Lucilla had made her little pearls of teeth meet in the fleshy part of his palm.
Honora recoiled, shocked, producing the plaster from her pocket in an instant.
"Little vixen," he said, half laughing; "but I was thankful to her for neither kicking nor struggling!"
"Poor child!" said Honora, "perhaps it was as much agony as pa.s.sion!"
He shrugged his shoulders as he held out his hand for her operations, then hastily thanking her and wishing her good-bye, rushed off again, as the astonished Miss Wells appeared on the stairs. Honor shrank from telling her what wounds had been received, she thought the gentle lady would never get over such a proceeding, and, in fact, she herself felt somewhat as if she had undertaken the charge of a little wild cat, and quite uncertain what the young lady might do next. On entering the breakfast-room, they found her sunk down all in a heap, where her uncle had set her down, her elbows on a low footstool, and her head leaning on them, the eyes still gazing askance from under the brows, but all the energy and life gone from the little dejected figure.
"Poor child! Dear little thing--won"t you come to me?" She stirred not.
Miss Wells advanced, but the child"s only motion was to shake her frock at her, as if to keep her off; Honora, really afraid of the consequences of touching her, whispered that they would leave her to herself a little.
The silver kettle came in, and tea was made.
"Lucilla, my dear, the servants are coming in to prayers."
She did not offer to move, and still Honora let her alone, and she remained in the same att.i.tude while the psalm was read, but afterwards there was a little approximation to kneeling in her position.
"Lucilla, dear child, you had better come to breakfast--" Only another defying glance.
Miss Wells, with what Honor thought defective judgment, made pointed commendations of the tea, the b.u.t.ter and honey, but they had no effect; Honora, though her heart ached for the wrench the poor child had undergone, thought it best to affect indifference, gave a hint of the kind, and scrupulously avoided looking round at her, till breakfast was finished. When she did so, she no longer met the wary defiant gleam of the blue eyes, they were fast shut, the head had sunk on the arms, and the long breathings of sleep heaved the little frame. "Poor little dear!" as Miss Wells might well exclaim, she had kept herself wakeful the whole night that her father might not go without her knowledge. And how pretty she looked in that little black frock, so ill and hastily put on, one round white shoulder quite out of it, and the long flaxen locks showing their silky fineness as they hung dispersed and tangled, the pinky flush of sleep upon the little face pillowed on the rosy pair of arms, and with a white unstockinged leg doubled under her. Poor child, there was more of the angel than the tiger-cat in her aspect now, and they had tears in their eyes, and moved softly lest they should startle her from her rest.
But wakened she must be. Honora was afraid of displeasing her domestic vizier, and rendering him for ever unpropitious to her little guests if she deferred his removal of the breakfast things beyond a reasonable hour. How was the awaking to be managed? Fright, tears, pa.s.sion, what change would come when the poor little maid must awake to her grief!
Honora would never have expected so poetical a flight from her good old governess as the suggestion, "Play to her;" but she took it eagerly, and going to the disused piano which stood in the room began a low, soft air.
The little sleeper stirred, presently raised her head, shook her hair off her ears, and after a moment, to their surprise, her first word was "Mamma!" Honora was pausing, but the child said, "Go on," and sat for a few moments as though recovering herself, then rose and came forward slowly standing at last close to Honora. There was a pause, and she said, "Mamma did that."
Never was a sound more welcome! Honora dared to do what she had longed for so much, put an arm round the little creature and draw her nearer, nor did Lucilla resist, she only said, "Won"t you go on?"
"I can make prettier music in the other room, my dear; we will go there, only you"ve had no breakfast. You must be very hungry."
Lucilla turned round, saw a nice little roll cut into slices, and remembered that she _was_ hungry; and presently she was consuming it so prosperously under Miss Wells"s superintendence that Honor ventured out to endeavour to r.e.t.a.r.d Jones"s desire to "take away," by giving him orders about the carriage, and then to attend to her other household affairs. By the time they were ended she found that Miss Wells had brought the child into the drawing-room, where she had at once detected the piano, and looking up at Honora said eagerly "Now then!" And Honora fulfilled her promise, while the child stood by softened and gratified, until it was time to propose fetching little Owen, "your little brother--you will like to have him here."
"I want my father," said Lucilla in a determined voice, as if nothing else were to satisfy her.
"Poor child, I know you do; I am so sorry for you, my dear little woman, but you see the doctors think papa is more likely to get better if he has not you to take care of!"
"I did not want my father to take care of _me_," said the little lady, proudly; "I take care of father, I always make his tea and warm his slippers, and bring him his coffee in the morning. And Uncle Kit never _will_ put his gloves for him and warm his handkerchief! Oh! what will he do? I can"t bear it."
The violent grief so long kept back was coming now, but not freely; the little girl threw herself on the floor, and in a tumult of despair and pa.s.sion went on, hurrying out her words, "It"s very hard! It"s all Uncle Kit"s doing! I hate him! Yes, I do." And she rolled over and over in her frenzy of feeling.
"My dear! my dear!" cried Honora, kneeling by her, "this will never do!
Papa would be very much grieved to see his little girl so naughty. Don"t you know how your uncle only wants to do him good, and to make him get well?"
"Then why didn"t he take me?" said Lucilla, gathering herself up, and speaking sullenly.
"Perhaps he thought you gave papa trouble, and tired him."
"Yes, that"s it, and it"s not fair," cried the poor child again; "why couldn"t he tell me? I didn"t know papa was ill! he never told me so, nor Mr. Pendy either; or, how I would have nursed him! I wanted to do so much for him; I wouldn"t have asked him to tell me stories, nor nothing!
No! And now they won"t let me take care of him;" and she cried bitterly.
"Yes," said good, gentle Miss Wells, thinking more of present comfort than of the too possible future; "but you will go back to take care of him some day, my dear. When the spring comes papa will come back to his little girl."
Spring! It was a long way off to a mind of six years old, but it made Lucilla look more amiably at Miss Wells.
"And suppose," proceeded that good lady, "you were to learn to be as good and helpful a little girl as can be while he is gone, and then n.o.body will wish to keep you from him. How surprised he would be!"
"And then shall we go home?" said Lucilla.
Miss Wells uttered a somewhat rash a.s.surance to that effect, and the child came near her, pacified and satisfied by the scheme of delightful goodness and progress to be made in order to please her father--as she always called him. Honor looked on, thankful for the management that was subduing and consoling the poor little maid, and yet unable to partic.i.p.ate in it, for though the kind old lady spoke in all sincerity, it was impossible to Honora to stifle a lurking fear that the hopes built on the prospect of his return had but a hollow foundation.
However it attracted Lucilla to Miss Wells, so that Honora did not fear leaving her on going to bring home little Owen. The carriage which had conveyed the travellers, had brought back news of his sister"s discovery and capture, and Honora found Mrs. Sandbrook much shocked at the enormity of the proceeding, and inclined to pity Honora for having charge of the most outrageous children she had ever seen. A very long letter had been left for her by their father, rehearsing all he had before given of directions, and dwelling still more on some others, but then apparently repenting of laying down the law, he ended by entreating her to use her own judgment, believe in his perfect confidence, and grat.i.tude beyond expression for most unmerited kindness.
Little Owen, she heard, had made the house resound with cries when his father was nowhere to be found, but his nurse had quieted him, and he came running to Honora with an open, confiding face. "Are you the lady?
And will you take me to Cilly and the sea? And may I have a whale?"
Though Honora did not venture on promising him a tame whale in the Bristol Channel, she had him clinging to her in a moment, eager to set off, to go to Cilly, and the dove he had seen at her house. "It"s a nasty house here--I want to come away," he said, running backwards and forwards between her and the window to look at the horses, while nurse"s interminable boxes were being carried down.
The troubles really seemed quite forgotten; the boy sat on her knee and chattered all the way to Woolstone-lane, and there he and Lucilla flew upon each other with very pretty childish joy; the sister doing the honours of the house in right of having been a little longer an inmate.
Nurse caught her and dressed and combed her, shoed her and sashed her, so that she came down to dinner less picturesque, but more respectable than at her first appearance that morning, and except for the wonderful daintiness of both children, dinner went off very well.
All did go well till night, and then Owen"s woes began. Oh what a piteous sobbing lamentation was it! "Daddy, daddy!" not to be consoled, not to be soothed, awakening his sister to the same sad cry, stilled only by exhaustion and sleepiness.
Poor little fellow! Night after night it was the same. Morning found him a happy, bright child, full of engaging ways and innocent sayings, and quite satisfied with "Cousin Honor," but bed-time always brought back the same wailing. Nurse, a tidy, brisk personage, with a sensible, deferential tone to her superiors, and a caressing one to the children, tried in vain a.s.surances of papa"s soon coming back; nay, it might be feared that she held out that going to sleep would bring the morrow when he was to come; but even this delusive promise failed; the present was all; and Cousin Honor herself was only not daddy, though she nursed him, and rocked him in her arms, and fondled him, and told stories or sung his lullaby with nightly tenderness, till the last sobs had quivered into the smooth heavings of sleep.
Might only sea air and exercise act as a soporific! That was a better chance than the new promise which Honora was vexed to find nurse holding out to poor little Owen, that if he would be a good boy, he was going to papa. She was puzzled how to act towards a person not exactly under her authority, but she took courage to speak about these false promises, and found the remonstrance received in good part; indeed nurse used to talk at much length of the children in a manner that implied great affection for them, coupled with a sense that it would be an excellent thing for them to be in such judicious hands. Honor always came away from nurse in good humour with herself.
The locality she had chosen was a sheltered village on the north coast of Somerset, just where Exmoor began to give grandeur to the outline in the rear, and in front the Welsh hills wore different tints of purple or gray, according to the promise of weather, Lundy Isle and the two lesser ones serving as the most prominent objects, as they rose from--Well, well! Honor counted herself as a Somersetshire woman, and could not brook hearing much about the hue of the Bristol Channel. At any rate, just here it had been so kind as to wash up a small strip of pure white sand, fit for any amount of digging for her children; and though Sandbeach was watering-place enough to have the lodging-houses, butchers and bakers, so indispensable to the London mind, it was not so much in vogue as to be overrun by fine ladies, spoiling the children by admiring their beauty.
So said Miss Charlecote in her prudence--but was not she just as jealous as nurse that people should turn round a second time to look at those lovely little faces?
That was a very happy charge to her and her good old governess, with some drawbacks, indeed, but not such as to distress her over much. The chief was at first Owen"s nightly sorrows, his daily idleness over lessons, Lucilla"s pride, and the exceeding daintiness of both children, which made their meals a constant vexation and trouble. But what was this compared with the charm of their dependence on her, and of hearing that newly-invented pet name, "Sweet Honey," invoked in every little concern that touched them?
It was little Owen"s name for her. He was her special favourite--there was no concealing it. Lucilla did not need her as much, and was of a vigorous, independent nature, that would stand alone to the utmost. Owen gave his affection spontaneously; if Lucilla"s was won, it must be at unawares. She was living in and for her absent father now, and had nothing to spare for any one else, or if she had, Miss Wells, who had the less claim on her was preferred to Cousin Honor. "Father" was almost her religion; though well taught, and unusually forward in religious knowledge, as far as Honora dared to augur, no motive save her love for him had a substantive existence, as touching her feelings or ruling her actions. For him she said her prayers and learnt her hymns; for him she consented to learn to hem handkerchiefs; for him were those crooked letters for ever being written; nay, at the thought of his displeasure alone could her tears be made to flow when she was naughty; and for him she endeavoured to be less fanciful at dinner, as soon as her mind had grasped the perception that her not eating what was set before her might really hinder him from always having her with him. She was fairly manageable, with very high spirits, and not at all a silly or helpless child; but though she obeyed Miss Charlecote, it was only as obeying her father through her, and his constant letters kept up the strong influence. In her most gracious moods, she was always telling her little brother histories of what they should do when they got home to father and Mr. Prendergast; but to Owen, absence made a much greater difference.
Though he still cried at night, his "Sweet Honey" was what he wanted, and with her caressing him, he only dreaded her leaving him. He lavished his pretty endearments upon her, and missed no one when he held her hand or sat in her lap, stroking her curls, and exchanging a good deal of fondling. He liked his hymns, and enjoyed Scripture stories, making remarks that caused her to reverence him; and though backward, idle, and sometimes very pa.s.sionate, his was exactly the legitimate character for a child, such as she could deal with and love. She was as complete a slave to the two little ones as their father could have been; all her habits were made to conform to their welfare and pleasure, and very happy she was, but the discipline was more decided than they had been used to; there were habits to be formed, and others to be broken, and she was not weak enough not to act up to her duty in this respect, even though her heart was winding round that sunny-faced boy as fast as it had ever clung to his father. The new Owen Sandbrook, with his innocent earnestness, and the spiritual light in his eyes, should fulfil all her dreams!
Christmas had pa.s.sed; Mr. Sandbrook had begun to write to his children about seeing them soon; Lucilla"s slow hemming was stimulated by the hope of soon making her present; and Honora was marvelling at her own selfishness in dreading the moment when the little ones would be no longer hers; when a hurried note of preparation came from Captain Charteris. A slight imprudence had renewed all the mischief, and his patient was lying speechless under a violent attack of inflammation.
Another letter, and all was over.
A shock indeed! but in Honora"s eyes, Owen Sandbrook had become chiefly the children"s father, and their future was what concerned her most. How should she bear to part with his darlings for ever, and to know them brought up in the way that was not good, and which their father dreaded, and when their orphanhood made her doubly tender over them?
To little Owen it was chiefly that papa was gone "up there" whither all his hymns and allegories pointed, and at his age, all that he did not actually see was much on a par; the hope of meeting had been too distant for the extinction of it to affect him very nearly, and he only understood enough to prompt the prettiest and most touching sayings, wondering about the doings of papa, mamma, and little baby among the angels, with as much reality as he had formerly talked of papa among the French.
Lucilla heard with more comprehension, but her gay temper seemed to revolt against having sorrow forced on her. She would not listen and would not think; her spirits seemed higher than ever, and Honora almost concluded that either she did not feel at all, or that the moment of separation had exhausted all. Her character made Honora especially regret her destiny; it was one only too congenial to the weeds that were more likely to be implanted, than plucked up, at Castle Blanch. Captain Charteris had written to say that he, and probably his brother, should come to Sandbeach to relieve Miss Charlecote from the care of the children, and she prized each day while she still had those dear little voices about the house.
"Sweet Honey," said Lucilla, who had been standing by the window, apparently watching the rain, "do Uncle Charteris and Uncle Kit want us to go away from you?"
"I am very much afraid they do, my dear."
"Nurse said, if you would ask them, we might stay," said Lucilla, tracing the course of a drop with her finger.