TL: flarewk

Wanting to find a bedroom within the pitch-black house was really not an easy task.

Luckily, Xue Qing was relatively pet.i.te, I"m able to carry her in my arms with just a hand. Thus, one of my hands clutched onto her b.u.t.t, while the other held a candle, and went on searching for the bedroom in the enormous house.

Being unable to find anything that looked like a bedroom at the first floor, I thus went up to the second. I didn"t expect that I would quickly be able to locate onto the bedroom at the second floor.

Because, how do I put it............it"s very easy to determine which room was a room that had "been used". Most of the rooms" door handles had a layer of dust acc.u.mulated on it, but only a few rooms" door handles didn"t had any such dust at all.

I then opened up those rooms that didn"t have any dust on their door handles, with the result that I directly struck gold; the first room that I"ve opened was Xue Qing"s bedroom.

It"s a room that looked to be very plain, the bedsheets were a pure white, there weren"t overly much decor within the room, only having a wardrobe and a desk. The feeling it gave was like it"s a slightly bigger single-person ward.

Rather than saying that it"s a bedroom, you might as well say that it"s a place that was being utilized for sleeping.

I placed Xue Qing onto the bed, gently caressed her face, and called out her name.

"Xue Qing? Are you alright?"

She didn"t open up her eyes. Her exposed skin was slightly glowing red, and feeble moans resounded out from her mouth.

"Uuuu uuu........."

I caressed her forehead, it"s a little burning hot. Xue Qing as expected had a heat-unresistant const.i.tution, bathing in that kind of high temperatured bath water just for a moment, caused her entire body to be reddish as if she had suffered from a heat stroke.

Eeehh............next up, I"ll have to help wipe her body first, what to do............must it be me to wipe............but there"s only me who could help her to wipe already.

Although I know that this way"s not that good, but I also can"t just let her get a cold from being chilled.

She also shouldn"t be mindful about it, right; I"m also not sure why I was so one-sidedly deeming as such already.

I first returned back to the bathroom to take two towels, and after I haphazardly wiped my body, I took my clothing and once again returned back to the bedroom.

The towel that was covering Xue Qing had already dropped onto the floor. Her body was slightly huddled up, and on that ever usual poker face, there"s a distinct change of expression. Her eyebrows were slightly frowned, her small lips slightly opened, and the soft murmuring sounds made in the silent room felt like it was being magnified out numerous times.

"Uuu............Mm..............so hot.............."

I started to use the clean cloth on my hand to wipe her body, and through the towel, I can still indirectly feel onto her body. It"s really smoothly soft, not a single bit of friction could be felt at all, there"s a sort of feeling like as if it"s wiping gla.s.s.

First, I swept off the water beads on her cheeks, afterwards slightly wiped her hair, making her not feel discomforted due to her hair being wettened, then started wiping from the large surface area of her"s, her back.

Xue Qing"s slightly frowning eyebrows loosened up, and her moans turned into deep and long breathing sounds. My hand techniques shouldn"t have made her feel uncomfortable, right.

I suddenly fell into a sort of strange feeling, just like as if I"m undertaking an artwork cleaning job, with the force on my hands subconsciously becoming even more gentle, fully concentrating onto wiping her body.

When I regained back to my senses, I had wiped her entirety clean already, there"s not a single corner being left out, from behind her ears to her armpits and the seams of her b.u.t.t, even her most covert area was being completely wiped clean.

Afterwards, I looked at her pet.i.te body while in a dazed state............my head"s also a little giddy............had I overbathed to a giddy state as well already............

I must help her onto wiping herself clean...........afterwards...........afterwards............afterwards.............dirty her up once more............?

I really want to dirty her up, I really want to hug her within my arms, I really want to ravage her, I really want to break her............I"m not sure why, but I just felt that I can"t let her maintain her completeness............taking away a part of her body, causing her to be incomplete...........

Becoming handicapped, incomplete!

Just like pressing onto an adverse switch, malicious impulses occupied the higher grounds of my reasoning. I grabbed onto her thighs in a rough manner, afterwards spreading it open............

"Jun Cheng..........."

Xue Qing"s voice caused me to regain unto my senses.

Eeeeehhhh, what am I doing!!

I immediately gave myself a punch, picked up my pants, and hastily stumbled out of the bedroom!

My heart"s beating wildly! I clutched my mouth and gaped my eyes up wide, and leaned onto the wall in a dazed state.

Just now, what the heck am I trying to do!!

I seemed to have become a little unhinged already!?

d.a.m.n it, what should I do if I really couldn"t control myself...........I really hoped that there would be someone who would enlighten me at this sort of timing...........

Oh, right, her............

After taking out my phone from my pants pocket, I started to hesitate.

It"s been this sort of timing already, going by the usual rulebook, normal people should have long went to bed already. Especially for that kind of dàxiaojie like her, who would be taking care of her health even more so, and by right had already been sleeping since long ago.

But, I"m not sure why, I just had a feeling that she"s probably still awake...........

Looking at the battery level which was 3% left, in the end I gave a call to that number that recently newly appeared in the contacts list.

My heart"s a little fidgety, it"s still the first time for me to give her a call....

I originally thought that if there"s no one picking up the call within 3 seconds, I"ll just hang up the call and so.

But I didn"t expect that when I just pressed down the dial b.u.t.ton, not even a second had pa.s.sed when the call was being picked up.

Was it that she was just coincidentally looking at her phone? Or was it...........that she had always been waiting for my call?

After sorting up my thoughts, I opened up my mouth and asked.

"h.e.l.lo, um, it"s me............"

『Oh~ I still thought that it was someone else~ so it"s my dearest Cheng Jun~~ What"s with the sudden phone call, have you missed me already?』

My mood suddenly felt way more lighter, it made me laugh out unresistingly.

"Hehe, yeah, I missed you already. Especially right now, when I"m looking for your help..........."

To be frank, just you picking up the call alone was a pleasant surprise already.

『Huhuhuhu, as expected, it"s the right decision to keep on waiting for Cheng Jun"s call. By hearing onto that sentence, that period of time that"s spent waiting is worthwhile already, hn?』

"Woah, is it really that exaggerated............"

That speech was said till it made me feel so frightfully humbled....

『Of course~, this is this first time that Cheng Jun proactively expressed towards me on the meaning of "I need you", hm? Huhuhuhu...........right now, I"m so extremely delighted already~』

Hearing Lian Bing saying as such, I then understood her meaning.

In the past, I had only wanted to distance away from her, rejecting her, brushing her off...........it"s indeed the first time to be "needing her" just like this.

Eeeh............unknowingly, she had already taken up quite a portion of my heart, huh............

But I just didn"t want to admit onto this point!

"What, I can"t find you to discuss when there"s an issue?"

『Nope, why wouldn"t it be? Cheng Jun wanting to rely on me, I"m so happy that I already wanted to grab my maid"s hands and do the tango already~』

Lian Bing exhilaratedly hummed a tune, with a pleasant melody floating into my ears, and asking me afterwards.

『Well then, is there anything for Cheng Jun to be finding me to discuss?』

I thought for a while on how exactly to start asking, but I had no idea on how to clearly explain the front and back ends of the circ.u.mstances within this short frame of time, hence in the end, I just directly cut into the main point and said.

"Um, Lian Bing, I think I"m a human trash............"

『Mm? Cheng Jun, now then you only realized that you"re a human trash? Huhuhuhu, you"re a huge human trash~, tricking me to be so lovingly devoted towards you, even my mind had been split apart already. How about it, do you need me to call "her" out to let her describe on how much she loved you...?』

"No, don"t joke around already..........."

Had you called Moe Bing out, I wouldn"t be able to voice out even a single word already.

"I"m being serious, I feel that I seemed to have become a little unhinged already...........Mm, it"s that, from time to time, my mind would have malicious thoughts developing."

Exactly on when did I exactly start to become a little unhinged, I wasn"t so clear on it already, but discovering a hint of it should be at that moment when I saw Li Li............I actually unhesitatingly said out a command which made her lick while kneeling.

『Ai ya ya...........Cheng Jun, it can"t be that you had an affair behind my back, right?』

As cold as frost, her sharp tone was just like icicles as it pierced into my heart!

I instantly gave off a frightened shudder, straightened up my body posture, and instinctively cried out whilst in a straightly sitting manner!

"Nonono! Absolutely not!"

『Is~ it? Then, Cheng Jun, where are you right now? Don"t lie to me, hmm? If you lie to me...........hu, hu, hu, hu...........』

The interval between her laughter was slightly longer than usual, seemingly hinting me onto something. My back started to drip out cold sweat. I distinctly felt that, if I was to say out about the matter that I"m at Xue Qing"s house, it would bring about a very frightening outcome............eeeehhhhhh............

"I, I, I, I..........."

I could only utter out an "I". About others, I simply couldn"t say it out, and also didn"t know what exactly to say.

『Huhuhuhu~ I"ll stop kidding already. I know that Cheng Jun"s at poker face house~, only that, you shouldn"t have done anything towards her, right?』

About the matter of Lian Bing possessing my whereabouts, I"m no longer surprised already, as the all-knowing Xue Qing-xiaojie definitely would be able to find out about my location.

"Eeh, of course not..........."

Not yet for now............although there nearly was just now already...........and perhaps it will be, later on...........it all depends on you whether you"ll be able to make me not have it already............

『I"ll first believe you for this time then, Cheng Jun, huhuhuhu...........』

"Please be sure to believe in me....!"

『Then I"ll just directly say out my a.n.a.lysis then, I think that Cheng Jun"s malicious thoughts should be a side effect from your ability~.』

"Side effect from my ability?"

Eeeh, it can"t be that Lian Bing knew that I have the ability to view statuses? No, about this matter, I"ve only told it to Li Li, I hadn"t even mention a word of it to everyone else before...........

『Cheng Jun, didn"t you have an ability that makes people develop favorable opinions towards you? Don"t lie to me saying that you don"t have, hmm? It"s because of this ability that attracted me the first time when I saw you already..........huhuhuhu...........』

Ah, so it"s referring to that. It"s that "charm" magic circle that had mysteriously went into my head, right?

 "Ahhh, yeah, I do have that...........so that means, you think that it"s that ability that had problems already?"

『That"s right..........but this is merely my deduction, because if it"s to make others develop positive opinions, with the user himself not having that intentions instead, won"t this ability be basically useless then?』

The "charm" magic circle that a succubus had casted onto me, while causing others to develop favorable opinions towards me, it would also magnify the l.u.s.t within my inner heart, huh?

It seemed to have fit into place!

I originally thought that it"ll be fine to leave this thing around and not care about it, but right now, it looks like I"ll need to think of an idea to take it out already!

"Thanks, Lian Bing, it"s been a huge help! Ahh, right, umm, homework..........."

『I"ve heard about the homework from others already, or it should be said that...........I knew that it"ll go awry at poker face"s side. 』

"Oohh, impressive..........."

As expected of Lian Bing, she had long expected onto the issue of Xue Qing"s, obtaining the homework contents from others afterwards already, huh?

Speaking of which, since it"s like that, I don"t even need to go look for Xue Qing at all! Just directly giving Lian Bing a call will do already! All those h.e.l.lish things that happened tonight could originally be avoided!

Aaaaahhhhh! What exactly am I doing!

Just when I was vexedly scratching my head, the last words of Lian Bing went into my ears.

『Cheng Jun, when you"re about to lose control, why not go and think about your past, humans are able to confirm their existences through their memories, and I did it as such to suppress onto the other me, hmm? Huhuhuhu............』

Boop!

The phone"s battery had coincidentally went flat, and just like that, this phone call ended.

Through my past memories to carry out my self-confirmation, huh.............

Phew, well then, I"ll first return back to the bedroom, I still hadn"t put on clothes for Xue Qing.

I stood up and dusted my backside, returning to the bedroom once more, hardened my mindset and walked towards the sides of the wardrobe.

I originally wanted to open up the wardrobe and take out a piece of home attire, with the result that after I"ve seen the insides, I directly become dazed on the spot.

"Ehh..........."

It"s all the same set of school uniform, didn"t she have any other clothes?

Don"t tell me that I must help her to put on her school uniform? Uuu, she"ll definitely feel uncomfortable.

Is there any other attire...........that"s right, my shirt.

Mm, it appeared to be not considered too dirty, it should be alright to have Xue Qing wear it.

I first spread the shirt out flat onto the bed, afterwards carried Xue Qing and placed her evenly on it. Using a hand to send her hand into the sleeves, my other hand stretched into the sleeves from the outside-in, and slowly pulled her hand out of it. Meanwhile, my alternate hand pulled the shirt"s sleeve upwards. Afterwhich, I used the same way onto wearing the sleeve at the opposite side. Lastly, the shirt was straightly pulled and b.u.t.toned.

Finally, a fresh new set of panties that I"ve taken out from the wardrobe was being slipped between her two legs, and pulled it up to its ends. I used the tips of my fingers to hook onto the gaps, ensuring that it wouldn"t be overly pulled, as it being too tight would have caused her to feel uncomfortable.

This process in contrast didn"t have any special feelings developing, it"s just like helping a baby to put on its clothes............as expected, my shirt being donned on Xue Qing was like it as equally big as a sleeping gown.

But, looking at her after I helped her to put on clothes, I inexplicably found it to be rather erotic.

Although this sort of manner would be able to cover her body already, but a bare-body shirt* and whatnot, it"s still a little of thaat............

"Haaaa..........."

Looking at Xue Qing who"s lying on my thighs and had her red blush finally faded away, I felt a bout of weariness.

I helplessly gave off a sigh, and gently used my palms to fan by the sides of her cheeks, helping to lower her temperature.

"Umuu..........mm............"

Lying on the same bed as with a male adult, yet still being able to sleep so peacefully, huh...........she"s completely defenseless............

Under the flickering candlelight, I saw a faint smile rising up on Xue Qing"s face.

A justifiably extremely hard to attain smiling face; it made me fall into a stupor looking at it.

I unconsciously stroked her hair and kissed her forehead, that sweet smile was just that endearing.

Looks like she"s having a nice dream.

Was Xue Qing"s age really the same as mine? I had a feeling that she"s like a little girl that was isolated from the world, only possessing the most basic of knowledge, being completely clueless about the world.

Scratching my nose, I placed Xue Qing"s small head onto the pillow, and placed both hands behind my head and rested by the bedside.

Xue Qing suddenly flipped over, leaning her whole body by my embrace, with both of her small hands grasping my chest, unveiling out an expression of unease.

"Don"t go..........."

"Eehh..........."

Was it because she didn"t have physical contact with me, thus had turned into a state of unease already?

Only during dreams one would then be so straightforward in expressing out their feelings, and their expression would then naturally change as well.

She all along had always been like that, a single person living by herself, huh...........never attaining before anyone"s love, just like that, by herself, lonelily facing the world...........

Can I take on the position of her "caretaker"...........

I caressed her hair and gently whispered by her ears.

"I"m not going."

She seemed to be at ease already, and after using her pink tender cheeks to rub against my chest, she slightly lifted up her head, with her small nose propped on my collarbone while her forehead was supporting on my throat. Her grey-colored hair brushed my chin, it felt itchy.

While bathing, she didn"t use any soap nor bodywash, which meant that this was a unique scent on Xue Qing"s body. I"m not sure if it"s a loli"s unique fragrance, or if it"s the body scent on Xue Qing; it"s just as sweet as honey.

Even though her entirety was soaked in blood earlier, but after soaking for not even a minute, her body had fully been washed clean already, with not a single bit of the blood stench sticking...........

I unresistingly hugged her within my embrace, just like as if I wanted to knead her into my body as I forcibly cuddled.

My left hand grabbed onto half of her dainty, white tender b.u.t.t, and my right stretched into her shirt, placing it on her bare back, endearingly stroking up and down.

"Uuu...........mm............"

My hug received a response, as a sleeping Xue Qing too used her both hands to wrap against my neck. I simply carried her and flipped horizontally onto the bed, causing her to lie on my body.

Under the effects of gravity, our bodies were tightly conjoined, not having a single bit of gap in-between.

Within my heart once more surged an intense urge............Uuu............don"t, what"s wrong with me............I actually felt something towards lolis already............

Plus, developing three urging instances in a single night, was there something wrong with me already............

Luckily, Lian Bing"s words were like consciousness-regaining incantations as they repeatedly played back within my mind, helping me to suppress onto the malicious thoughts.

After pulling the blankets up and covering it onto her body, I deeply exhaled out a mouthful of breath.

"Sigh............Huu! Huuu!"

I blew out two puffs, extinguishing the candles placed on the desk.

Darkness encompa.s.sed the room, as dark as if my both eyes had lost its sight.

Feeling onto Xue Qing"s body, I closed up my eyes............

Within the darkness, malicious thoughts started to brew.

-ch 53 end-

Footnotes:
Seams of her b.u.t.t = placed here just to clarify......it doesn"t mean that it was sewed! It"s more of the middle "line" part between the two b.u.t.t cheeks where they connected together, I"m not sure if there are any EN words for that, hence I just directly translated from CN.

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Human trash (人渣) = aka the sc.u.m of society, the worst of all humans in the pyramids of humans. Human traffickers, pedophiles, ma.s.s murderers, sn.o.bby-a.s.s rich people and so on all falls into that category.

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Bare-body shirt (裸体衬衫) = It"s a JP term, for girls (JAV or anime) who wear just a plain big shirt, inside (usually) not wearing anything at all. I can"t seem to locate a EN term for it, so if you guys know of one just lemme know.