The rain.
Raw, gentle, and easy, it mizzled out of the high air, a special elixir, tasting of spells and stars and air, carrying a peppery dust in it, and moving like a rare light sherry on his tongue.
Rain.
He sat up. He let the blanket fall and his blue denim shirt spot, while the rain took on more solid drops. The fire looked as though an invisible animal were dancing on it, crushing it, until it was angry smoke. The rain fell. The great black lid of sky cracked in six powdery blue chips, like a marvelous crackled glaze, and rushed down. He saw ten billion rain crystals, hesitating long enough to be photographed by the electrical display. Then darkness and water.
He was drenched to the skin, but he held his face up and let the water hit his eyelids, laughing. He clapped his hands together and stepped up and walked around his little camp, and it was one o"clock in the morning.
It rained steadily for two hours and then stopped. The stars came out, freshly washed and clearer than ever.
Changing into dry clothes from his cellophane pack, Mr. Benjamin Driscoll lay down and went happily to sleep.
The sun rose slowly among the hills. It broke out upon the land quietly and wakened Mr. Driscoll where he lay.
He waited a moment before arising. He had worked and waited a long hot month, and now, standing up, he turned at last and faced the direction from which he had come.
It was a green morning.
As far as he could see the trees were standing up against the sky. Not one tree, not two, not a dozen, but the thousands he had planted in seed and sprout. And not little trees, no, not saplings, not little tender shoots, but great trees, huge trees, trees as tall as ten men, green and green and huge and round and full, trees shimmering their metallic leaves, trees whispering, trees in a line over hills, lemon trees, lime trees, redwoods and mimosas and oaks and elms and aspens, cherry, maple, ash, apple, orange, eucalyptus, stung by a tumultuous rain, nourished by alien and magical soil and, even as he watched, throwing out new branches, popping open new buds.
"Impossible!" cried Mr. Benjamin Driscoll.
But the valley and the morning were green.
And the air!
All about, like a moving current, a mountain river, came the new air, the oxygen blowing from the green trees. You could see it shimmer high in crystal billows. Oxygen, fresh, pure, green, cold oxygen turning the valley into a river delta. In a moment the town doors would flip wide, people would run out through the new miracle of oxygen, sniffing, gusting in lungfuls of it, cheeks pinking with it, noses frozen with it, lungs revivified, hearts leaping, and worn bodies lifted into a dance.
Mr. Benjamin Driscoll took one long deep drink of green water air and fainted.
Before he woke again five thousand new trees had climbed up into the yellow sun.
February 2002: THE LOCUSTS.
The rockets set the bony meadows afire, turned rock to lava, turned wood to charcoal, transmitted water to steam, made sand and silica into green gla.s.s which lay like shattered mirrors reflecting the invasion, all about. The rockets came like drums, beating in the night. The rockets came like locusts, swarming and settling in blooms of rosy smoke. And from the rockets ran men with hammers in their hands to beat the strange world into a shape that was familiar to the eye, to bludgeon away all the strangeness, their mouths fringed with nails so they resembled steel-toothed carnivores, spitting them into their swift hands as they hammered up frame cottages and scuttled over roofs with shingles to blot out the eerie stars, and fit green shades to pull against the night. And when the carpenters had hurried on, the women came in with flowerpots and chintz and pans and set up a kitchen clamor to cover the silence that Mars made waiting outside the door and the shaded window.
In six months a dozen small towns had been laid down upon the naked planet, filled with sizzling neon tubes and yellow electric bulbs. In all, some ninety thousand people came to Mars, and more, on Earth, were packing their grips ...
August 2002: NIGHT MEETING.
Before going up into the blue hills, Tomas Gomez stopped for gasoline at the lonely station.
"Kind of alone out here, aren"t you, Pop?" said Tomas.
The old man wiped off the windshield of the small truck. "Not bad."
"How do you like Mars, Pop?"
"Fine. Always something new. I made up my mind when I came here last year I wouldn"t expect nothing, nor ask nothing, nor be surprised at nothing. We"ve got to forget Earth and how things were. We"ve got to look at what we"re in here, and how different different it is. I get a h.e.l.l of a lot of fun out of just the weather here. It"s it is. I get a h.e.l.l of a lot of fun out of just the weather here. It"s Martian Martian weather. Hot as h.e.l.l daytimes, cold as h.e.l.l nights. I get a big kick out of the different flowers and different rain. I came to Mars to retire and I wanted to retire in a place where everything is different. An old man needs to have things different. Young people don"t want to talk to him, other old people bore h.e.l.l out of him. So I thought the best thing for me is a place so different that all you got to do is open your eyes and you"re entertained. I got this gas station. If business picks up too much, I"ll move on back to some other old highway that"s not so busy, where I can earn just enough to live on and still have time to feel the weather. Hot as h.e.l.l daytimes, cold as h.e.l.l nights. I get a big kick out of the different flowers and different rain. I came to Mars to retire and I wanted to retire in a place where everything is different. An old man needs to have things different. Young people don"t want to talk to him, other old people bore h.e.l.l out of him. So I thought the best thing for me is a place so different that all you got to do is open your eyes and you"re entertained. I got this gas station. If business picks up too much, I"ll move on back to some other old highway that"s not so busy, where I can earn just enough to live on and still have time to feel the different different things here." things here."
"You got the right idea, Pop," said Tomas, his brown hands idly on the wheel. He was feeling good. He had been working in one of the new colonies for ten days straight and now he had two days off and was on his way to a party.
"I"m not surprised at anything any more," said the old man. "I"m just looking. I"m just experiencing. If you can"t take Mars for what she is, you might as well go back to Earth. Everything"s crazy up here, the soil, the air, the ca.n.a.ls, the natives (I never saw any yet, but I hear they"re around), the clocks. Even my clock acts funny. Even time time is crazy up here. Sometimes I feel I"m here all by myself, no one else on the whole d.a.m.n planet. I"d take bets on it. Sometimes I feel about eight years old, my body squeezed up and everything else tall. Jesus, it"s just the place for an old man. Keeps me alert and keeps me happy. You know what Mars is? It"s like a thing I got for Christmas seventy years ago-don"t know if you ever had one-they called them kaleidoscopes, bits of crystal and cloth and beads and pretty junk. You held it up to the sunlight and looked in through at it, and it took your breath away. All the patterns! Well, that"s Mars. Enjoy it. Don"t ask it to be nothing else but what it is. Jesus, you know that highway right there, built by the Martians, is over sixteen centuries old and still in good condition? That"s one dollar and fifty cents, thanks and good night." is crazy up here. Sometimes I feel I"m here all by myself, no one else on the whole d.a.m.n planet. I"d take bets on it. Sometimes I feel about eight years old, my body squeezed up and everything else tall. Jesus, it"s just the place for an old man. Keeps me alert and keeps me happy. You know what Mars is? It"s like a thing I got for Christmas seventy years ago-don"t know if you ever had one-they called them kaleidoscopes, bits of crystal and cloth and beads and pretty junk. You held it up to the sunlight and looked in through at it, and it took your breath away. All the patterns! Well, that"s Mars. Enjoy it. Don"t ask it to be nothing else but what it is. Jesus, you know that highway right there, built by the Martians, is over sixteen centuries old and still in good condition? That"s one dollar and fifty cents, thanks and good night."
Tomas drove off down the ancient highway, laughing quietly.
It was a long road going into darkness and hills and he held to the wheel, now and again reaching into his lunch bucket and taking out a piece of candy. He had been driving steadily for an hour, with no other car on the road, no light, just the road going under, the hum, the roar, and Mars out there, so quiet. Mars was always quiet, but quieter tonight than any other. The deserts and empty seas swung by him, and the mountains against the stars.
There was a smell of Time in the air tonight. He smiled and turned the fancy in his mind. There was a thought. What did Time smell like? Like dust and clocks and people. And if you wondered what Time sounded like it sounded like water running in a dark cave and voices crying and dirt dropping down upon hollow box lids, and rain. And, going further, what did Time look look like? Time looked like snow dropping silently into a black room or it looked like a silent film in an ancient theater, one hundred billion faces falling like those New Year balloons, down and down into nothing. That was how Time smelled and looked and sounded. And tonight-Tomas shoved a hand into the wind outside the truck-tonight you could almost like? Time looked like snow dropping silently into a black room or it looked like a silent film in an ancient theater, one hundred billion faces falling like those New Year balloons, down and down into nothing. That was how Time smelled and looked and sounded. And tonight-Tomas shoved a hand into the wind outside the truck-tonight you could almost touch touch Time. Time.
He drove the truck between hills of Time. His neck p.r.i.c.kled and he sat up, watching ahead.
He pulled into a little dead Martian town, stopped the engine, and let the silence come in around him. He sat, not breathing, looking out at the white buildings in the moonlight. Uninhabited for centuries. Perfect, faultless, in ruins, yes, but perfect, nevertheless.
He started the engine and drove on another mile or more before stopping again, climbing out, carrying his lunch bucket, and walking to a little promontory where he could look back at that dusty city. He opened his thermos and poured himself a cup of coffee. A night bird flew by. He felt very good, very much at peace.
Perhaps five minutes later there was a sound. Off in the hills, where the ancient highway curved, there was a motion, a dim light, and then a murmur.
Tomas turned slowly with the coffee cup in his hand.
And out of the hills came a strange thing.
It was a machine like a jade-green insect, a praying mantis, delicately rushing through the cold air, indistinct, countless green diamonds winking over its body, and red jewels that glittered with multifaceted eyes. Its six legs fell upon the ancient highway with the sounds of a spa.r.s.e rain which dwindled away, and from the back of the machine a Martian with melted gold for eyes looked down at Tomas as if he were looking into a well.
Tomas raised his hand and thought h.e.l.lo! automatically but did not move his lips, for this was was a Martian. But Tomas had swum in blue rivers on Earth, with strangers pa.s.sing on the road, and eaten in strange houses with strange people, and his weapon had always been his smile. He did not carry a gun. And he did not feel the need of one now, even with the little fear that gathered about his heart at this moment a Martian. But Tomas had swum in blue rivers on Earth, with strangers pa.s.sing on the road, and eaten in strange houses with strange people, and his weapon had always been his smile. He did not carry a gun. And he did not feel the need of one now, even with the little fear that gathered about his heart at this moment The Martian"s hands were empty too. For a moment they looked across the cool air at each other.
It was Tomas who moved first.
"h.e.l.lo!" he called.
"h.e.l.lo!" called the Martian in his own language.
They did not understand each other.
"Did you say h.e.l.lo?" they both asked.
"What did you say?" they said, each in a different tongue.
They scowled.
"Who are you?" said Tomas in English.
"What are you doing here?" In Martian; the stranger"s lips moved.
"Where are you going?" they said, and looked bewildered.
"I"m Tomas Gomez."
"I"m Muhe Ca."
Neither understood, but they tapped their chests with the words and then it became clear.
And then the Martian laughed. "Wait!" Tomas felt his head touched, but no hand had touched him. "There!" said the Martian in English. "That is better!"
"You learned my language, so quick!"
"Nothing at all!"
They looked, embarra.s.sed with a new silence, at the steaming coffee he had in one hand.
"Something different?" said the Martian, eying him and the coffee, referring to them both, perhaps.
"May I offer you a drink?" said Tomas.
"Please."
The Martian slid down from his machine.
A second cup was produced and filled, steaming. Tomas held it out.
Their hands met and-like mist-fell through each other.
"Jesus Christ!" cried Tomas, and dropped the cup.
"Name of the G.o.ds!" said the Martian in his own tongue.
"Did you see what happened?" they both whispered.
They were very cold and terrified.
The Martian bent to touch the cup but could not touch it.
"Jesus!" said Tomas.
"Indeed." The Martian tried again and again to get hold of the cup, but could not. He stood up and thought for a moment, then took a knife from his belt. "Hey!" cried Tomas. "You misunderstand, catch!" said the Martian, and tossed it. Tomas cupped his hands. The knife fell through his flesh. It hit the ground. Tomas bent to pick it up but could not touch it, and he recoiled, shivering.
Now he looked at the Martian against the sky.
"The stars!" he said.
"The stars!" said the Martian, looking, in turn, at Tomas.
The stars were white and sharp beyond the flesh of the Martian, and they were sewn into his flesh like scintillas swallowed into the thin, phosph.o.r.escent membrane of a gelatinous sea fish. You could see stars flickering like violet eyes in the Martian"s stomach and chest, and through his wrists, like jewelry.
"I can see through you!" said Tomas.
"And I through you!" said the Martian, stepping back.
Tomas felt of his own body and, feeling the warmth, was rea.s.sured. I I am real, he thought am real, he thought The Martian touched his own nose and lips. "_I_ have flesh," he said, half aloud. "_I_ am alive."
Tomas stared at the stranger. "And if I I am real, then am real, then you you must be dead." must be dead."
"No, you!"
"A ghost!"
"A phantom!"
They pointed at each other, with starlight burning in their limbs like daggers and icicles and fireflies, and then fell to judging their limbs again, each finding himself intact, hot, excited, stunned, awed, and the other, ah yes, that other over there, unreal, a ghostly prism flashing the acc.u.mulated light of distant worlds.
I"m drunk, thought Tomas. I won"t tell anyone of this tomorrow, no, no.
They stood there on the ancient highway, neither of them moving.
"Where are you from?" asked the Martian at last.
"Earth."
"What is that?"
"There." Tomas nodded to the sky.
"When?"
"We landed over a year ago, remember?"
"No."
"And all of you were dead, all but a few. You"re rare, don"t you know know that?" that?"
"That"s not true."
"Yes, dead. I saw the bodies. Black, in the rooms, in the houses, dead. Thousands of them."
"That"s ridiculous. We"re alive! alive!"
"Mister, you"re invaded, only you don"t know it. You must have escaped."
"I haven"t escaped; there was nothing to escape. What do you mean? I"m on my way to a festival now at the ca.n.a.l, near the Eniall Mountains. I was there last night. Don"t you see the city there?" The Martian pointed.