Spender"s face hardened. "Of all of them, I thought you would understand."

"Get out!" Cheroke reached for his gun.

Spender fired one last time. Cheroke stopped moving.

Now Spender swayed. He put his hand to his sweating face. He glanced at the rocket and suddenly began to shake all over. He almost fell, the physical reaction was so overwhelming. His face held an expression of one awakening from hypnosis, from a dream. He sat down for a moment and told the shaking to go away.

"Stop it, stop it!" he commanded of his body. Every fiber of him was quivering and shaking. "Stop it!" He crushed his body with his mind until all the shaking was squeezed out of it. His hands lay calmly now upon his silent knees.

He arose and strapped a portable storage locker on his back with quiet efficiency. His hand began to tremble again, just for a breath of an instant, but he said, "No!" very firmly, and the trembling pa.s.sed. Then, walking stiffly, he moved out between the hot red hills of the land, alone.

The sun burned farther up the sky. An hour later the captain climbed down out of the rocket to get some ham and eggs. He was just saying h.e.l.lo to the four men sitting there when he stopped and noticed a faint smell of gun fumes on the air. He saw the cook lying on the ground, with the campfire under him. The four men sat before food that was now cold.

A moment later Parkhill and two others climbed down. The captain stood in their way, fascinated by the silent men and the way they sat at their breakfast.

"Call the men, all of them," said the captain.

Parkhill hurried off down the ca.n.a.l rim.

The captain touched Cheroke. Cheroke twisted quietly and fell from his chair. Sunlight burned in his bristled short hair and on his high cheekbones.

The men came in.

"Who"s missing?"

"It"s still Spender, sir. We found Biggs floating in the ca.n.a.l."

"Spender!"

The captain saw the hills rising in the daylight, The sun showed his teeth in a grimace. "d.a.m.n him," he said tiredly. "Why didn"t he come and talk to me?"

"He should"ve talked to me me," cried Parkhill, eyes blazing. "I"d have shot his b.l.o.o.d.y brains out, that"s what I"d have done, by G.o.d!"

Captain Wilder nodded at two of his men. "Get shovels," he said.

It was hot digging the graves. A warm wind came from over the vacant sea and blew the dust into their faces as the captain turned the Bible pages. When the captain closed the book someone began shoveling slow streams of sand down upon the wrapped figures.

They walked back to the rocket, clicked the mechanisms of their rifles, put thick grenade packets on their backs, and checked the free play of pistols in their holsters. They were each a.s.signed part of the hills. The captain directed them without raising his voice or moving his hands where they hung at his sides.

"Let"s go," he said.

Spender saw the thin dust rising in several places in the valley and he knew the pursuit was organized and ready. He put down the thin silver book that he had been reading as he sat easily on a flat boulder. The book"s pages were tissue-thin, pure silver, hand-painted in black and gold. It was a book of philosophy at least ten thousand years old he had found in one of the villas of a Martian valley town. He was reluctant to lay it aside.

For a time he had thought, What"s the use? I"ll sit here reading until they come along and shoot me.

The first reaction to his killing the six men this morning had caused a period of stunned blankness, then sickness, and now, a strange peace. But the peace was pa.s.sing, too, for he saw the dust billowing from the trails of the hunting men, and he experienced the return of resentment.

He took a drink of cool water from his hip canteen. Then he stood up, stretched, yawned, and listened to the peaceful wonder of the valley around him. How very fine if he and a few others he knew on Earth could be here, live out their lives here, without a sound or a worry.

He carried the book with him in one hand, the pistol ready in his other. There was a little swift-running stream filled with white pebbles and rocks where he undressed and waded in for a brief washing. He took all the time he wanted before dressing and picking up his gun again.

The firing began about three in the afternoon. By then Spender was high in the hills. They followed him through three small Martian hill towns. Above the towns, scattered like pebbles, were single villas where ancient families had found a brook, a green spot, and laid out a tile pool, a library, and a court with a pulsing fountain. Spender took half an hour, swimming in one of the pools which was filled with the seasonal rain, waiting for the pursuers to catch up with him.

Shots rang out as he was leaving the little villa. Tile chipped up some twenty feet behind him, exploded. He broke into a trot, moved behind a series of small bluffs, turned, and with his first shot dropped one of the men dead in his tracks.

They would form a net, a circle; Spender knew that. They would go around and close in and they would get him. It was a strange thing that the grenades were not used. Captain Wilder could easily order the grenades tossed.

But I"m much too nice to be blown to bits, thought Spender. That"s what the captain thinks. He wants me with only one hole in me. Isn"t that odd? He wants my death to be clean. Nothing messy. Why? Because he understands me. And because he understands, he"s willing to risk good men to give me a clean shot in the head. Isn"t that it?

Nine, ten shots broke out in a rattle. Rocks around him jumped up. Spender fired steadily, sometimes while glancing at the silver book he carried in his hand.

The captain ran in the hot sunlight with a rifle in his hands. Spender followed him in his pistol sights but did not fire. Instead he shifted and blew the top off a rock where Whitie lay, and heard an angry shout.

Suddenly the captain stood up. He had a white handkerchief in his hands. He said something to his men and came walking up the mountain after putting aside his rifle. Spender lay there, then got to his feet, his pistol ready.

The captain came up and sat down on a warm boulder, not looking at Spender for a moment.

The captain reached into his blouse pocket. Spender"s fingers tightened on the pistol.

The captain said, "Cigarette?"

"Thanks." Spender took one.

"Light?"

"Got my own."

They took one or two puffs in silence.

"Warm," said the captain.

"It is."

"You comfortable up here?"

"Quite."

"How long do you think you can hold out?"

"About twelve men"s worth."

"Why didn"t you kill all of us this morning when you had the chance? You could have, you know."

"I know. I got sick. When you want to do a thing badly enough you lie to yourself. You say the other people are all wrong. Well, soon after I started killing people I realized they were just fools and I shouldn"t be killing them. But it was too late. I couldn"t go on with it then, so I came up here where I could lie to myself some more and get angry, to build it all up again.

"Is it built up?"

"Not very high. Enough."

The captain considered his cigarette. "Why did you do it?"

Spender quietly laid his pistol at his feet. "Because I"ve seen that what these Martians had was just as good as anything we"ll ever hope to have. They stopped where we should have stopped a hundred years ago. I"ve walked in their cities and I know these people and I"d be glad to call them my ancestors."

"They have a beautiful city there." The captain nodded at one of several places.

"It"s not that alone. Yes, their cities are good. They knew how to blend art into their living. It"s always been a thing apart for Americans. Art was something you kept in the crazy son"s room upstairs. Art was something you took in Sunday doses, mixed with religion, perhaps. Well, these Martians have art and religion and everything."

"You think they knew what it was all about, do you?"

"For my money."

"And for that reason you started shooting people."

"When I was a kid my folks took me to visit Mexico City. I"ll always remember the way my father acted-loud and big. And my mother didn"t like the people because they were dark and didn"t wash enough. And my sister wouldn"t talk to most of them. I was the only one really liked it. And I can see my mother and father coming to Mars and acting the same way here.

"Anything that"s strange is no good to the average American. If it doesn"t have Chicago plumbing, it"s nonsense. The thought of that! Oh G.o.d, the thought of that! And then-the war. You heard the congressional speeches before we left. If things work out they hope to establish three atomic research and atom bomb depots on Mars. That means Mars is finished; all this wonderful stuff gone. How would you feel if a Martian vomited stale liquor on the White House floor?"

The captain said nothing but listened.

Spender continued: "And then the other power interests coming up. The mineral men and the travel men. Do you remember what happened to Mexico when Cortez and his very fine good friends arrived from Spain? A whole civilization destroyed by greedy, righteous bigots. History will never forgive Cortez."

"You haven"t acted ethically yourself today," observed the captain.

"What could I do? Argue with you? It"s simply me against the whole crooked grinding greedy setup on Earth. They"ll be flopping their filthy atoms bombs up here, fighting for bases to have wars. Isn"t it enough they"ve ruined one planet, without ruining another; do they have to foul someone else"s manger? The simple-minded windbags. When I got up here I felt I was not only free of their so-called culture, I felt I was free of their ethics and their customs. I"m out of their frame of reference, I thought. All I have to do is kill you all off and live my own life."

"But it didn"t work out," said the captain.

"No. After the fifth killing at breakfast, I discovered I wasn"t all new, all Martian, after all. I couldn"t throw away everything I had learned on Earth so easily. But now I"m feeling steady again. I"ll kill you all off. That"ll delay the next trip in a rocket for a good five years. There"s no other rocket in existence today, save this one. The people on Earth will wait a year, two years, and when they hear nothing from us, they"ll be very afraid to build a new rocket. They"ll take twice as long and make a hundred extra experimental models to insure themselves against another failure."

"You"re correct."

"A good report from you, on the other hand, if you returned, would hasten the whole invasion of Mars. If I"m lucky I"ll live to be sixty years old. Every expedition that lands on Mars will be met by me. There won"t be more than one ship at a time coming up, one every year or so, and never more than twenty men in the crew. After I"ve made friends with them and explained that our rocket exploded one day-I intend to blow it up after I finish my job this week-I"ll kill them off, every one of them. Mars will be untouched for the next half century. After a while, perhaps the Earth people will give up trying. Remember how they grew leery of the idea of building Zeppelins that were always going down in flames?"

"You"ve got it all planned," admitted the captain.

"I have."

"Yet you"re outnumbered. In an hour we"ll have you surrounded. In an hour you"ll be dead."

"I"ve found some underground pa.s.sages and a place to live you"ll never find. I"ll withdraw there to live for a few weeks. Until you"re off guard. I"ll come out then to pick you off, one by one."

The captain nodded. "Tell me about your civilization here," he said, waving his hand at the mountain towns.

"They knew how to live with nature and get along with nature. They didn"t try too hard to be all men and no animal. That"s the mistake we made when Darwin showed up. We embraced him and Huxley and Freud, all smiles. And then we discovered that Darwin and our religions didn"t mix. Or at least we didn"t think they did, We were fools. We tried to budge Darwin and Huxley and Freud. They wouldn"t move very well. So, like idiots, we tried knocking down religion.

"We succeeded pretty well. We lost our faith and went around wondering what life was for. If art was no more than a frustrated outflinging of desire, if religion was no more than self-delusion, what good was life? Faith had always given us answers to all things. But it all went down the drain with Freud and Darwin. We were and still are a lost people."

"And these Martians are a found found people?" inquired the captain. people?" inquired the captain.

"Yes. They knew how to combine science and religion so the two worked side by side, neither denying the other, each enriching the other."

"That sounds ideal."

"It was. I"d like to show you how the Martians did it."

"My men are waiting."

"We"ll be gone half an hour. Tell them that, sir."

The captain hesitated, then rose and called an order down the hill.

Spender led him over into a little Martian village built all of cool perfect marble. There were great friezes of beautiful animals, white-limbed cat things and yellow-limbed sun symbols, and statues of bull-like creatures and statues of men and women and huge fine-featured dogs.

"There"s your answer, Captain."

"I don"t see."

"The Martians discovered the secret of life among animals. The animal does not question life. It lives. Its very reason for living is is life; it enjoys and relishes life. You see-the statuary, the animal symbols, again and again." life; it enjoys and relishes life. You see-the statuary, the animal symbols, again and again."

"It looks pagan."

"On the contrary, those are G.o.d symbols, symbols of life. Man had become too much man and not enough animal on Mars too. And the men of Mars realized that in order to survive they would have to forgo asking that one question any longer: Why live? Why live? Life was its own answer. Life was the propagation of more life and the living of as good a life is possible. The Martians realized that they asked the question "Why live at all?" at the height of some period of war and despair, when there was no answer. But once the civilization calmed, quieted, and wars ceased, the question became senseless in a new way. Life was now good and needed no arguments." Life was its own answer. Life was the propagation of more life and the living of as good a life is possible. The Martians realized that they asked the question "Why live at all?" at the height of some period of war and despair, when there was no answer. But once the civilization calmed, quieted, and wars ceased, the question became senseless in a new way. Life was now good and needed no arguments."

"It sounds as if the Martians were quite naive."

"Only when it paid to be naive. They quit trying too hard to destroy everything, to humble everything. They blended religion and art and science because, at base, science is no more than an investigation of a miracle we can never explain, and art is an interpretation of that miracle. They never let science crush the aesthetic and the beautiful. It"s all simply a matter of degree. An Earth Man thinks: "In that picture, color does not exist, really. A scientist can prove that color is only the way the cells are placed in a certain material to reflect light. Therefore, color is not really an actual part of things I happen to see." A Martian, far cleverer, would say: "This is a fine picture. It came from the hand and the mind of a man inspired. Its idea and its color are from life. This thing is good.""

There was a pause. Sitting in the afternoon sun, the captain looked curiously around at the little silent cool town.

"I"d like to live here," he said.

"You may if you want."

"You ask me me that?" that?"

"Will any of those men under you ever really understand all this? They"re professional cynics, and it"s too late for them. Why do you want to go back with them? So you can keep up with the Joneses? To buy a gyro just like Smith has? To listen to music with your pocketbook instead of your glands? There"s a little patio down here with a reel of Martian music in it at least fifty thousand years old. It still plays. Music you"ll never hear in your life. You could hear it. There are books. I"ve gotten on well in reading them already. You could sit and read."

"It all sounds quite wonderful, Spender."

"But you won"t stay?"

"No. Thanks, anyway."

"And you certainly won"t let me stay without trouble. I"ll have to kill you all."

"You"re optimistic."

"I have something to fight for and live for; that makes me a better killer. I"ve got what amounts to a religion, now. It"s learning how to breathe all over again. And how to lie in the sun getting a tan, letting the sun work into you. And how to hear music and how to read a book. What does your civilization offer?"