Volume 1, Chapter 1: My normal life had become abnormal
TL: flarewk
Editor: SoushiYC
I, An Jun Cheng, am a boring person.
Correction, I am a normal person.
........Alright, I admit it, I"m a boring, and normal person.
I don"t have autism, and even more so having difficulties in conversing, likewise, I prefer to chat with people. But, since whenever I talk I"ll have a little bit of.......directness into it, as well as having a slight boring conversing point as well, so normally after people talked to me once they"ll never bother me again afterwards. They probably must have thought that I"m a rather aloof person.
I think that"s probably what they called as being unpopular.
However, I also didn"t want to actively strike up conversations too, and my natural personality was just as that, being in a hopelessly incurable pa.s.sive state always and won"t actively chase anything at all, hence I"m often being treated as air and being ignored, resulting in myself being alone in the end.
Also, I even felt that this way doesn"t matter that much too.......of course if there"s any friends at all it"s not a bad thing, but not having any as well also doesn"t seem to be affecting me in any way......should I attribute it onto my strong willpower, since I"m that kind of person who would be able to live on even if I"m alone by myself.
That"s right, even up to now I feel that it doesn"t matter if I"m alone by myself......
And so, please! Please let me stay alone by myself!
"Cheng Jun~ where are youu~ why must you hide from mee?"
The voice resounding from a distance made my entire body shudder in fear.
Within the tone carried a sensation of delight, as innocent as a child"s, and she even p.r.o.nounced my name opposite intentionally.
This voice"s belonged to one of my cla.s.smate, Ji Lian Bing.
Up until a few days ago we hadn"t even had any contact with each other at all.......not even speaking a word to each other before. Although we"re cla.s.smates from the same cla.s.s, even if I was just sitting right in front of her, as always I was lonesome by myself, and also won"t actively befriend other people, hence we can"t even be considered to even know about each other at all.
Of course, I at least do make it a point to remember all of my cla.s.s"s cla.s.smate names. But to me who"s rather an obscure being, she"s like a completely different person from another world, so it"s impossible for us to develop any relations at all......
It should be that we wouldn"t have any sort of relations at all, right.......
"Cheng Jun~ hurry up and come outt~ I won"t do anything to youu~"
Like h.e.l.l I"ll believe you!
Right now I"m hiding at the fourth floor of the science departmental building, at the left male washroom in the second last cubicle, not even daring to breath out any air at all.
Occasionally, Ji Lian Bing"s shouting voice floated outside. Right now it"s 11 pm at night, the night self-revision session had already ended for nearly two hours. The school"s duty teacher had already locked the entrance gates, and right now in the entire block of building probably only had the both of us left.
That"s right, as what you"ve already seen, I"m hiding from her right now.
Ji Lian Bing definitely wasn"t any sort of ugly female at all, it"s the opposite, she"s a solidly real bishoujo.
An extremely high quality high school girl, she"s a school flower standard of bishoujo, an idol-like presence within the academy.
It"s that kind of third-year high schooler, the type who would receive a love confession every week.
A pity was that even up to now, the number of times she was being confessed to was the number of times she had rejected those people, which also means......there"s no one who could get close to her yet. Even though she looked easily approachable, there"s no one who could step close any further........Ji Lian Bing seemed to be the kind who"s easy to make friends with, but extremely difficult if it was to develop into a couple relationship kind.
And this sort of girl is "chasing after" me, I should be delightfully accepting it in the first place........if it was the past me........
It"s a pity that I couldn"t accept her at all........yes, I won"t ever be able to accept her in my entire lifetime.
No, don"t get me wrong, it"s not because I have gynophobia. And even more, it"s not because I like men, it"s because........Ji Lian Bing"s not a normal person.
You didn"t hear that wrongly, she"s not a normal person!
"Cheng Jun~ you"re in here, right? I can already smell your "scent", mm?"
Hearing that voice, my entire body shivered.
As the voice got closer and closer, I used one hand to cover my mouth, while the other clutched onto my heart area, exerting my best to suppress the sounds of me breathing and my heartbeat, extremely terrified that she would discover that I"m hiding over here.
Ke-dang! The toilet"s first cubicle doors had been forced opened, as my heart violently contracted momentarily.
I can"t be discovered.........please don"t be discovered!
"I, found, you, already."
The voice was very close, she"s just outside!
"......!!!"
Ka-chah, ka-chah ka-chah, ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah........Pang.
The lock had been broken, what"s the matter with her! This wasn"t the strength that a female high schooler should have, right! Oh s.h.i.t, oh s.h.i.t, oh s.h.i.t! If I"m discovered, I"ll definitely be killed by her! From the very beginning, we"re on completely different levels! If you were to use animals to compare us, she"s like a snake, and I"m like a little mouse that"s being preyed upon by her!
Jiiii yaaaaa............
When the door was being opened, I hid behind the door, tightly sticking my body onto the walls, trying my absolute best to hide my body while within my heart, I kept praying that I"m just a mouse.......a frightened trembling mouse........an obscure unnoticed mouse.........
"Ara? He"s actually not here.........."
Quickly go! I"m begging you to quickly go already!
One second, two seconds, three seconds..........ten seconds later, the footsteps finally rang out once again, she........finally left?
But I still dared not to breath out forcefully, and dared not to make any sort of noise at all.
A few minutes later, blank silence enveloped the surroundings. There shouldn"t be any problems right now.
But I still mustn"t drop my guard, if she still had not gone far, she"ll definitely turn back once again if she hears my foot steps!
I must gently.............gently walk in stealthy steps..........I"ve just walked onto the entrance of the washroom, and I was already being pounced on!
"Uwaah!"
So she hadn"t left after all. She only hid into the first cubicle of the toilet! And the footsteps from earlier was only a deceitful trick purposely made by her to fool me!
"You"re too careless~, Cheng Jun, did you actually think that I had actually left? Hehee. In fact, I already knew that Cheng Jun was hiding in the third cubicle~, but I wanted to give you a surprise, so I acted like I couldn"t find you at alll~~"
What kind of surprise was that? It only consisted of a jumpscare and no part of it was delightful at all!
"Umm, my name is An Jun Cheng, can you not p.r.o.nounce my name in reverse already?"
"Ara, I just love this point about Cheng Jun~ Even though you know what"s going to happen next, you"re still so calm~......huhu, I"ve really liked you more and more alreadyy, alright? Cheng Jun~"
Ah, that was just me acting it out, I"m really apologetic about that.
I"m really sorry, I acted to be so calm, but in reality my inner heart was already panicking to the point of almost dying.
It"s not that I purposely wanted to act calm, but my personality has always been like that. Because of my family"s circ.u.mstances, I"ve always viewed death rather lightly since I was young. Since people will eventually die one day, wouldn"t it still be death no matter when it happens? Many people have always said about this, but those who could really accept death are very less among those few, and I belong to one of that very few persons.
At most, the worst case scenario would be death, right.........I"m not afraid of death, not the least bit at all.
Mm? What? You"re asking me why am I being so panicky right now?
Of course, that"s because.........the situation right now is even more grim compared tho death!!
"Aaaahhh, Cheng Jun, this is my lifetime request........"
Ji Lian Bing clasped both of her hands in front of her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, like a saintess praying the G.o.d, equally innocuous and divine.
Through the moonlight, I can clearly see that pure white, clean face of hers, with exquisite facial features and her silky hair glistening out a feeling of refreshing vibrancy. Under the dull environment, it"s like a bright whiteness of dazzling shining glare. She then straddled onto my waist, and her youthful energetic scent a.s.saulted my senses, any kind of male would be unable to endure any longer and just push her onto the ground..........
But I didn"t have any sort of breathtakingly stunned feeling at all, only the repeatedly attacking senses of terror, making my body unable to budge an inch at all.
I really want to close up my eyes and treat all of these as just a dream.........but I"m afraid that if I closed my eyes, I"ll never be able to open it up again forever, so I could only open my eyes wide and directly gaze at her.
Plus, the place I"m gazing at wasn"t her absolutely stunning facial features nor that l.u.s.tfully curvaceous body she had.........but, above her head.
There was something that normally shouldn"t existed on top of Ji Lian Bing"s head. There"s purplish colored texts being displayed.
And those strange texts, only I can see them.
[Corpse Lover Homicidal Maniac]
[Ji Lian Bing]
That"s her name, and.............t.i.tle.
The text above the name should be something similar to a t.i.tle, I"m not clear about what exactly it is, but anyway, I just termed it as a "t.i.tle".
The effects that I"m seeing right now were like those online games displaying the player"s IGN and t.i.tles, hence I named this ability as "True Name Revelation".
I"m also not really very clear of why I would obtain this kind of ability as I"ve only just recently obtained it recently. I haven"t completely understood the reason for it"s appearance and it"s effective usage as well. I even suspected that it may be my mental condition having a problem, hence I would see these strange texts.
Ji Lian Bing, this lovable bishoujo"s other persona, no one would believe that her real personality actually has a fetish for loving corpses and is also a perverted homicidal maniac and so on, right.
I couldn"t believe it when I saw these texts for the first time as well, and only thought that my brain must have had some kind of problem happening inside it.
But the situation right now didn"t have a choice for me not to disbelieve it any longer.
Because........she had already chosen me as her target!
"I"m begging you! Please die!"
Straddling onto my body, Ji Lian Bing excitedly stretched both her hands out to caress my neck, and it was like I was being struck by electricity, I instantaneously grasped her hands in reaction. Afterwards, she started to slowly increase her strength, while I used my elbows as support to forcefully push upwards, and after exerting my entire body"s strength I"ve finally reluctantly made her palms distance away from my neck.
Although the fingers of my hands were being tightly clutched together with those of a bishoujo"s, I wasn"t the least bit delighted at all!
Really..........tired...........it"s really F——ing unbelievable, how could a girl be so strong!!
Shouldn"t my physical strength and brute force amongst the high schoolers be considered rather exceptionally good........that scary stubbornness of hers could even make her unleash out this level of strength that truly exceeded a normal high school girl huh?
"Why........why? Cheng Jun? Why did you, stop me?"
".........cough.........this, I think anyone who"s about to be strangled like this would retaliate in return no matter too......"
Uwa, this posture really isn"t good at all, I felt that my hands are about to cramp soon..........and that soft sensation from my waist also wasn"t a good thing as well!
Ji Lian Bing looked at me with teary cute eyes, and said with a face of forlorn: "That"s because I liked you, and loved you! Why do you.......not understand me?"
"You only liked my corpse, right!!"
That"s right, you"ll probably have realized it by now already; Ji Lian Bing really is a homicidal maniac, and she"s a perverted homicidal maniac who also has a corpse loving fetish as well.
As for why she wouldn"t just use a knife to stab me to death directly, it"s because that would only destroy the aesthetical beauty of a corpse.
It looks like she did not want to have any sort of wound onto my corpse, which was why she chose such a inefficient way like strangling me to death.
Actually at the start she wanted to poison me to death, but I"d seen through it"s ruse on-scene.......afterwhich things turned out to be like this right now........
"Cheng Jun..........I"ll love you properly, and will hug you everyday to sleep, I will everyday join my body with yours, I"ll continue loving you all the way till you only had bones left.........so, please! Be forever with me together!"
Ji Lian Bing"s face cheeks were flooded with blush red color and laid close to my face while excitedly panting; I can smell that fragrance, it"s like rosemary which made my consciousness slightly blurred.
"..........If..........the condition of it.........wasn"t death at all........then I think I"ll be very glad to accept it.........."
At the same time, her strength become greater and greater, and I felt my fingers could anytime be squished broken, while my arms were being pressed on till it"s bent over 90 degrees, my teeth were gritting ferociously. I"ve already exerted the utmost force I could muster, yet I"m still gradually at a disadvantage.
What kind of sick joke is this........I don"t want to just die off like this! d.a.m.n it........
Suddenly, the resisting force from Ji Lian Bing suddenly disappeared, and all of a sudden, I overexerted my strength and lifted up my upper body. And then at the next moment, she let go of my left hand, using both her hands to grab mine, pulled my body close towards her.
I completely didn"t know what"s going on and couldn"t react in time at all, and when I"ve regained my senses, before my eyes were...........panties.
It was a pure-white panties, and on it, was a cute little ribbon too. There wasn"t any strange smell from it at all.
"Aaaah........Nnngh........don"t move arounddd, Cheng Jun, it"ll end right away......."
My breathing seemed to have made her a bit uncomfortable, which caused her to let out some embarra.s.sing moans.
A rather wondrous sensation floated at the edge of cheeks and mouth, as my nose slid into that place which was sunken within.........my head should be stuck in her crotch, as her right leg circled around my neck at a right-angle, her right leg"s ankle faced upwards and locked onto the inner portion of her left knee.
I remember that this seemed to be termed as a triangular strangulation, right....................gyaaahhhhhhhh!
"Gyaaahhhhhhhhhh!"
Just the next second that I"ve thought about it, that soft sensation that was surrounding my head region instantly turned into a terrifying pressuring feeling!
Uuuuuuuuuu..........I can"t shake it off...........can"t breath any more, my eyeb.a.l.l.s started to naturally flip upwards.......
Going........to.........die.........
Past memories seemed to be recollecting continously, as they replayed themselves within my mind.......
A normal and boring person like me........Why must I be ensnared within this kind of dangerous stuff.........
Even though I"ve perfectly acted as if I didn"t know anything at all.......
For a pa.s.sive person like me, there"s no reason to be encountering these kind of situations at all........or was it because I"m so pa.s.sive, that things started to s...o...b..ll uncontrollably.........
Aaaahh, my peaceful life..........when did it start to derail off it"s normal tracks, exactly?
-ch 1 end-
(3732 words to tl)
Footnotes:
An Jun Cheng (安君诚)= The MC"s name.
A pun onto this is that if his name is slightly reversed, to An Cheng Jun; it might sound like you"re addressing him politely.
"Jun (君)" in chinese means "gentleman", it"s the chinese word equivalent for "-kun" in j.a.panese.
It"s like calling the MC, "Cheng-kun" (诚-君)
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Ji Lian Bing (姬恋冰)= The girl"s name.
The name itself hints onto the girl"s aloofness. It directly translates to "lady loved icyness", which reflects onto her persona towards the rest of the school, except towards our MC.
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j.a.panese terms = I think it"s intentional by the author, as some terms are j.a.panese-worded into their chinese equivalent.
Glossary:
bishoujo = extremely beautiful girl in j.a.panese
school flower = the most beautiful girl in a school.
gynophobia = fear of womenShare
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