What Might Have Happened

Chapter 29

The dead girl came as a shock to him. He had limped into the Starker house from the firelit military camp outside, from a cacophony of wagons rattling, men driving tent pegs, provost marshals setting up the perimeter, a battalion of Ewell"s Napoleon guns rolling past, their wheels lifting dust from the old farm road, dust that drifted over the camp, turning the firelight red and the scene into a pictured outpost of h.e.l.l. . . .

And here, to his surprise, was a dead girl in the parlor. She was perhaps sixteen, with dark hair, translucent skin, and cheeks with high spots of phthisis red. Her slim form was dressed in white. She lay in her coffin with candles at her head and feet, and her long-faced relatives sat in a semicircle of chairs under portraits of ancestors and Jefferson Davis.

A gangly man, probably the dead girl"s father, rose awkwardly to welcome the surprised stranger, who had wandered into the parlor in hopes of asking for a gla.s.s of lemonade.

The intruder straightened in surprise. He took off his soft white hat and held it over his heart.

The little gold knots on the ends of the hat cord rattled on the brim like m.u.f.fled mourning drums.



"I am sorry to intrude on your grief," he said.

The father halted in what he was going to say, nodded, and dropped back into his chair. His wife, a heavy woman in dark silk, reached blindly toward him, and took his hand.

The intruder stood for a long moment out of respect, his eyes fixed on the corpse, before he turned and put on his hat and limped out of the house. Once he had thought this sight the saddest of all; once he had written poems about it.

What surprised him now was that it still happened, that people still died this way.

He had forgotten, amid all this unnatural slaughter, that a natural death was possible.

That morning he had brought his four brigades north into Richmond, marching from the Petersburg and Weldon depot south of the James break-step across the long bridge to the Virginia Central depot in the capital. Until two days ago he"d commanded only a single brigade in the defense of Petersburg; but poor George Pickett had suffered a collapse after days of nerve- wrenching warfare in his attempt to keep the city safe from Beast Butler"s Army of the James; and Pickett"s senior brigadier was, perforce, promoted to command of the whole division.

The new commander was fifty-five years old, and even if he was only a division commander till Pickett came back, he was still the oldest in the army.

At school he had been an athlete. Once he swam six miles down the James River, fighting against the tide the whole way, in order to outdo Byron"s swim across the h.e.l.lespont. Now he was too tired and ill to ride a horse except in an emergency, so he moved through the streets of Richmond in a two-wheel buggy driven by s.e.xtus Pompeiius, his personal darky.

He was dressed elegantly, a spotless gray uniform with the wreathed stars of a brigadier on his collar and bright gold braid on the arms, English riding boots, black doeskin gloves. His new white wide-brimmed hat, a replacement for the one shot off his head at Port Walthall Junction twenty days ago, was tilted back atop his high forehead. Even when he was young and couldn"t afford anything but old and mended clothes, he had always dressed well, with the taste and style of a gentleman. s.e.xtus had trimmed his grizzled mustache that morning, back in camp along the Petersburg and Weldon, and snipped at the long gray curls that hung over the back of his collar.

A fine white-socked thoroughbred gelding, the one he was too ill to ride, followed the buggy on a lead. When he had gone south in 1861 he had come with twelve hundred dollars in gold and silver, and with that and his army pay he had managed to keep himself in modest style for the last three years.

As he rode pas? the neat brick houses he remembered when it was otherwise. Memories still burned in his mind: the sneers of Virginia planters" sons when they learned of his background, of his parents in the theater and stepfather in commerce; his mounting debts when his stepfather Mr. Allan had twice sent him to college, first to the University of Virginia and then to West Point, and then not given him the means to remain; the moment Allan had permitted the household slaves to insult him to his face; and those countless times he wandered the Richmond streets in black despondent reverie, when he couldn"t help gazing with suspicion upon the young people he met, never knowing how many of them might be living insults to his stepmother, another of Mr. Allan"s plentiful get of b.a.s.t.a.r.ds. . . .

The brigadier looked up as the buggy rattled over rusting iron tracks, and there it was: Ellis & Allan, General Merchants, the new warehouse of bright red brick lying along a Virginia Central siding, its loading dock choked with barrels of army pork. The war that had so devastated the Confederate nation had been land only to two cla.s.ses: carrion crows and merchants. The prosperous Ellis & Allan was run by his stepbrothers now, he presumed, possibly in partnership with an a.s.sortment of Mr. Allan"s b.a.s.t.a.r.ds-in that family, who could say? The brute Allan, penny-pinching as a Jew with the morals of a n.i.g.g.e.r, might well have given part of the business to his illegitimate sp.a.w.n, if for no other reason than to spite his foster son. Such was the behavior of the commercial cla.s.ses that infected this city.

Richmond, he thought violently. Why in the name of heaven are we defending the place? Let the Yanks have it, and let them serve it as Rome served Carthage, burned to the foundations and the scorched plain sown with salt. There are other parts of the South better worth dying for.

s.e.xtus Pompeiius pulled the mare to a halt, and the general limped out of the buggy and leaned on his stick. The Virginia Central yards were filled with trains, the cars shabby, the engines worn. Sad as they were, they would serve to get the division to where it was going, another fifteen miles up the line to the North Anna River, and save shoe leather while doing it.

The detestable Walter Whitman, the general remembered suddenly, wrote of steam engines in his poems. Whitman surely had not been thinking of engines like these, worn and ancient, leaking steam and oil as they dragged from front to front the soldiers as worn and tattered as the engines. Not trains, but ghosts of trains, carrying a ghost division, itself raised more than once from the dead.

The lead formation, the general"s old Virginia brigade, was marching up behind the buggy, their colors and band to the front. The bandsmen were playing "Bonnie Blue Flag." The general winced-bra.s.s and percussion made his taut nerves shriek, and he could really tolerate only the soft song of stringed instruments. Pain crackled through his temples.

Among the stands of brigade and regimental colors was another stand, or rather a perch, with a pair of black birds sitting quizzically atop: Hugin and Munin, named after the ravens of Wotan.

The brigade called themselves the Ravens, a compliment to their commander.

The general stood on the siding and watched the brigade as it came to a halt and broke ranks.

A few smiling bandsmen helped the general load his horses and buggy on a flatcar, then jumped with their instruments aboard their a.s.signed transport. The ravens were taken from their perch and put in cages in the back of the general"s carriage.

A lance of pain drove through the general"s thigh as he swung himself aboard. He found himself a seat among the divisional staff. s.e.xtus Pompeiius put the general"s bags in the rack over his head, then went rearward to sit in his proper place behind the car, in the open between the carriages.

A steam whistle cried like a woman in pain. The tired old train began to move.

Poe"s Division, formerly Pickett"s, began its journey north to fight the Yanks somewhere on the North Anna River. When, the general thought, would these young men see Richmond again?

One of the ravens croaked as it had been taught: "Nevermore!"

Men laughed. They thought it a good omen.

General Poe stepped out of the mourning Starker house, the pale dead girl still touching his mind. When had he changed? he wondered. When had his heart stopped throbbing in sad, harmonic sympathy at the thought of dead young girls? When had he last wept?

He knew when. He knew precisely when his heart had broken for the last time, when he had ceased at last to mourn Virginia Clemm, when the last ounce of poetry had poured from him like a river of dark veinous blood. . . .

When the Ravens had gone for that cemetery, the tombstones hidden in dust and smoke.

When General Edgar A. Poe, CSA, had watched them go, that brilliant summer day, while the bands played "Bonnie Blue Flag" under the trees and the tombstones waited, marking the factories of a billion happy worms . . .

Poe stood before the Starker house and watched the dark form of his fourth and last brigade, the new North Carolina outfit that had shown their mettle at Port Walthall Junction, now come rising up from the old farm road like an insubstantial battalion of mournful shades. Riding at the head came its commander, Thomas Clingman. Clingman saw Poe standing on Starker"s front porch, halted his column, rode toward the house, and saluted.

"Where in h.e.l.l do I put my men, General? One of your provost guards said up this way, but- ".

Poe shook his head. Annoyance snapped like lightning in his mind. No one had given him any orders at all. "You"re on the right of General Corse, out there." Poe waved in the general direction of Hanover Junction, the little town whose lights shone clearly just a quarter mile to the east. "You should have gone straight up the Richmond and Fredericks-burg tracks from the Junction, not the Virginia Central."

Clingman"s veinous face reddened. "They told me wrong, then. Ain"t anybody been over the ground, Edgar?"

"No one from this division. Ewell pulled out soon"s he heard we were coming, but that was just after dark and when we came up, we had no idea what to do. There was just some staff creature with some written orders, and he galloped away before I could ask him what they meant."

No proper instruction, Poe thought. His division was part of Anderson"s corps, but he hadn"t heard from Anderson and didn"t know where the command post was. If he was supposed to report to Lee, he didn"t know where Lee was either. He was entirely in the dark. Contempt and anger snarled in him. Poe had been ignored again. No one had thought to consult him; no one had remembered him; but if he failed, everyone would blame him. Just like the Seven Days".

Clingman snorted through his bushy mustache. "Confound it anyway."

Poe banged his stick into the ground in annoyance. "Turn your men around, Thomas. It"s only another half mile or so. Find an empty line of entrenchments and put your people in. We"ll sort everyone out come first light."

"Lord above, Edgar."

"Fitz Lee"s supposed to be on your right. Don"t let"s have any of your people shooting at him by mistake."

Clingman spat in annoyance, then saluted and started the process of getting his brigade turned around. Poe stared after him and bit back his own anger. Orders would come. Surely his division hadn"t been forgotten.

"Ma.s.sa Poe?"

Poe gave a start. With all the noise of marching feet and shouted orders, he hadn"t heard s.e.xtus Pompeiius creeping up toward him. He looked at his servant and grinned.

"You gave me a scare, s.e.xtus. Strike me if you ain"t invisible in the dark."

s.e.xtus chuckled at his master"s wit. "I found that cider, Ma.s.sa Poe."

Poe scowled. If his soft cider hadn"t got lost, he wouldn"t have had to interrupt the Starkers"

wake in search of lemonade. He began limping toward his headquarters tent, his cane sinking in the soft ground.

"Where"d you find it?" he demanded.

"That cider, it was packed in the green trunk, the one that came up with the divisional train."

"I instructed you to pack it in the brown trunk."

"I know that, Ma.s.sa Poe. That fact must have slipped my mind, somehow."

Poe"s hand clenched the ivory handle of his came. Renewed anger poured like fire through his veins. "Worthless n.i.g.g.e.r baboon!" he snapped.

"Yes, Ma.s.sa Poe," s.e.xtus said, nodding, "I is. I must be, the way you keep saying I is."

Poe sighed. One really couldn"t expect any more from an African. Changing his name from Sam to s.e.xtus hadn"t given the black any more brains than G.o.d had given him in the first place.

"Well, s.e.xtus," he said. "Fortuna favet fatuis, you know." He laughed.

"Ma.s.sa always has his jokes in Latin. He always does."

s.e.xtus"s tone was sulky. Poe laughed and tried to jolly the slave out of his mood.

"We must improve your knowledge of the cla.s.sics. Your litterae humaniores, you understand."

The slave was annoyed. "Enough human litter around here as it is."

Poe restrained a laugh. "True enough, s.e.xtus." He smiled indulgently. "You are excused from your lessons."

His spirits raised by the banter with his darky, Poe limped to his headquarters tent, marked by the division flags and the two ravens on their perch, and let s.e.xtus serve him his evening meal.

The ravens gobbled to each other while Poe ate sparingly, and drank two gla.s.ses of the soft cider. Poe hadn"t touched spirits in fifteen years, even though whiskey was a lot easier to find in this army than water.

Not since that last sick, unholy carouse in Baltimore.

Where were his orders? he wondered. He"d just been ordered to occupy Ewell"s trenches.

Where was the rest of the army? Where was Lee? No one had told him anything. After the meal, he"d send couriers to find Lee. Somebody had to know something.

It was impossible they"d forgotten him.

Eureka, he called it. His prose poem had defined the universe, explained it all, a consummate theory of matter, energy, gravity, art, mathematics, the mind of G.o.d. The universe was expanding, he wrote, had exploded from a single particle in a spray of evolving atoms that moved outward at the speed of divine thought. The universe was still expanding, the forms of its matter growing ever more complex; but the expansion would slow, reverse; matter would coalesce, return to its primordial simplicity; the Divine Soul that resided in every atom would reunite in perfect self-knowledge.

It was the duty of art, he thought, to reunite human thought with that of the Divine, particled with unparticled matter. In his poetry he had striven for an aesthetic purity of thought and sentiment, a detachment from political, moral, and temporal affairs. . . . Nothing of Earth shone in his verse, nothing contaminated by matter-he desired harmonies, essences, a striving for Platonic perfection, for the dialogue of one abstract with another. Beyond the fact that he wrote in English, nothing connected the poems with America, the nineteenth century, its life, its movements. He disdained even standard versification-he wrote with unusual scansions, strange metrics-the harmonies of octameter catalectic, being more rarified, seemed to rise to the lofty ear of G.o.d more than could humble iambic pentameter, that endless trudge, trudge, trudge across the surface of the terrestrial globe. He wanted nothing to stand between himself and supernal beauty, nothing to prevent the connection of his own mind with that of G.o.d.

He had poured everything into Eureka, all his soul, his hope, his grief over Virginia, his energy. In the end there was the book, but nothing left of the man. He lectured across America, the audiences polite and appreciative, their minds perhaps touched by his own vision of the Divine-but all his own divinity had gone into the book, and in the end Earth reached up to claim him. Entire weeks were spend in delirium, reeling drunk from town to town, audience to audience, woman to woman. . . .

Ending at last in some Baltimore street, lying across a gutter, his body a dam for a river of half-frozen October sleet.

After the meal Poe stepped outside for a pipe of tobacco. He could see the soft glow of candlelight from the Starker parlor, and he thought of the girl in her coffin, laid out in her dress of virgin white. How much sadder it would have been had she lived, had she been compelled to grow old in this new, changing world, this sad and deformed Iron Age dedicated to steam and slaughter . . . better she was dead, her spirit purged of particled matter and risen to contemplation of the self-knowing eternal.

His thoughts were interrupted by the arrival of a man on horseback. Poe recognized Colonel Moxley Sorrel, a handsome Georgian, still in his twenties, who was Longstreet"s chief of staff.

He had been promoted recently as a result of leading a flank a.s.sault in the Wilderness that had crushed an entire Union corps, though, as always, the triumph had come too late in the day for the attack to be decisive.

"General." Sorrel saluted. "I had a devil of a time finding you. Ewell had his command post at Hackett"s place, over yonder." He pointed at the lights of a plantation house just north of Hanover Junction. "I reckoned you"d be there."

"I had no notion of where Ewell was. No one"s told me a thing. This place seemed as likely as any." Poe looked oft" toward the lights of Hanover Junction. "At least there"s a good view." Sorrel frowned. He swung out of the saddle, and s.e.xtus came to take the reins from his hand.

"Staff work has gone up entirely," Sorrel said. "There"s been too much chaos at the top for everything to get quite sorted out."

"Yes." Poe looked at him. "And how is General Longstreet?"

The Georgian"s eyes were serious. "He will recover, praise G.o.d. But it will be many months before he can return to duty."

Poe looked up at the ravens, half expecting one of them to croak out "Nevermore." But they"d stuck their heads under their wings and gone to sleep.

He will recover, Poe thought. That"s what they"d said of Stonewall; and then the crazed Presbyterian had died suddenly.

Just like old Stonewall to do the unexpected.

The army had been hit hard the last few weeks. First Longstreet wounded in the Wilderness, then Jeb Stuart killed at Yellow Tavern, just a few days ago. They were the two best corps commanders left to Lee, in Poe"s opinion. Longstreet had been replaced by Richard Anderson; but Lee had yet to appoint a new cavalry commander-both, in Poe"s mind, bad decisions.

Anderson was too mentally lazy to command a corps-he was barely fit to command his old division-and the cavalry needed a firm hand now, with their guiding genius gone.

"Will you come inside, Colonel?" Poe gestured toward the tent flap with his stick.

"Thank you, sir."

"Share some cider with me? That and some biscuits are all the rafraichiss.e.m.e.nts I can manage."

"You"re very kind." Sorrell looked at the uncleared table. "I"ve brought your orders from General Anderson."

Poe pushed aside his gold-rimmed dinner plate and moved a lantern onto the table. Sorrel pulled a folded map out of his coat and spread it on the pale blue tablecloth. Poe reached for his spectacles and put them on his nose. The map gave him, for the first time, an accurate look at his position.

This part of the Southern line stretched roughly northwest to southeast, a chord on an arc of the North Anna. The line was more or less straight, though it was cut in half by a swampy tributary of the North Anna, with steep banks on either side, and at that point Poe"s entrenchments bent back a bit. The division occupied the part of the line south of the tributary. In front of him was dense hardwood forest, not very useful for maneuver or attack.

"We"re going on the offensive tomorrow," Sorrel said, "thank the lord." He gave a thin smile.

"Grant"s got himself on the horns of a dilemma, sir, and General Lee intends to see he"s gored."

Poe"s temper crackled. "No one"s going to get gored if division commanders don"t get their instructions!" he snapped.