t get trampled by the people I was with. Everyone was running around like crazy. I don"t know how we ever got out of there but somebody found a way onto Michigan Avenue and somehow we all followed. And the Guard followed after us. Somebody said later they weren"t supposed to, but they did. And they weren"t carrying popguns.

"Well, we ran smack into Ralph Abernathy and his Poor People"s Campaign mule train and that was more confusion. Then the Guard waded in and a lot of Poor People went to the hospital that night (it was after seven by then). I"ll never forget that, or the sight of all those TV cameras and the bright lights shining in our eyes. We were all staggering around when a fresh bus-load of riot cops arrived, and that"s another sight I"ll never forget-two dozen beefy bruisers in riot gear shooting out of that bus like they were being shot from cannons and landing on all of us with both feet and their billyclubs. I lost my front teeth and I was so freaked I didn"t even feel it until the next day.

"I was freaked, but I was also furious. We were all furious. It was like, Johnson would send us to Vietnam to be killed or he"d let us be killed by Daley"s madman cops on the Chicago streets, it didn"t matter to him. I think a lot of us expected the convention to adjourn in protest at our treatment. At least that Bobby Kennedy would speak out in protest against the brutality. The name Kennedy meant human rights, after all. n.o.body knew that Kennedy had been removed from the convention center under heavy guard because they were all convinced that someone would make another attempt on his life. I heard that later, before they clamped down on all the information. He was about to get the f.u.c.king nomination and he was on his way back to his hotel. They said Madman Johnson was more like Mad-Dog Johnson over that, but who the f.u.c.k knows?

"George McGovern was at the podium when we busted in. I hadn"t really been intending to be in that group that busted in, but I got carried along and when I saw we were going to crash the amphitheater, I thought, what the f.u.c.k.

"I almost got crushed against the doors before they gave, and I barely missed falling on my face and getting run over by six thousand screaming demonstrators. And the first person I saw was Annie Phillips.

"I thought I was in a Fellini film. She was dressed in this G.o.dawful maid"s uniform with a handkerchief around her head mashing down her Afro, but I knew it was her. We looked right into each other"s eyes as I went by, still more carried along with the crowd than running on my own and she put both hands over her mouth in horror. That was the last time I saw her until she was on TV.

"I managed to get out of the way and stay to the back of the amphitheater itself. I just wanted to catch my breath and try to think how I was going to get out from all this s.h.i.t without getting my head split open by a crazy Guardsman or a cop. I was still there when the bomb went off down front.

"The sound was so loud I thought my ears were bleeding. Automatically, I dropped to the floor and covered my head. There was a little debris, not much, where I was. When I finally dared to look, what I saw didn"t make any sense. I still can"t tell you exactly what I saw. I blocked it out. But sometimes, I think I dream it. I dream that I saw Johnson"s head sitting on a Texas flagpole. I"m pretty sure that"s just my imagination, because in the dream, he"s got this vaguely surprised-annoyed expression on his saggy old face, like he"s saying, Whut the f.u.c.k is goin" on here?

"Anyway, the next thing I knew, I was out on the street again, and somebody was crying about they were bombing us now, along with the Vietnamese. Which was about the time the Guard opened fire, thinking we were bombing them, I guess.

"I was lucky. I took a bullet in my thigh and it put me out of the action. Just a flesh wound, really. It bled pretty impressively for a while and then quit. By then, I was so out of my head that I can"t even tell you where I staggered off to. The people who found me in their front yard the next morning took care of me and got me to a hospital. It was a five-hour wait in the emergency room. That was where I was when I heard about Kennedy."