I Was Finally Out

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[Love Monarchical type Girlfriend]: She was sinking . She finally sank to the dark abyss .

Then the hole on the ice layer started to restore itself . At last, it was recovered to its original shape and completely divided the two side .

I really wished that I could show up on the surface with her if it was possible . . . However, I knew it would never happen . One of us had to stay at the other side to maintain the balance . Otherwise this place would collapse .

So, it was time for me to leave . . . I had a feeling that I was becoming bigger and bigger .

As the process continued, I finally could touch that light which I had been longing for .

Actually, it was not my body that had turned bigger . It was my conscious that was spreading now . Specifically speaking, I scattered and disappeared in this body and gradually filled it with my self-consciousness . That was why I felt that I had become bigger .

The other me changed place with me through having a dream .

Thus, as long as I could finish the ‘Waking up’ part that was left by her, I could go outside right now .

When I felt that I couldn’t get bigger anymore and my consciousness had already touched the body . I knew there was only one thing left for me to do .

To wake up, I needed to open my eyes first .

When the light that I had desired suddenly shined in my eyes, it dazzled me a little bit .

My body still felt a bit heavy . So I closed my all my fingers and loosened all of them in order to slowly feel my body .

“You are awake, lady . ” “Good morning, Shirley . ” I turned around and smiled at Shirley . After that, I straightened up and sat up .

“Ah . . . ” Shirley opened her eyes a bit more widely while covering her mouth with her hands . It was obvious that she was a little stunned .

She knew that I was not the other me from the first glance . Well done, Shirley .

A woman in a while gown was sitting on the bedside . She was a psychiatrist whose name was He Mengyu . And today she was asked to diagnose my condition .

Then this doctor said that she wanted to meet the other personality, which was me . So she just exchanged place with me .

“Doctor He, right? Thanks for willing to diagnose for me . ” “Hmm . . . So you are the other personality of Ji Lianbing?”

Doctor cut to the chase directly and asked about my ident.i.ty seriously .

Ho ho, she was quite impatient . However, Cheng Jun was also someone who spoke his mind bluntly . . . Thinking of that, I nodded and replied her with a smile, “That’s right . I am the other personality . ” Doctor He squinted her eyes and stared at my face for a long time while I looked at her smilingly with my head tilted .

Maybe she was trying to tell if I was acting . Although my personality had changed, my appearance still remained the same .

After all, I was not a character from the cartoon who could change her personality along with her appearance .

“If you have any questions, you can simply just ask . I feel so shy being watched by you like this . ” I said . “ . . . Although I don’t know you well, I can still sense the difference between you and the other you who I have just met before . Unless your acting skill is good enough to fool me . Hmm . . . that is very unlikely . ” “Doctor, I already told you . There is no need for me to trick you . Our lady do have two personalities . ” Shirley said hurriedly . She was the one who had invited Doctor He to diagnose me . It seemed that she wanted me to combine with my principle personality so that I could have a complete spirit .

Since Sherley was too insistent about this and the doctor had already arrived, the other me had to let her take a look . . . As a result, the other me seized this chance to exchange place with me .

“To tell the truth, I was shocked when I heard that it was the lady of the Ji Shi corporation who wanted to be diagnosed by me . After all, I am a psychiatrist . And it’s not like you want me to treat some diseases like depressive disorder or phobia . You are suffering from a dissociative ident.i.ty disorder which is as knotty as amnesia . . . Pardon me for speaking frankly, at first I thought it was your prank by calling me here because you are just so bored . ”

“Ha ha, it is reasonable to think like that . ” In fact, Shirley and Cheng Jun were the only two people who knew about my existence . Even the maids who served me all day didn’t notice that .

It was because the other me always played a leading role, even for now . As long as she wanted, I would be dragged into the abyss again .

“So, what’s your name?”

“Huh? Of course it is Ji Lianbing . Ha, I’m not muddleheaded enough to forget my name . ”

“I didn’t mean that . You are the other personality but you don’t have your own name?”

“Well . . . name? If you really want one, you can call me Soft Bing . ”

“Soft Bing? As the word soft? I see . . . it fits you very well . Did you come up with that name by yourself? Or the other you has given you that name?”

“No, neither . Some other person has named me that . ” It was more like a nickname, but I still reckoned it as my name since it was given by Cheng Jun .

Ho ho . And I was such a fan of this name .

“Hmm . . . Since you know about my name, it means that you and your other personality share the same memories, right?”

“That’s right . But I was only able to see those memories without sensing them . So technically, I have never experienced any of them . . . Even if I could see those things with my eyes, I was still eager to go outside . . . ” Now finally I got such a perfect chance, I would definitely make good use of it!

Ah~ When could we finish this diagnosis?

I really wanted to see Cheng Jun right now .

“I didn’t know you two share the same memories . . . That’s a very special case . Normally the principle personality and the secondary personality of the patient who has dual personalities are separated and don’t even know each other’s existence . Also, your memories should be fragmental . . . However, you two are able to share memories together . . . ” That was a special case indeed .

I couldn’t remember how all of this had begun, but I knew that I was just a thought of her at the beginning . Then this thought totally broke out as the other me had wanted to strangle Cheng Jun, and I had been separated ever since then . . . Come to think about it, she had wanted to let me die on the vine at the first place .

However, I was born from her from the sh.e.l.l in a brand new posture with my affection to Cheng Jun .

Being contrary to the other me who was obsessed with death, I was the other side of Ji Lianbing who had been born with the joy of life .

We were the positive and negative sides of a same person . However, we always remained back-to-back instead of face-to-face .

So I really doubted if we would ever shake hands . . . Well, of course I would always hope for that~ Ho ho, if she blushed and wasn’t willing to reach her hand to me . I would definitely hold her hand without any hesitation~

“I should say this first, your situation is very tough right now . I have also treated patients who had multiple personalities . Most of the time, I would treat them with hypnotism in order to get back their lost memories . In that way, I could merge the patient’s dissociated personalities . But in your case . . . I can’t be sure if I could do the same thing on you . ”

“So that is what it is . Ha ha ha, that’s not so bad~”

“ . . . You never thought about going back to your original state?”

“Well, I only agreed to see you because Shirley has invited you . ”

Doctor He seemed like a clever person . She should understand my meaning as I had already made it clear that there was no chance for merging the two of us .

Even if I was the one who brought up that idea, the other me would surely refuse .

She would certainly said with a look of disgust, “You want me to accept you? Stop kidding me . Why would I accept such a gross personality so that I could be disgusted?” Or saying something like that .

“Looks like I have made an unnecessary move by coming here . . . Well, the servant here is the one who invited me, so I still have to fulfil my duty as your doctor . I will pay a visit to you every Sat.u.r.day afterwards . I am looking forward to your cooperation . ”

“No problem, actually I also want her to accept me . . . But unluckily she doesn’t have the same idea . ”

“Really . . . The principle personality resists the merging procession? I see . So now can you let her come back?”

“No, I can’t . She told me that she wouldn’t come out during this period . ”

“All right . . . So that would be all . I should get going right now . Next time I am here, I hope you can tell me why she won’t accept you . ” After she had finished the diagnosis, Doctor He was sent away by other maids .

I got up from the bed and took off the clothes on me . In the meantime, Shirley called me by my side,

“My lady . . . ”

“I want to see him . ”

“My lady?”

“Shirley, tell me where he is . I want to see him now!”

“Master Jun Cheng is in the Tianfu Square, talking with Xiang Yuexun . . . ”

“Perfect!” Now, I was off to see him right away .

I was unable to contain my excitement any longer .

After I changed into the dress which I had worn on our first date, I rushed out immediately .

I didn’t take the car . Instead, I simply just ran on the road .

I didn’t know why but I just could feel where Cheng Jun was without looking at the map .

On my way, I recognized the familiar smell .

Ahhh, was I able to see the people I had been dying to meet right after I had come out?

I knew it . He must be close by .

I looked around on the platform bridge, searching for him .

However, Cheng Jun was not here at all . But I did have smelled something . . . What . . . ?

It was not Cheng Jun . It was his sister .

It was the one with the pony tail who looked livelier .

I believed her name was An Keling .

And right now I could see her talking to someone from the bridge .

Then I asked Shirley who had followed me all the way there,

“Shirley, what are they talking about right now? Summarizing their conversation in thirty words for me . ”

“Master Jun Cheng’s sister is asking a favor to her friend in order to get the medicine to cure Master Jun Cheng . ”

“What? Doesn’t she know that Cheng Jun has already left the hospital?”

“Actually, Master Jun Cheng made that decision by himself and didn’t mention it to anyone in advance . ”

“I see . . . then let’s just go back, Shirley . ”

“We have already come here . Don’t you want to see Master Jun Cheng?”

“Not today, I’ll just have to endure that . ” Hmm . . . Though I did feel a bit reluctant, I would let her sister meet him today . He should be with his family after coming out of the hospital .

As long as I could restrain myself for today, I was going to see Cheng Jun tomorrow! Ho ho~ As I was thinking of that, I suddenly sensed a weird smell when I wanted to turn around and left .

That pungent smell came from . . . my back .

“Eh . . . ?” I turned around and saw a tall and thin guy .

He was in a neat suit and wore a pair of gla.s.ses . To be honest, he was very good-looking .

However, there was a heavy blood smell coming from his body .

And he was looking at . . . sister Keling?

The expression in his eyes reminded me of the other me when she was looking at the corpse .

Suddenly, I learned that the man in front of me was just like the other me who was obsessed with that kind of mistake .

But was Keling one of his target?

No, I couldn’t let him get what he wanted .

If Keling was dead, Cheng Jun must be so sad . And I really didn’t want to see him crying .

Well, then I would just have to get rid of the man in front of me .