To My Dear Mr. Huo
Chapter 756: Chapter 046: I Don’t want anything to happen to you
Chapter 756: Chapter 046: I Don’t want anything to happen to you
Old Master Li didn’t dare to say that Li Qianxue was wrong. He could probably understand his daughter’s thoughts. But could it really achieve the effect that she wanted? Or could it really make her understand? What if Su Chenghui was tired and refused to take the bait, and instead planned to retreat. If that really happened, what would Li Qianxue do? After all, she and Su Chenghui were not young anymore. Li Qianxue was silent. Looking at her father, she shook her head. “Dad, if that is really the case, it can only prove that we are not fated.” If she missed it, so be it. “Qianxue?”Seeing his daughter like this, Old Master Li felt a little heartache. Li Qianxue, on the other hand, felt that it was okay, but there was one more thing she had to tell Old Master Li. “Oh right, Dad. Su Chenghui has been visiting Rong City for the past few days. He wants to reduce SU Peizhen’s sentence. If there are no accidents, Peizhen might come out after a while.” This news shocked old master Li. He looked at Li Qianxue. “You don’t want Peizhen to come out?” “No.” Five years and two years, there was not much difference. “Then –” “I just feel sorry for Qingsang.” Su Peizhen had hurt Su Qingsang, but because of the mother-daughter relations.h.i.+p in the past, she had not broken off her relations.h.i.+p with Su Peizhen. If she got back together with Su Chenghui now, she would have to deal with Su Peizhen often. She did not want to hurt her daughter’s heart. “Qingsang is a good child, she should not mind.” Old Master Li knew what she was thinking. He also felt guilty towards Su Peizhen. But this kind of guilt was not as big as the guilt towards Su Qingsang. “She doesn’t mind that I mind.” Li Qianxue looked at Old Master Li. She was not afraid that he would know what she was thinking. “Dad, you know what? I thought that some things could be put behind us. I also wanted to let it go, but I found it really hard.” Midnight Dreams, those past, those nightmares. “I realized that I can’t do it.”The word “Forgive”was too soft, but it was too difficult to really do it. She was not a saint. She really could not do it. “Qianxue.” Old Master Li knew the knot in her heart. He did not continue to persuade her. Su Chenghui stood at the door. The bag of desserts in his hand seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. He stood at the door for five minutes. After there was no sound from inside, he pretended to push the door open and enter as if nothing had happened. Looking at Li Qianxue, his eyes were still gentle, as if he had not heard anything. .. Li Qianxue was sensitive to the fact that Su Chenghui had been a little different recently. After the conversation with old master Li that day, Li Qianxue lost her interest in torturing Su Chenghui. To be honest, this person had always been able to tolerate what others could not. It used to be like this, but recently, Su Chenghui’s behavior made her feel that she could not see through him. “What’s Wrong?”Su Chenghui placed the snacks on Li Qianxue’s desk. “Didn’t you say that you like to eat this snack? I’ll go buy it for you.” “No need.” Li Qianxue said that she liked it at that time. It was just an excuse. If she really wanted to eat it, wouldn’t it be a piece of cake to buy that dim sum shop and turn it into the Li family’s Way? “I don’t want to eat it today.” “Then, what do you want to eat? I’ll make it for you.”Su Chenghui looked at Li Qianxue, his expression as gentle as usual. Just like him during this period of time. Li Qianxue looked at his appearance and felt inexplicably annoyed. “I don’t want to eat anything. Su Chenghui, what do you take me for?” Su Chenghui paused for a moment. “Qianxue, are you angry?” “I’m not angry, I just don’t want to see you.” “Qianxue? Did I do something wrong?” Su Chenghui pursed his lips into a straight line and looked at Li Qianxue very seriously. Li Qianxue became more and more annoyed. The better SU Chenghui did, the more she didn’t want to see him. “Su Chenghui, don’t you have a temper?” ”…” Seeing Su Chenghui’s confused look, Li Qianxue stood up and pointed at Su Chenghui’s chest. “Can’t you see that I’ve been deliberately torturing you these days?” Su Chenghui looked at her and heard her finally say it. He shook his head. “I know, but I’m very happy that you’re willing to torture me.” “Are you that cheap?”Li Qianxue was so angry that she didn’t know what to say. “Why aren’t you like before? Pretend not to see me and ignore me. No matter what I do or say, you act like you didn’t see me. Su Chenghui, why don’t you continue?” “You know that I’m torturing you now. To put it bluntly, I’m taking revenge. Why can you still pretend to be indifferent? Don’t you have a temper? Where’s your backbone?” ”…” “Why aren’t you angry?”Li Qianxue looked at Su Chenghui with anger. “Why don’t you have a backbone? Why?” “Aren’t you the most arrogant? Don’t you hate me the most? Don’t you want to see me the most? Then what are you doing now? Tell me.” Su Chenghui looked at Li Qianxue. He suddenly reached out and hugged her. Li Qianxue was stunned. Su Chenghui tightened his arms and hugged her tightly. “Qianxue.” “Su Chenghui, you –” “I don’t hate you. I’m not arrogant in front of you. I Won’t pretend that I can’t see you. Qianxue, you’re the person I love the most in this world. I’ll never be able to ignore you.” ”…”who would believe it? Li Qianxue didn’t believe it. “Qianxue, I know that it’s hard to make you believe me. I also know that in your heart, you still have a lot of worries and hesitation. It’s okay. Whether you want to torture me or torture me, it doesn’t matter.” He owed her this. “If you don’t believe me, you can continue to doubt me. If you want to test me, you can also never forgive me for the rest of your life. Even if you’re happy, it doesn’t matter if you continue to treat me like this for the rest of your life.” “But qianxue, please don’t push me away from you.” He had made a mistake. He understood that she didn’t believe him. He had once sworn that he would use the rest of his life to make up for his mistake and redeem himself. To him, the more Li Qianxue struggled, the happier he was. Li Qianxue also suddenly understood this point. Su Chenghui couldn’t wait for her to struggle and he couldn’t wait for her to order him around. The more she tortured him, the more SU Chenghui’s guilt would be alleviated. After understanding this point, how could Li Qianxue be willing to torture Su Chenghui again? “Qianxue, I’ve said it before. Even if you don’t forgive me for the rest of your life, it doesn’t matter. Because, I don’t mind. As long as you don’t push me away, I’ll be very happy.” “If you feel unhappy, you just have to say it, and I won’t do anything.” After Su Chenghui finished, he carefully looked at Li Qianxue. “Can’t you just give me a chance to stay by your side?” Li Qianxue looked at him and wanted to say no, but her voice seemed to be stuck in her throat and she couldn’t say a word. She suddenly pushed him away, turned around, and said coldly, “No.” “Qianxue?” If Su Chenghui hadn’t listened to Li Qianxue’s words, he definitely wouldn’t understand the knot in Li Qianxue’s heart. He had the intention to say a few more words. Yang Rong came in, looking for Li Qianxue. “President Li, this is the company’s scheduled medical examination for the second half of the year. You just need to sign it.” “Okay. Leave it.” “Also, this doc.u.ment needs your signature.” “Okay.” “There’s one more thing. The advertis.e.m.e.nt for the planning department has already been shot. Regarding the issue of the release, the planning department and the two managers from the marketing department have different opinions –” “Pick a time and let them come to my office to talk.” “Yes.” Yang Rong finished her official business and looked at Su Chenghui who was standing there motionlessly. A thought flashed through her mind. Could it be that these two people had quarreled again? As soon as Yang Rong left, Su Chenghui was in a hurry to express his feelings. He knew clearly in his heart that it was better to do more than to say more. However, Li Qianxue had a strong heart and a good background. He didn’t feel like he could do much for her. “Qianxue, you heard about me.” “Su Chenghui –”Li Qianxue interrupted him. “You should go back first.” “Qianxue.” “You don’t have to look for me if you have nothing to do these few days. I want to calm down alone.” ”…”Su Chenghui looked at her. “How many days?” “I don’t know.”Li Qianxue really didn’t know. “Regarding Su Peizhen’s case, don’t you still have to go to Rong City? You can go.” She actually knew that Su Peizhen’s case seemed to be going to court in these few days. She didn’t believe that Su Chenghui didn’t pay any attention to it and didn’t want to see it at all. “Qianxue?” “We’ll talk about it after you’ve settled the matter with Su Peizhen.” Her att.i.tude was too firm. Su Chenghui looked at her expression and thought of what she said that day. In the end, he nodded. .. Li Qianxue then put all her attention on work. There were many things to do in Li Group. She forced herself not to think about Su Chenghui for the time being. She needed time to figure it out. However, Su Chenghui would call her every day and tell her where he was and what he was doing. Su Peizhen’s case was going to court today. When Li Qianxue received a call from Su Chenghui, she stood at the entrance of the hospital without moving. The employees of the Li Group had very good benefits. They would organize a medical check-up every year. Li Qianxue also experienced it every year, but she had a private doctor. She was really not interested in this kind of routine check-up. Listening to Su Chenghui talking on the phone, he seemed to be a little nervous. After all, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. He was very afraid that Su Peizhen would still go to jail even if he tried hard. That was not the result he wanted to see. Li Qianxue did not know how to comfort him. There was always a process for everything. “Since you’ve done your best, you can relax.” “Okay.”Su Chenghui nodded. “Qianxue, I miss you so much.” Li Qianxue tightened her grip on the phone. She did not expect Su Chenghui to still have the mood to say that she hated him at this time. “After I’m done with these few days, no matter what the outcome is, I will come back.” He said, “I want to go back to your side.” “Okay.”Compared to his excitement, Li Qianxue was much colder. She looked at the office door in front of her and wanted to hang up the phone. However, Li Qianxue found that doctor Zhong, who had been serving the Li family, did not look well. “Doctor Zhong, What’s wrong? Are you not feeling well?” “No, it’s not me.” Li Qianxue had forgotten to hang up the phone. “Doctor Zhong?” “Qianxue.”Doctor Zhong looked to be less than 50 years old. He had owed old master Li a favor before and had always been the Li family’s private doctor. “How long has it been since you had a physical examination?” “Me?”Li Qianxue thought for a moment. “I did it recently last year. This year, I have a lot of things to do, so I haven’t had the time to have a physical examination.” Noticing that Doctor Zhong did not speak, Li Qianxue could not help but feel a little uneasy. “What’s wrong? Is Something Wrong?” “Qianxue.”Doctor Zhong beckoned Li Qianxue to sit down. He picked up the medical film and showed it to her. “You seem to have a tumor here.” ”…” Li Qianxue blinked. For a moment, she thought that Doctor Zhong was joking with her and was lying to her. She did not want to believe such words. “Doctor Zhong, wait a minute.” After all, she had been through a lot. Li Qianxue was not shocked at first. “What tumor did you say? Also, where is this? Why didn’t I Understand?” “This is the location of your stomach. When we examined you, we found a fibroid in your stomach. Preliminary judgment –” “Dr. Zhong.”It was not that Li Qianxue did not trust the doctor, but that she trusted herself more. “This is unlikely. My body knows its own limits, how could I have a stomach disease? Are you mistaken?” “This is the result of our examination. If you don’t believe it, you can do another examination.” Li Qianxue sat there and looked at the professional explanations. In the end, she shook her head. “Dr. Zhong, tell me directly what to do next.” “Do a detailed check-up and then determine whether the tumor is benign or malignant. No matter which one it is, we hope that there will be results.” Li Qianxue did not speak. She sat there, unable to come back to her senses. She had always been self-disciplined and had good habits. But she did not expect that one day the disease would also happen to her. It was a tumor, commonly known as cancer. “Doctor Zhong, I understand. Thank you.” Li Qianxue stood up. She held the report and thought for a while. “Oh right, don’t tell my dad about this.” “Qianxue.” Doctor Zhong wanted to say something, but he couldn’t say anything at this time. Li Qianxue didn’t need him to say anything. She walked straight outside. Halfway through, she suddenly remembered that Su Chenghui seemed to have been talking to her before? She took out her phone at the first moment and realized that the call had been hung up. Li qianxue heaved a sigh of relief. He was busy standing on Li Qianxue’s side, so he probably didn’t hear it, right? Probably not? Whether there was or not, Li Qianxue wasn’t in the mood to care about Su Chenghui now. Holding the inspection report, Li Qianxue went home. Old Master Li was surprised that she came back so early today. Li Qianxue said that she stayed up late last night and had a headache today, so she came home to rest. “Then you should go up and rest.” Everyone knew that Su Peizhen would be released from prison today, so old master Li naturally knew too. In old master Li’s opinion, Li Qianxue’s physical discomfort meant that she was still struggling with the previous matter. He wanted to persuade her, but this kind of matter could only be resolved by the person involved. Others could not help. Li Qianxue returned to her room and laid her body on the bed. She looked at the familiar ceiling above her head. She only felt her eyes heat up. She did not expect things to turn out this way. She was not even 50 years old, and her body usually did not have any reaction. How could she have thought that she would one day have a disease like a tumor on her body. With her eyes closed, even if doctor Zhong said that the tumor might be benign. She also felt uncomfortable. No one could truly not care about their own life, their family. Others were the same, and she was the same. Tumor, how could she get a tumor? She could not understand, so she simply stopped thinking. With her eyes closed, she thought a lot, a lot. Modern society was advanced in medicine. Even if she had a tumor, she would not die. But if something really happened, such as the spread, or something else. If something happened to her, what would happen to this family? Su Qingsang, Su Yuxin, think about it, Nian Nian, and old master Li. What would they do with these family members that she treasured so much? If she was not around, how would they be sad? Especially old master Li, who died a long time ago Li Qianxue forced herself not to think about it, but she couldn’t restrain herself. She couldn’t help but think of Su Chenghui again. That person had said so many words in the office that day, one sentence after another, and every sentence was very pleasant to hear. So pleasant that she almost believed it. ”…” But, it was only almost. Now, something like this had happened to her. If Su Chenghui knew, what would he think? Or, what would su chenghui do if something really happened to her? Li Qianxue had never felt this way before. Her consciousness was a little drowsy. Although she was awake, there was always a feeling that she could not wake up. In a daze, she closed her eyes to rest. However, she always woke up because of the slight movement of the wind and gra.s.s. After repeating it over and over again, she opened her eyes for the first time. When she saw the person in front of her, she was stunned. “Su Chenghui?” She still remembered that she seemed to be in a dream when she was in a daze. In the dream, Su Chenghui said a lot of things. Now that she saw him, Li Qianxue had a feeling that she didn’t know if she was in a dream or in reality. “Qianxue.” Li Qianxue’s hand was tightly held by Su Chenghui. He looked at her with eyes full of pity and a trace of urgency. “Are you okay?” “I’m fine.”What could she possibly have to submit? She tore up the medical report. She didn’t want old master Li to see it. Now that she saw Su Chenghui, she wanted to pull her hand back, but Su Chenghui held it tightly and refused to let go. “Qianxue, it’s okay. If China can’t be cured, we can still go abroad. I believe that you will be fine.” Li Qianxue looked at him for a long time and finally understood what he meant. “You, you know?” “Yes, I know.” Su Chenghui nodded and did not hide that he already knew. “When I was on the phone with you, you forgot to hang up.” “I –”Li Qianxue felt inexplicably guilty. “I’m not listening to you.” “I know.”Su Chenghui smiled. “But I’m very happy that you let me hear it.” “Su Chenghui.”Li Qianxue pulled her hand back. “What do you mean? I’m sick. Let me tell you, who knows how long I can live? If you don’t want to be alone again, you’d better stay away from me –” Before she could say the words “Better”, Su Chenghui kissed her lips forcefully.